Ivy =)

Happy Dragon year!=)

2012-01-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm here to say, Happy Chinese New Year, pull your ear!=p Have a great Dragon year everyone!=)
I spent my eve of CNY eve spring cleaning and homework. Eve of CNY on homework then off to ahma's house for super delicious steamboat Reunion Dinner then home to watch Mediacorp Countdown.. First day of CNY at 3 different temples then ahma house then home to sleep and dinner, and sleep.. Simply because I was super sick (yes, again) on 初一.. Cough until really wanna die already.. Was spamming myself with my cough syrup, sleeping and resting..
初二 morning sleeping, homework then to gupo's house at Woodlands Drive, home for homework again..

So all in all, I spent my CNY holiday on homework and sleeping.. yay! Super awesome CNY..=/ The funny thing is, I spent my CNY, talking to NO ONE that visited our house.. yeah, cos I'm forever in the room, either studying or sleeping.. wahaha. Good thing is, no one hell asked if i'm doing good in school, how's my academics, how's my Os (assumning I have taken it..).. WAHAHAHA. So happy that I don't have to talk to all the idiot people.=)

Lastly, I discover that Studying drain energy.. Therefore, if one don't wanna grow fatter, then don't study! If one study, prepare to gain weight. hahaha..
Ivy.

Is it going to be a SWEET 16?=)

2012-01-16T00:51:00.001+08:00

The clock had stroked 12am. But nevertheless, Happy Birthday to myself!=)
16 years, it wasn't a easy route but I have survived so far!! hehehee..
Big meals, big feast ever since 13 January 2012, and it's going to last for a few more days and it's CNY. Eat till die..=/

13 January 2012, School till 5pm, due to Amath mock test. I decided to head down to ZOUK at the very last minute for the M:idea Youth Choice award cos feli will be attending. I got lost in Tiong Bahru, but managed to find my way there with felicians help.. The moment I arrived, feli was already walking down the Red Carpet.. hehehe..
So yea, she got the Hottest Female Personality.. Really should say, all oranges hard work are paid off!!=) When she came out, what feli saw me and "wow! so cute, you're still in your school uniform!" "Yea, cos i just finish school.." Then we smile smile and she went the other side.. We even had a short drama of nose bleeding for her, pop Champagne!! wheee!!

Dinner at HK Cafe where Lijuan, Liqing, Huisi, Hweeshan, Jessie, Ash, Hweeshan, Wendy, Jerena, Adeline celebration JoeyC and my birthday! HAHAHA! Was quite a fail surprise but really THANKYOU all for the dinner, cake, and the bag from the 8fruits!!! Really appreciate it!=D

The next day, another day of food and celebration!
Met up with Del, Ash, Lijuan, Liqing, Huisi, Jessie and Adeline at Cityhall. Had Thaiexpress for super late lunch and then loiter around Suntec, then over to MBS for photo taking! Was at Suntec, they were saying they wanna Each a cup but they ended up surprising me with another mini Birthday cake! WAHAHA! THANKYOU oranges!=)) We walked over to MBS after that, roam around and we left for AMK to meet mummy! Thanks Kinship Jessie for the letter!=))
Funny moment was, we started taking photos at the AMK platform.. LOL!
Dinner with mummy at NewYorkNewYork. She knew I like it!=p She ordered super lots of food that we can't finish and pack them home for brothers.. hahaha.. Was not feeling well, so I didn't order my fav food and ate super little..=(

15 January 2012.
I spent 3/4 of my Birthday on the bed, sleeping and resting.. Because below photo was my best present for 16th! Hah..=( One of the saddest birthday, I didn't go anywhere.. Except for the doctor and dinner at Jurong Point, the rest of the day was spent at home, feeling very sick..=(

Medical fees nowadays so expensive! sigh.. The doctor was damn funny! I told him I have been coughing, having fever and flu, sore throat since Tuesday night and he WOW at me and asked if I still turn up for school on Wednesday, thurs and fri.. I nodded and he shook his head.. LOL. Later, I requested for liquid medicine instead of tablet.. then he look at me, ask if I don't know how to swallow tablet isz? End up, he also gave me 3 different tablet and 1 liquid due to my serious illnesses.. sigh!=(

He gave me 2 days of MC and asked me to stay home to rest.. Because he said due to my medical history, if I don't rest properly and recover, there's a likelihood that I will contract with Pneumonia.. SIGH! Like I said, best birthday present ever..=/
Dinner at Ding Tai Fung, JP.. Shopped around for CNY clothes and mum bought me a super CUTE PIGGY CAKE!!!=D=D=D HAHAHA!!

Before I end, really thankyou everyone (I've alot to thank) for all the wishes! I appreciate it.=) Lijuan, Liqing, Huisi, Hweeshan, Jessie, Adeline, Ash, Delphine, Yijing, Yihui, JoeyC, Kelvin, Jerena, Wendy, Huiqi, Zhiqing, Liang Ting, Hoetian, Chengying, James, Amanda, Wee Nee, Shing Hoong, Tanat, Jia Hui, Wenyee, Boon Kiat, Nicole and every other single FELICIAN, Deddy, BenedictG, Yunshan, Cheling, Vaish, Diana, Anna, RonaldT, Qian Ling, Wilson, Zheng Long, Yuxuan, xuan ahyi, da-yi, xiao-yi, er-yi, FeliciaS, AC, Andaman, Qinyu, Wei Cheng, Vanessa, Sean, Alvin, Yee Fei, Wee Xiang, Novi, Muzi, Sixuan, Yanru, SLC mates like Pengru, Noel, Chong Kiat, etc and 142++ friends on Facebook, and some others on Twitter! Most importantly, MUMMY!!=D
Whoever it is, really THANKYOU very much because I know the list is not this short.. hehee..=p
MC but I think I'm going back to school tomorrow..=/
Actually, I'm still waiting for the wishes from 2 very old friends that we lost contact..='(
loves,
Ivy

I'm a SEC4 now!=O

2012-01-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

It's not about going back to school in 5 hours time, but it's all about the endless hours of lessons in class starting from tomorrow.
Yes, I need to reach school at 6am later. I'm now a SEC4, don't play play.. Stay focus! 95% school and 5% Felicity. No joke, I must really work hard, super hard this year! jiayous!=p

Alright, I just feel that going back to school for lessons and Orientation is like a BATTLE! Yes, going back to school as a SEC4 is just like a WAR against the letter O. A war that I must win and never give up!=/
Ivy, 加油！=)

hahaha.. I'm going back to school with my backpack and 3 other bags..=/ goodnight!
Ivy.

I dont want 2012, but it's here!=(

2012-01-01T03:20:00.002+08:00

My last meal of 2011 and the first meal of 2012.

I am super unwilling, but 2012 has arrived. I can't seems to prevent it.=( Really had no idea how am I going to survive 2012 with all the crap and especially O LEVEL. I'm sure it's gonna be hard but I will survive! Really, I hope that 2012 will be another great year for me!=)

Frankly, 2011 has been a crazy year for me. With lots of super high moments and lots of super low moments. I'm sure the amount of opportunities received, friends made, knowledge learnt, eye-opener made, exposing to the world, awards received, things done and everything I did in 2011 is the most I had ever done in my life (even the number of breakdowns I had). 2011 has been a super super superd busy year for me, running up and about, but not knowing what is it all for.. I really don't know how to describe 2011 at this moment. I just hope that the bad will remain the bad in 2011, while the good will continue to be the good in 2012, 2013, 2014 and so on..=) It's gonna be a good 2012 for me! I pray..

January 2011
"Hidden Stars" gathering, a memorable one as she was sick but still turned up for gathering!
New class, 3D, struggling to cope with everything. I remembered, I missed the first 3 days of lesson due to SEC1 Orientation.. Then returning to class, seriously don't know what the heck is Mr Verma teaching for Amath and Emath. HAHA.
My 15th Birthday, spent at National Library with some felicians the night before with a Mango cake. Then to USS on the actual day, sick.

February 2011
CNY, still hating this idiot family. Felicians impromptu gathering, gambling.=/
Common Test, I don't remember if I screwed everything up. I think I did. Then more and more into lessons, class tests, school, SC and SYF training..

March 2011
First ever 3D class outing, a success with some hip-cups. SEC3 camp, an awesome one!=) Crazy dance training for SYF, then Danceworks competition. Finally, SYF competition with a Bronze. Then it's all about school, tests, homework, school, tests, homework.

April 2011
Speech day planning, which we screwed up totally. Actual Speech Day with grey blazers!=p
20 April 2011, the super awkward moment with Huisi and Feli at Clementi Mall.=X Then had a rather sudden cruise trip to Redang over the 4th weekend of April. 25 April, EXCOS selection interview. That was the worst ever!=/ 27 April, it was announced that I'm going to be the up-coming Head of Welfare. Was kind of disappointed because I always wanted the Secretary post. But now no longer disappointed but loving Head of Welfare post!=)

May 2011
MYE Examination, everything screwed up because I'm in 3D. "Childhood Memories" gathering right after the last paper for MYE. Then crazy Investiture planning for 2 consecutive weeks. Invitation to Bukit View Secondary School Investiture with Chia Ling.. Furthermore, was working on the Canteen-makeover proposal with a team of SCs. SC department photoshoot, EXCOS photoshoot that everything went wrong.

June 2011
4 days of SLC' from 31 May. Immediately after that was 5 days of Vietnam Trip that I loved missed damn alot! Then we had a SEC3 + 4 EXCOS in-charged workshop.. After that, I spent the whole of my June on Investiture rehearsals, rehearsals and rehearsals.. Cleaning of SC room too..=p
And lastly, 23 June 2011.

July 2011
5 July and 6 July 2011, Felicia officially stepped down, passing over the baton to me as the Former Head of Welfare. It was really a mixture of feelings..
Academics wise, more and more programme.. Presentations one after another, courses at NP, Trip to Asian Civilisation Museum, test and everything.. Remember camping in the SC room with Felicia almost every morning just to get the SC room settle down, corrected number of blazers and ties.. HAHA! Went for Ballet Under the Stars too..=p

August 2011
Getting busier and busier.. God! I cant even figure out what was I busy with in Aug, according to my schedule book, I saw National Day rehearsal, National Day singing, Crosstalk workshop, 3D Photo-taking, Common Test 2, projects, meetings, Teachers' Day audition, Teachers' Day rehearsal, planning, meeting, briefing and everything to do with Teachers' Day. Tests and tests, SC monthly meeting, Hweeting jiejie's sisters meeting for her wedding, Teachers' day preparation again! HAHA!
8 August 2011, Love Thy Neighbour filming with Wang Tian Hu xiao jie! HAHAHA!=D

September 2011
Actual Teachers' Day, a success! Then Hweeting jiejie'e wedding over the weekend, Sugi as emcees!=p Preparing of Cheling's birthday gifts.. Canteen-makeover proposal, Lijuan's birthday, went over to Malacca over the weekend, projects, assignments, Crosstalk workshop 2, feli's event, Mr Jee's concert, LTN press conference, Test, meetings, debut of LTN, class tests, EOY english paper!!=/
Sept was really a crazy month!=/

October 2011
Jessie's birthday, TESTs, EOY starts!! Huisi left for China when I was having Chinese and Physics SPA paper the next day.. Still remembering studying at airport! HAHA! and now, she's back!! (more to it later..=p) Seriously missed LTN Market event due to EOY! EOY, EOY, and EOY, I hate you!=( Jurong Primary selection fair, Safety interview, Math Olympiad day, Feli's birthday celebration (you know, I know!=X), Leadership camp planning, Principal's Challenge which was my first and last time..=/ Then Awards day, receiving 2 awards in a day!=)
Leadership camp on 28 Oct to 30 Oct 2011. A super marvellous, nice and memorable one!=)

November 2011
Start of Term4 Break! Went for Job interview, Physics SPA paper 1 for O LEVEL. West Grove primary Selection fair, Yuhua P6 visit to Shuqun planning and meeting. Open House for Yuhua P6 to visit.. Feli's SEIKO's event!=) Work started, for only 4 pathetic days for the whole of November! HAHA! Dance and Dance, Graduation Day performance.. EXCOS meeting, SC noticeboard decoration, actual Open house briefing, Actual Shuqun OPEN HOUSE! Slack abit, work abit month..
and lastly, 14 November 2011.

December 2011
Another very crazy month.. 02 December, camping in Airport, sending off, fetching, sending off Felicia Chin Chin..=p Felicity picnic that I organised with Jiahui and Jessie.. Worked like crazy in December, went for some CIP session with SDT, watching The Nutcrackers, fetching of Felicia Chin Chin from Kyoto! Then Malacca on the 17th and 18th.. Back in Singapore, receiving the notification to EAGLES award, SEC1 registration, EXCOS Orientation planning, meetings, proposal deadline, Felicity's Christmas party, work, dinner with felicians, Orientation training, mini Welfare gathering/outing, EXCOS orientation meeting/logistic preparation, and finally on 31 December, Huisi is BACKK!! HAHAHA

WAHA. I have no idea why I bothered to flip back my schedule book, sharing so much here.. But I swear above is less than half of what happened each month.. Recalling, I'm really super busy in 2011.. What for? I still can't find my answer.. lalalala.. Somehow, really doing lots of Council stuffs ever since I took over Felicia and neglecting my academics.. HOHOHO.

I know Christmas is over, but feli says that there is 12 days of Christmas, so it's not over yet.. Well, I must say xmas this year is really different from past year! I spent the early morning of my 25 December sleeping, then xmas party with Felicity at Bukit Batok Safra Treehouse, after that went for work at TGIF. Apart from the busy xmas day I had, I must say that I really receive alot alot alot of gifts this xmas! Be it just a simple SMS, small little candy, a little card or a big present, it's all the effort from everyone of you out there. Really thank you so much, I really appreciate it!=) This is the first time I received whole lot of food goodies for xmas, many presents and cards! Thankyou felicians, the few close friends of mine from school, the councillors, lkl and ac, Vanessa and mum! And not to forget, feli for the little surprise!=) Thank you everyone for making my 2011 xmas so special!=p

Last day of 2011, 31 December 2011. I woke up with KFC breakfast on the table.. Then did some Orientation work in the morning, to the market to get the necessary logistics for Orientation, homework, and West mall with mum for Bangawansolo and Shop&save for ingredients for steamboat dinner.. Which apparently become my supper.. So met Delphine and Shiyu at Clementi at around 6.45pm and later Adeline, headed down to Airport.. Huisi's flight delayed from 7.45pm to 8.15pm.. Furthermore, it took a long time for her to collect all her luggage and everything before she came out to the arrival hall at about 9.30pm.. HAHAHA! It was a surprise for her to see us there! I think she almost cried! HAHA! She was persuading her dad to drive her down to VIVO to countdown.. As her parents was chasing her to go home, we had a quick little catch-up, passed her my card/letter, took a group photo, sent her with her parents to the pick-up point and we left after her dad drove off.. YES! Huisi is FINALLY back HOME!! I do miss her!=( Her return told me that 3months have passed by like nothing happened..=/

By the time I reached home, it's already like 11.15pm.. My steamboat dinner became supper..=( Enjoying my food while watching different country's countdown party.. This year countdown seriously sucks.=/ Not into countdown-ing at all.. Once the clock hit 12.00am, I switched to channel5 and watched the fireworks silently.. oh god.=/ So ya, that's how I spent my New year eve's and first few hours of 2012.. LALALALA.. Guess what, I still had bubble tea and beancurd in the fridge to finish up after steamboat dinner..=/

Having talked so much, I still have a little bit of homework not done!=/ I hope that I can come back here the night before school starts.. But nevertheless, hope that Orientation 2012 will be a success! I'm really afraid that things might screw up..=(
Last but not least, thankyou to one and all who text me "Happy new year!" and etc.. I admit I'm a little lazy to reply, and due to the connection that I don't trust at that hour when you guys text me.. I'll reply you guys soon.. Anyway, I'm really thankful to everyone even though it's just a short message.. Especially to the juniors, I'm really glad that I have been a great EXCOS/head of Welfare to you guys so far.. (Since that's what you guys told me) I still have around 7months to go, I'll work even harder to become better! To the rest, I shall reply you personally.. WAHAHA.=D
&before I end of this post, I will survive 2012! I will. 2012 will be a great year for me!

loves,
Ivy.

When nobody understands..

2011-12-29T18:42:00.001+08:00

Can someone tell me what Life is all about?
What are friends for?
Why are there so many extra people out there?

I work hard for academics, I got nothing in return. Not even a slight improvement in my results.
I work hard for the Council, at least my effort was seen. But friends told me that I neglected them.
I play hard with school friends, felicians said that I'm always too busy for them.
I play hard with felicians, my mum ask me why am I always going out.
I accompanied mum, the whole world complains that I'm ignoring them.. Even my homework talks.

Tell me what should I do? Sometimes, I hope that I'm all alone in my own world. Nobody to accompany, just me, myself and I. Life would be great in my own world. I don't have to be afraid of neglecting anyone, making them feel bad. I just need to think for myself in my world.

Today, I decided not to attend meeting with Mr Chua and EXCOs for the first time due to some personal reason. Andaman gave me a call to update me after that, time for some work. But no one is responding to me. I asked for a change of time, back to the initial plan of Sat. But nothing works. I'm needed tmr in school other than EXCOs meeting, friends and felicians outing. I'm thinking that my role in council now is more important than going out for fun tomorrow, since there is another EXCOs meeting tmr also. I'm on the verge of not going out with felicians and friends tomorrow, but guess what? Friends flared up, disappointed. If I turn up for EXCOs meeting, there won't be anyone in school taking charge of everything but I can rush over to meet my friends. If I turn up for school and back home to accompany mum, both EXCOs and friends will hate me forever. If I turn up for outing with friends, EXCOs, teachers and the SCs will look at me as a person who prefer fun to work, considering my position in the Council.
So what now? Can someone put themselves in my shoes and think for me?
I should just disappear on earth so that I don't have to make choices, right?

Have been thinking, have accepting the role of an EXCOs screwed my life up?
Ivy.

Lunar Birthday!=p

2011-12-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

Yea, Happy lunar birthday to myself today.. Thanks mum for the super delicious red egg + mee sua.. As of the photo, I ate like 8 eggs this morning! yes, siao! I really like the spider egg! hahaha, so artistic..=p It was really a great breakfast + lunch!=)

So I spent my afternoon napping for a while and headed out with Felicia and family.. Didn't believe that I shared so much with lkl and I didn't even tear this time round.. Perhaps I'm really tired of everything, numb of it. But I just shared everything like nothing, so unusual of me.. First time, probably the last time..=/ After that we had Marche, Vivo for dinner.. My first time there and it was really a yummy dinner! I was bloated! hahaha.. I had another egg, so i ate 9 eggs today!=p god god!!
Thankyou so much to felicia, lkl and ac!=)
PS. We suppose to be heading down to USS today, but change of plan..

OH! I think my mouse's right click spoilt when I thought my Microsoft excel died.. hohoho. Phew its not excel die if not I can go bang wall..=/
Sometimes, I do wonder if I'm very fierce in SC? Due to some circumstances, I asked Kai Ngee to invite me into Publicity's group.. But today, Kai Ngee told me that because I'm in the group, no one dares to post anything in the group.. In the end, I decided to leave the group and think of another way.. So I was actually wondering, am I that scary?? Or was it due to the Demerit systems, tie removal and everything? HOHOHO. That's creepy.. I didn't know so many SCs are afraid of me.. But I really hope that they won't be, you see, I'm not there to scare them for whatever reasons.=/

sigh! I need to get back to my XMAS CARD making soon.. I need to send out FCJX's card by tomorrow if not my card will not make it in time..=/
Till then..
Ivy.

Fairy potter - Felicia is back!=)

2011-12-15T01:16:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happened to me tonight. I reached home at 9.25pm, I watched TV, then I bathed. After I bathed, I just break down and cried for 2min. I won't really call it a break down because its far from breaking down.. But I just don't know what happened to me just now..
I bought a new book 3 days ago, and I'm done with it! I assume that I broke my own record for finishing a book so quickly.. The fastest was actually Damaged of about 15days, but now it's Daddy's Little Secret for only 3days! HAHA! I wouldnt say that this book is recommendable but it's not bad.. I don't like is that the story pace is somehow too fast and the story is not in-dept enough as compared to Damaged.. But I can really feel the "yucks!", "sucks!", "idiot!", "poor thing!" while reading it..

Anyway, after waiting for 12 days, feli is back in Singapore! As promised to fetch her, I reached airport at around 3.30pm and waited for feli to arrive with the other oranges.. She came out, felicians surrounded her as planned, presented her a bouquet of roses and sang her Forever Love! It was really embarrassing but with so many other people doing it together with you, the nervousness and embarrassment were gone within seconds. After that, it's the usual small chats that we will have with her when we met and she even bought something for us from Kyoto! She gave us each a cute Disney lollipop! That's so sweet of her!=)) I chose orange with Piglet and Pooh printed on it! Coincidence much! hahaha! Another don't bear to eat candy from her.. My sticky is still alive after 2 months!=/ I hope it didn't spoil.. btw, photos taken today totally CMI, all blur.. Because it has been years since I touch my DSLR..=/ Then feli left shortly after a group photo and its always the felicity hang around at whichever place we are at.. THANKYOU FELICIA!=)

Really thankful to Adeline for bringing home 2 big boxes of 白雪恋人 biscuits all the way from Hokkaido for me!=) THANKYOU! and also for her goodies bag! So nice of her!=)

Credits: The Felicity Team

PS. The more I look at her dressing today where she arrive in, the more I agree that she looks like the female Harry Potter!=p oh, I heard her telling JH' that she was wearing 3 sets of thermal clothing inside her super thick cotton dress and scarf.. errr... okay..=X
Ivy.

Edusave EAGLES award..=)

2011-12-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

Was being somewhat like a tailor for the past 2 hours, dealing with different sizes and inches for the new batch of blazers.. I have been delaying the deadline for it.. Till now, it's not complete.. Haha, tell you what.. I didn't want to bother those that didn't give me both their top and bottom sizes, so they didn't have the privilege.. lalala~ It was part of the instruction anyway..=) Well, that's not the limelight of this post..

Since I was doing my council stuff, so I click into the document named "Orientation Programme (draft)".. Yes, I did realised that both Sec1 registration and Sec1 Orientation proposal deadline is next week and nothing is done.. S1RG is beyond the EXCOS' control, so I kind of understand.. But it all links back to responsibility!=( As for Orientation, I could only ask "What happened to our efficiency, my efficiency?" Maybe it's gone after 2 months of holiday.. I don't know. So, am I going to start and finish off the entire proposal alone again since its only left with the 2 or 3 of us in Singapore. Then, showing it to the rest, they comment and comment but didn't come up with any suggestions. After that, I gave it and just accept everything came up by them, which are impossible? Later, the whole event will just screw up. hah. Moreover, there's an addition write up to do, based on the whole Orientation feedback for 2011.. I remembered vividly that that day, they were reassuring to me that everyone will write a bit and we will collate it into a document.. But who has done it? I doubt none. haha, not funny. =.=

With everything that I have done all along, I got my Edusave EAGLES award for 2011. I never expected myself to get it. Have always been thinking its impossible that I get it, especially with link to Achievement, Good Leadership and Service. Unknowingly, I received the letter on 12 dec..=D I guessed its all thanks to the work/contribution that I have done in the Council and perhaps a little to do with CCA. Though I didn't really like the unfair treatment in dance, I told myself to be there for important events no matter how much I hated the CCA.. 3 years, I only did 2 Speech day performance, Graduation day, SQ85 and SYF. CIP, I helped as much as I could..=/ Council, I don't know where to start and end.. I only know that I'm always there for almost everything that's happening during my batch.. Frankly, I sometime do wonder what's my real position in the Council.. hmmm.. Covering people's job for them is already like 家常便饭 to me. But well, I don't get my EAGLES award for nothing.. So, I should just stop complaining right?=X Nevertheless, I really grateful to whichever teacher(s) in Shuqun that decided to give me this award.. It's really a recognition and privilege for me.=)

It has always been like a collection in my life.. I had got Edusave Scholarship for sec1; Edusave Merit Bursary for sec2; and now Edusave EAGLES award for sec3.. Next target, Good Progress Award for sec4! It would mean really much if I could get GPA and at least Bursary for sec4 = Os! I really hope that I can go to wherever I want after my Secondary school life..=p lalalala~
Some random news, Dec's nuyou is sweetie pie and she's coming home tomorrow, 14 dec! YAY YAY! have been waiting for tomorrow to arrive.. I miss the airport!=p ORANGEXCITED!
I gonna start making Xmas' card again tonight..=p
Ivy.

I hearts my mum!=)

2011-12-11T01:50:00.002+08:00

这就是伟大的母爱。
I love my carebear mum lots!=)
Thanks mum!=)

loves,
zhuzhu

First official pay in life..=)

2011-12-09T02:14:00.001+08:00

Whatever it is, I feel that I'm done with voting for the day.. Have been voting for 3 hours straight and I have broken my own record.. So, it's enough for the day.. Shall hit the sack with piglet soon after this post.. Moreover, there's work tomorrow.. Morning/afternoon shift and I got a busy day travelling here and there tomorrow.. Bus fares gone just like that.. Well, blame myself for not signing in and out last Friday, 021211, I guessed so.. Since Anderson called and told me that I did so..=( alamak! Was I too carried away by FCJX that day or the fact that I cut myself the moment I reached TGIF and really forgotten to sign in after plastering my wound and rushed off, thinking that I would reach Airport in time to send her off to Kyoto that night?? Crap man! Seriously wondering what am I doing..=*(
But still wanna thanks Anderson for informing me.. My that 25.60 bucks!~=(

Anyway, I collected my FIRST OFFICIAL PAY IN LIFE ON 7 December 2011.
yes, official means 我辛辛苦苦工作赚回来的血汗钱。HAHAHA. Whatthehell, $121.60 earned from ONLY 4 days of work in November.. I feel so pitiful..=/ But it's still better than nothing! gave mum 50bucks today and she rejected.. Shall treat her to breakfast tomorrow and spend the rest of the same 50bucks at Papermarket/ Urbanwrite/ Popular for Scrap booking materials! yay!=p but I still prefer Papermarket.. Popular and Urbanwrite seriously fail at scrap booking materials! But I got 20% off at both shops, so gonna make good use of it!=p HAHAHAHA!

Do remind me to do my SC work.. god, have been busy with work and too active with Felicity recently.. Totally neglecting SC related.. Sec1 registration is up soon and we're not informed of anything, while waiting for the rest to be back from holidays and gonna start serious work!=/ sighh.. &goodnight! headache + insomnia have came visiting!=(
Ivy.

Felicity and more!=)

2011-12-05T03:48:00.000+08:00

2nd December 2011, this sweetie pie became the 空中飞人。
6.45am, she flew to KL. Soon at 8.25pm the same day, she flew back to Singapore. Later, at 1.05am (3rd December already) she flew to Kyoto, Japan. Sounds kind of mad..=/
As felicians, of course we decided to send her off. So I met up with Delphine and later Wenyee and Ash, Hweeshan and Shinghoong to camp/ton at the Airport overnight just to save money.. hahaha, a little crazy.. But I totally love the night we spent together!=) The usual chit-chat, using mac's computer to vote, eat, play, do homework, chat, laugh laugh laugh.. hahaha! Thought that it would be a long night waiting for feli to arrive, but it wasn't.. Soon, time flies and pairs by groups of felicians came to join us at T2. Waited somewhere near belt 12.. The funny thing is, I feel that felicians who slept at home and came down in the middle of the night were feeling much lethargic than the group of us who ton at Airport overnight.. Del, Ash, Wenyee and I were the crazy people, already so high early in the morning..=p

Soon feli arrived with Joeyho, make-up artist at around 5.45am. They checked in, spent sometime chatting with feli, group photo and we sent her off! The moment I saw her after not seeing her for quite sometime..=)) I think I'm super funny that morning.. I turned and saw an ang-mo taking photo of feli.. So I immediately, "feli! got ang-mo taking photo of you leh, quickly pose for her!" "huh?! angmo??" I pointed at the ang-mo for her and she smile smile at the ang-mo.. HAHAHAHA! That was damn drama, I think I was too tired and siao to have done that..=/

Spent sometime at mac before heading home after spending a night at the airport.. Everyone was cui.. Met mum at the market, breakfast and I went to bed at 9am.. hahaha! Woke up at around 2pm and later headed to work at TGIF. I swear i totally made the wrong choice to work that night!=(( The moment I opened the locker to keep my bag, I cut myself unknowingly.. Pain.=( Then at around 10pm or so, I received del's call (I sneaked to the toilet to answer) that feli is back in Singapore, but flying off again to Kyoto at 1.05am.. I didn't believe her, but I did later..=p hahaha!
But after I ended work and everything, del told me not to rush over because it's useless.. I knew so, but I wanted to give it a try.. However, was at Raffles Place, and decided to take the train towards Joo Koon instead of Paris Ris.. Sigh!

Whatever it is, it's over.. But I swear I'm going to fetch her for sure! That's why I have blocked out the day where she's returning!=p Well, I kept telling myself.. No regrets. I earned $25.60 bucks for not fetching and then sending her off again. At least I get something in return.. But who knows she would be a flying Felicia on that day! Just because I didn't expect her to fly off to KL and return on the same day, I decided to work. Again, who would have expected that not only she flew back from KL on the same day, she flew off to Kyoto again! AIYA!=( sigh..

Anyway, Felicity's first picnic was yesturday, Saturday.. I feel that since I shared so much on feli's fanpage already, I should just copy and paste it here.. hahaha!

Firstly, I would really like to thank everyone who joined us in the Picnic today! THANKYOU for all the effort put it, be it just by flooding our posts in the beginning, commenting on when is the day we should have the picnic, what food should we bring, to preparing the food, to helping us to carry the heavy bottles and bottles of drinks, to coming down today, to participating so actively in the games, or even just by helping us to clear the food today. I'm sure its all the hardwork and teamwork put in by everyone that makes this picnic so memorable for each and everyone of us! Without everyone of you, I'm sure this picnic will not be a success!=)
To me, I wouldn't say that it was a very difficult task or an easy task to organise this picnic. I remembered I was shocked and clueless at first when Ash volunteered me to organise an outing/gathering for the felicians. But I'm glad that I have Jiahui and Jessie to help me along! Working with Jiahui and Jessie was really great! All we did was actually chatting and throwing crazy ideas into our Facebook chat box, and from there, we then decide what was best for everyone and what's the next thing we should do. I was kind of worried that things will screw up on the picnic today, and of course, the rain would be such a spoiler! But I'm relieved that everything went smoothly today!=) Though I know that most of us woke up half-dead from all the airport trips. I was also worried that due to all the tonning of nights, not many will turn up today!

As Jessie couldn't join us today, 14 other felicians plus Jiahui and I headed down to Marina Barrage for our picnic! Although it rained shortly after we arrived, our mood wasn't dampen by the weather! After having a hard time (for some of us) to finish all the food, we moved on to the GAMES!! Frankly, I didn't expected everyone to be so hyper and participative in the beginning! We played games like Charades, Body Treasure Hunt, answering of questions related to Felicia, Bang Bang, Murderer, Confusing names and etc.. Jiahui and I even had to organise an impromptu Treasure Hunt with spoons and Chilli sauces around Marina Barrage due to high demand! So now we all know that felicians love Treasure hunting!! From treasure hunting alone, I found a Doreamon in Felicity who has everything in her bag! hahaaha! Well, almost everything! I admit, the games that we planned for today wasn't sufficient that Jiahui and I had to do thinking on the spot and we simply played whatever games that came into our mind! Of course, at the end of the day, the winning teams received their prizes - Bee Hoon and fried rice! The losing team also did a sing and dance performance for us!=)

It was really a great and fulfilling day for myself! I'm happy for myself that many of you enjoyed the day organised by Jiahui, Jessie and I! At least I know I made someone's day!=) and please, stop all the thankyou-ing! hahaha! So now, we have passed the torch down to Liqing, Aili and Kelvin for the next gathering/outing! Everyone, do support them as much as how you guys have supported us! I'm looking forward to the next outing!!^^ Meanwhile, have a good rest everyone!=)

Above is what I shared on facebook. Below are things that should just remain on my own blog.
Definitely, planning outings for felicians are much easier than school events but at the same time its not easy to organise an outing because there's a lot of aspects that an organiser have to take into consideration.. I guess venue is one of my biggest weakness. I never knew where to go for events. Maybe I should improve on this soon..=/ Secondly, I like about planning this picnic was that, there wasn't anyone that would be there to object this and that, that we planned. We planned and we can keep everything in suspense and just carry the whole thing out as how we like on the day.. Most importantly, the organising committee was only the 3 of us.. Its not like SC, 8 of us with other teachers in charged. What I really learnt from planning this picnic was that, sometimes its very difficult to work with a big group of people. The worst thing is that when an event meant to be organised by 8 leaders reduced to 1 or 2 leaders. 可悲。
Whatever it is, it's really great to work with other people after working with my team of excos after so long.. Although its somehow totally different thing.

Oh, pay day is like tomorrow?!? Should be 5th, 6th and 7th of the month.. But I'm only going on the 7th after my work..=p
Next, I think I'm dropping AMATH. Don't ask me why and try to persuade me. I'm the one studying and the one sitting for my O levels. I don't care if you're taking AMATH and I'm not.. Simply because we have different dreams, ambitions and we are of different backgrounds/histories/shoes. So, stop faking as if you really care.

loves,
Ivy.

I think and I wondered..=(

2011-11-28T14:30:00.001+08:00

I have been living on this world for 15 years.. 15 years, close to 16. I have never expected anything from him. Because all I felt towards him was HATRED. Hatred all the way, since 2008. Have I really hated enough? I guess so. Or was it out of sympathy that I forgiven him? Or deep down, I have not forgive him at all? I really wonder. If not, why would I hug him on 14 November? Why would I tear when he's brought away?

14 November 2011: The first hug I gave him/he gave him after living on this world for 15 years.
22 November 2011: The first "I miss you" he told him.
I thought I would never bother what he said to me. But I teared for him. I cried. I told myself to be strong, to never shed a tear for him. But I did.

Even since 2008, I never hated anyone except for him, for those idiot people. Simply because I know that I don't have anymore energy to hate anyone. I remembered, after everything, I didn't bother what others speak of me. They comment, they ill-speak behind me, they dislike me. But I didn't care. I have since realised there's no use in comparing with your friends for everything. I scored F9, and its a F9. A1 and A1, no use ha-ho-ing around.. I realised I then slowly live in my own world.

The sad things is, people who appears the closest to me are actually the one who don't know what exactly happened to me. I didn't bother sharing, because I didn't find a need to. Sometimes, I hope that there's someone there to listen to me. Then, I felt that it's 家务事。I shouldn't bother others. Totally sigh. I can only bury myself in the world of Shuqun Secondary School, in the world of Student Council. Seriously, what's out there for me to look out for? Recently, I felt life so meaningless and aimless. I asked myself, What did I want at the end of the day? I got no answer, or rather answers that don't answer my own question. I tried studying, but I find it useless when no matter how hard I studied, I don't get my As. I went to sleep, I blame myself for wasting precious time. I went out with others, but I feel that I'm just there for the sake of being there. I did all the planning of events, I ran the whole show alone sometimes, what I got in return? Criticism, comments and suggestions but the whole world expect me to carry it out myself. Well, when I become a superwoman.

On a rainy day. I just want to sleep. Maybe to never wake up.
Ivy.

恨够了吗？

2011-11-11T01:40:00.002+08:00

我这几天都在想，我也恨够了吧？
我也该是时候放下屠刀，立地成佛了吧？
再过几天，一切都玩完了，他也不在了。。
我是不是该趁剩下的时间好好的和他度过？因为到最后，我不想有任何的后悔之感。。
可是话说回来，我放得下这么多年来的仇恨吗？真的能说放下就放下吗？
我真的不知道。
事情到了这个地步，我们还有选择吗？
真的是同人不同命。人生，是不公平的。
接下来的日子，我们要怎么过？
如果一切都能从来的话，那该多好啊。。
Ivy.

Whats up?!

2011-11-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

For me, for my Awards Day 2011 aka Speech Day 2012. =)

I feel that I'm in such a bad mood now. Firstly, everything just clashes together tmr and I'm so angry at people, so upset that I can't attend all 3 events. Secondly, I planned to attend sweetie pie's event on 13 November, and now we're celebration ahma's birthday on the 13, which means I can't escape at all. I'm super upset. Thirdly, I just feel so VEX.
It's term4 break, but as usual. Do I even get to enjoy my holidays? let's see.

01. Leadership Camp
02. Graduation day dance training
03. Physics SPA
04. Job training
05. AMATH, AMATH AND AMATH.
06. Open house for Yuhua P6 students
07. Event/ dinner
08. DANCE, DANCE.
09. Graduation Day/ SC
10. ** leaving Singapore
11. SC, SC and SC.
12. SHUQUN OPEN HOUSE
13. ACADEMICS, ACADEMICS, STUDY!
14. Sec1' Orientation
15. Sec1' Registration
16. Felicity gathering/ events
17. Sec1' Orientation training
18. Clean SC room

Adding on, I have got a job. With everything above, I need to fit in time to work and study super hard. 1 word, DIE. Seriously need to manage my time super well. No time for other nonsenses thing.. hah! Anyway, camp was seriously awesome to the max. I really learnt a lot from it, and I'm now more confident than before. I'm more open than before, I guess. Being a Leader is not easy at all.=) Gambette, piglet! so lazy to study for SPA.. hah..
Ivy.

How are you, Pointe shoes?

2011-10-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

有时候在想，放弃了的梦想还叫不叫“梦想”？
PS. No doubt that above pictures are my feet. Really long time since I ballet-ed, much least go on pointe..=(

Had an awesome day today! Especially second part of the day.. Long time since I go so crazy with felicians.. HEHEHEHE! Hello orange stones!=p
Alright, I've got a tough job in class, replacing Ms Pang's role tomorrow/later.. Wish me goodluck! and It's AWARDS DAY!! Yay! I'm my receiving awards! HOHOHO.=D
goodnight everyone! I'm so high now..=p

loves,
Ivy.

Happy Birthday Oranges!=)

2011-10-24T01:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Felicia!=)
I guess what i wanna tell you is all in the 永远吃不完的蛋糕 card.. But adding on to it, I really hope that the happy, cheerful felicia will be back soon after the birthday celebration. I know, it's so disappointing but I hope that you're fine and okay. I'm glad that all the oranges, including myself have learnt. We have all woke up after everything.. I believe we will be high and crazy again, even with your presence.. Sorry that we weren't sensitive enough.. but do Smile!=) Hopefully you don't coming telling us that you spent your special day with your books.. hehehe.. Work hard, play hard! Enjoy your special day with all your loves one before going back to your books!=p Hope that you enjoyed the Chocolate Cornflakes too!=)) THANKYOU MANY MANY FOR YOUR FELICITY ♥ STICKY TOO!! 真不舍得吃。。=(
Happy 27th Sweetie pie!=)) you're the best!=D

PS. Oh yes.. Felicity got the opportunity to celebrate feli's birthday with her on 22 October 2011 at Ridout Mac.. It was full of memories and thoughts. I hope that I have the time to be back here to elaborate more..

Oh yes! Happy Birthday Felicity!!=))
Every 24 October, like the boss, we grow older.. It has been 3 years since Felicity was set up.. Though I'm part of it for only 2.5 years, but I can say that Felicity has really brought a lot of priceless memories to me.. Be it from Felicia to Felicians, to every events, to every gathering, to every little meet ups, to every meals, and to everything that we do as oranges, it's a precious memories! I can proudly say that I never regretted joining Felicity. Felicity is always there for me whenever I need them.. As and when we like, we would just give each other a tweet or message to meet up without any planning.. Though I know that I'm starting to MIA this year, but I promise to appear as much as I can..=p We could just suddenly meet up for Monopoly deal late at night.. Oh yes.. All the crazy cabbing experiences, chasing stars experiences.. I admit that I will never get to enjoy all the fun that I had with Felicians with my school friends.. Simply, we all had common aims. To support Felicia till the end and to make as much friends as possible!=)
Oranges are who we are.. We may be facing some "disaster" now, after the birthday celebration, but I'm sure we would all unite as one and battle till the end. We will survive, and a brand new Felicity will be seen.
FELICITY IS 3 and counting..=)) Happy Birthday Felicians!=)) THANKYOU SO MUCH SO MUCH FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES!=)

&,
06 October 2011, she left for China.. Gonna be quite some time before she's back..
Huisi, 想你！Thankyou vmuch for the card too.. I never know that you actually understand me, know me so much.. You card made me tear like mad when I reached home that night.. That few days, whenever I see your name on Twitter or Weibo, I would just tear.. hahahaa.. See you soon!!=) Well, it's really weird that you're not around..=( Take care and enjoy yourselves!=p

22 October 2011, a day to remember for sure.
Goodnight!
loves,
Ivy.

Why did my smile goes?

2011-10-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

Everything.. But, why?
Ivy.

Was it a good week??=(

2011-09-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

Thanks Joey!

Just before the clock strikes 12am. Just before Term3 begins, just wanna update this place with some words..
This week has become pretty idk-good-or-bad. Rushed down to her LTN' press con on Tuesday after school. Friday was her GMS interview, didn't attend due to school. The weekdays were like usual, hell crap lots of work and everything. Ms Pang told the whole 3D that I'm a hardworking girl, and everything on Wednesday. While I'm here suspecting if she said were true. EXCOs meeting with Miss Loh on Thursday, works, events and everything right after EOY's last paper. No break at all. Friday afternoon was spent at ahma house, MIOTV-ing first 3eps of LTN. HA-HO-ing over Tian Hu.=p Weekends were the usual stay-home to study but end up doing other things. Lots of sleeping, Whatapps-ing with felicians and tweeting with school friends too. Lots of Felicity, Felicians and Felicia Chin Chin this week. She's all over the news, the web and everything. LTN is on Tuesday, 27 sept 2011.=)

Alright, the main point I came here is to actually say that I just screwed up my entire week3 schedule. Again, I just can't be bothered to rearrange them. Tired of shifting things here and there when it's not even going to help. I shall just let things happen and see what will happen. HAHA. Time for me to hit the books/papers/notes again. Burning the midnight oil as usual, no Kinship tonight cos I went to watch F1 just now. Vettel won.. SIGH. I support Hamilton.=(
Gambette everyone! English paper this friday! I want A1 this time for English.=p But all thanks to the sudden pop-up of a Speech writing instead of letter writing. SIGH. We only got 1 week to learn how to write a speech.=X jiayou bah.
Ivy.

I'm not doing fine..=(

2011-09-18T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hi. Just a quick update..
I'm not doing fine lately..=( That's sad. Has been thinking a lot recently, but didn't manage to get a conclusion.. so meaning, I'm going to continue thinking for the next few days. I'm sorry if I ignored you, heck care you, stare at you and whatever. hah.
T4W1 was such a failure! SIGH. First day of school already unable to finish chionging all my homework.. LOL. But I feel that the motivation is slightly back, for at least I studied everyday..=p

Well, I attended Felicia's events again today. twice in a day!=p I didn't want to go, wanted to stay home to mug. But end up, I can't stand the stupid idiot at home, so I changed, packed my things and headed down to ION Orchard. First event was a Charity event for NUYOU. Just a very short one, spammed photos like mad. Later on, it's a Louis Vuitton Grand Opening at MBS. It was total crazy. Waited for sweetie chin's arrival and waited like idiots with other felicians outside the shop.. Finally at around 10pm, decided to believe the security guards and headed down to The Fullerton Bay Hotel where the LV Party is held.. God man. I wonder whose LV shop's architect! The architecture is totally marvellous! Damn elegant building and there even boat linked to LV! MYGOD. AWESOME HELL.

Okay, back to topic. Reached there, after 15mins, saw Jesseca liu and then I turned, it's sweetie chin..=p But I needed to call Delphine and direct her the way to the hotel.. So I didn't notice where the felicians go, therefore I wasn't in the group photo!=*( Yeah, sad but it's okay! At least I saw her today.. Already prepared not to.=p

All in her, she's forever the gorgeous woman. 1st event outfit wasn't as nice, but I like her hair and shoes!=p 2nd event was totally a pretty, beautiful black angel! hahaha, cos her dress has 2 wings behind..=p Her shoes was totally marvellous! I like.. But make-up.. ehhh.. A little too thick, maybe I'm not used to it.=X
Afterall, I really happy to be able to see her again today after 1month. Thanks feli for taking time off to attend events to let us see you. Thanks Felicity team for everything today!=)))

Before I end. I witnessed Child Abuse 15mins ago.
I heard scary screaming and cries and decided to look out of the window.. What I saw was, this damn held father-like guy was pulling and pushing his child onto the road, to seems like trying to kill him/her.. Then this poor child was screaming, shouting, crying and straggling like mad. After that, 1 person seems like another child to me rushed over from the opposite side and the commotion stopped. ?? While everything was happening, there was another child, I think, watching and enjoying the show.. lol. Inhumane.
MY GOD. Was so exciting and after a while, it stopped.. Was wondering if police will come and everything will be in the news.. so KPO people like me can know the full story..=/
HAHAHAHA.

Alright, I decided to give up my burning of midnight oil. Gonna hit the sack and its another long day tmr!!! I'm going to meet Yunshan early in the morning to do some stuff and Catholicism project, then meet the other 3D people to NTU for Mr Jee's concert! woohoooo!~~ I hope I can be home early tmr.. So that my Sunday won't be like last Sunday again..

GOODNIGHT.
loves,
Ivy.

Life at a different angle..=(

2011-09-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

Life is hard.
Not everyone can survive and walk till the moment where every female dressed up in their dream wedding gown, walking down the aisle with her loved one beside her, hand in hand; finger to finger, with the smile of happiness on her face. And their blissfulness continues till the end of their lives..
Well, this is just some random thought.
Congrats Hwee Ting jiejie!=)) I'm sad that I only have photos with you in kua, not morning gown nor evening gown..=((

I need to get my mood back to do homework. If not, I won't be able to finish them for sure.=/
&so much of birthdays in September! KILL ME please.=/
Lets do homework then sleep!=/
Ivy.

I just love my Piglet nails!=)

2011-09-03T02:53:00.001+08:00

It has been quite sometime since I'm here.. But I'm here today on a happier note.. I'm not gonna bother about the previous post anymore.. It simply wastes my time.=.=

Well, Teachers' Day Celebration 2011 was a blast, awesome event, tiring event, most importantly, SUCCESSFUL event. I'm super glad that it's over now!=p After so much of hardwork, one of the Welfare actually sms-ed me, thanking me for my/our effort. HAHAHA. How cute and sweet!=) But I feel that it's each and everyone of ours hardwork. Be it we did the most thing, you guys did the least thing or whatever..
You know, this event was seriously sweat, laughter, anger, quarrel, scolding, no-sleep-night and even TEARS! It hasn't been easy through all the planning, rehearsals and preparations.. All in all, BIG BIG thankyou to the other 7, Miss Loh and Ms Pang.
It was a success!=) Next event is around late October and major major event next yearr!=O

Then, today was a day flooded with accompanying of Yunshan, Che Ling and Chrystal to Bugis to shop. Lots of random, funny, epic things happened.. I bought 1 top for mum, 2hairbands for the sake of my wedding dinner on Sunday and 1 jumper for ONLY 3BUCKS! super worth it! hahaha.. After that, headed down to Suntec to meet mum then mama smurf for early dinner.. The waiter at Astons seriously pissed me off that I walked away when he refused to give me a table, he insist that I order my foodie first.=.= Nonsenses.. But end up, we still go back to Astons cause there's seriously no foodie for us to eat there.. hahahaha..
Cab home, and papa smurf came!=p

I got my nails painted for Sunday's wedding. You know, its PIGLET nails!!!=p=p My god! I just love my nails now!=D Special thanks to papa smurf, mama smurf and of course my biological mum.=p HEHEHEHEHEHE. I love my nails. mygod mygod! It's so pretty, cute, nice and everything!=) I got piglet nails! AHAHAHHAA.=D
Alright, I'm also overjoyed that I managed to surprise mama smurf with her smurfyyyy birthday cake and smurfyyyy presents! Frankly, I think she cried just that she wiped her tears away..=/ She mentioned she's touched.=p hehehehe.. I doubt she even know that we're going to celebrate her birthday today.. yay!=D Sadly, I forgotten to make a card for her.. So I gonna sent it to her house before her actual birthday..=X

Ergo, with so many happenings today.. Today is just awesome for a brand new start for September.. hahaha. I seriously hope that sept is a good one! I know it's gonna be all study and study and study.. EOY is like SOON!=O my god. Since we're on the topic, I received my term3 report slip on 010911'. MYGOD. People straight As, I straight Bs..=.= wtf! (sorry!) I don't know if I should laugh or cry when I received my results slip. DIE lah. Ms Pang was quite happy with my results, she said like "With your current schedule, I think you did well this time.. At least you cleared all the subjects! I know you work really really hard this term.." Then I told her this, "huh?? But.. But I feel that I didn't do well this time round.. cause I don't think I worked hard enough.." She goes like "huh?!?!" LOL. And continue telling me some confidential things.=/
SIGH. All my As don't know go where alr..=*( Yes, straight Bs except for idiot Physics with C6 (!!!!) and Amath with C5... my god! I passed Amath this time round you know.. HAHAHAHA.
Actually, I'm quite fine with what I have got this term3.. But I know I could have done better, like obviously cause I don't feel that I put in any hardwork..=/
Fine, let it go.. Lets concentrate on EOY!=p Gambette!

If nobody tells me, I wouldnt have know that term3 break have started! Let me update my schedule abit from tmr onwards..
030911' - Chiong Canteen proposal, then help hweeting jie with her wedding preparations..
040911' - Hweeting jie's wedding.. Bridesmaid for the day, busy like mad I assume..!=p
050911' - Last last touch up of canteen proposal (supposed to go NHHS for course..)
060911' - Canteen proposal presentation to Principals and teachers' day posters work..
070911' - Mum's birthday! Whole day reserved for her..=)
080911' - mama loh and 2 sisters outing/bonding session..=)
090911' - Someone's birthday presents making and maybe EXCOS outing in the late afternoon..
100911' - FINALLY FREE.
110911' - FINALLY FREE.

You see.. I'm like flooded from the beginning to the end..=/ mad sia. In between, I need to squeeze in some time to study, to do homework, to do projects, to do school work, to do Welfare work, to do SC work. I think I can just die. But I know I can survive!
HAHAA. jiayous bah! When I went back to PEPS on 010911', Mr Quek told me to NEVER STOP LEARNING.. and to FOREVER CLIMB VERTICALLY, NEVER HORIZONTALLY. Really thankyou to Mr Quek and Mr Yazid for looking for me without me looking for them! I still love them best.. hahahha..=p I didn't managed to see Mrs Lynette Tan and Mrs eTing this year!=(

好的好的。 Before I head to bed, here's a glimpse of my marvellous piglet nails!!=D Alright, I think I'll be back soon for a proper update of hweeting's jie wedding!=p=p I'm excited!!

nice nice?? ok, GOODNIGHT pigs and I'm hungry pigs!!!=))
Ivy.

World war 4.=(

2011-08-21T05:35:00.002+08:00

It's not that I can't go to sleep that I'm here. It's because I didn't even attempted sleeping, so as to protect mum from any possible harm.
Thankyou for giving me another atrocious and unforgettable memory. It simply add on to my hatred.=)

HAH. Nonsenses. It's all like a drama. Drama with again, the same lead actress, actors, the supporting actors and actresses.. Glad to say, there's more supporting actors and actresses this time round. Also, the viewership is totally much much higher this time round because almost the entire Lee family is there. Not bad, a drama for everyone to watch, "Live", no need to wait for Mediacorp to broadcast. I'm sure it's more exciting, more entertaining that On the Fringe, than Little Nonya.. hmmm.. Why not like that, tomorrow, we shall all head down to Mediacorp for audition. Well, you never know. Perhaps, the next moment you're filming with Fann Wong, Zoe Tay, Tay Ping Hui, Joanne Peh. All you will see is reporters and money.. hmm, not bad ah. But don't forget me when you're popular. Because it's me who recommends u there, indirectly.

I don't know which part of the drama should I talk about. Because it's all nonsenses. From a plate of rice for dinner, it can spark off an argument to a quarrel to nagging to quarrel to a fight to a runaway from home to an argument to a searching hunt to a nagging session to a temper-throwing show to a throwing away of all plates and bowls at home and finally to everyone sleeping peacefully at home, except for me.. HAH. Isn't it stupid, idiot, childish, kindergarten playtoy? JOKE.

1. Come home for dinner everyday.
Hell, NO. Hello, it's not as if I don't have the money to eat out. All thanks to you and your nonsenses, I lost count the last time I step into a fastfood restaurant. I will only eat dinner at home, if it's cooked by mum personally. Call me picky or what, I don't care.

2. "Cook and I'll will clean later" thing.
Firstly, we don't have a maid at home, my mum is definitely not your maid. Idiot. You cook, you fry chicken wing for yourselves to eat, and you left the stove there oily, dirty and everything. Our home, it's mum's right to go clean up. Because if she don't, who will? Wait for your father to come and clean? What's wrong with keeping the kitchen, the house clean? Clean, you people scold and nag, don't clean also scold and nag. Very free, clean it yourselves then. But best, remove the gas and stove, nobody shall cook for the rest of the life as long as this flat is still intact. Well, I don't mind. Because no kitchen = 1 more room for us!=)

3. 走就走，don't even step into this place again.
Ya, fine, leave lor. I don't give a damn.=) You shouldn't have come here at all. The motive of coming here is simply to eat for free, take for free, use for free. Typical Singaporeans. Typical old auntie.=.=

4. You ask mum, "不懂你怎样教孩子的。"I shall reply you for her.
Before you start pointing fingers at others, have you ever use your brain to think? Think, what have you done 17 years ago, from the moment gorgor is born? What have you contributed as your role of a father? What have you done for us in your fatherhood? I can tell you, from this 3 questions, you have already lost. Because all I can see and feel is that you have always been using money to cover your role. Your money very big is it? Unfortunately, without your money, we can all still survive. Seriously, I can't think of the smallest thing that you have ever done for me as a father. To me, having a father is like having none. Frankly, you don't even know when is my birthday, which level am I studying in now. Worst, you don't even know my name sometimes that you can call me Ru Ying instead of Li Ying. Yea, blame myself for not addressing you all the time, treating you like a stranger. But don't you deserve it? I doubt you do. SIGH.

5. You went crazy throwing things around and screamed, 这那里还算是个家吗？
I can tell you from the bottom of my heart, NO. Even since 3 years ago, this has already become a place for us to only have a break, bathe and sleep. Since when was it a home? Tell me. I can't find a reason to call it a home. You should know, from the day you did that, you have totally destroyed this home with your bare hands. Its you, the awesome you.

I'm really glad that I stood up this time, I shouted and argued back to whoever it is. I don't care if its the person called father, or the woman called gugu who played the lead actress. I know, I cannot be like 3 years ago, stand there and watch drama, letting mum get hurt. I have been telling myself, I must reply unfriendly, rebel and revenge at all cost. Yes, I did it this time. I have no regrets of everything I said and do just now, I wished that the fight is longer, then I can say everything I like.. hmm, sounds nice.=p Sadist I am, because of you people 3years ago. If it wasn't you, I wouldn't have been who I am today.

Hell. I know, this innocent blog of mine gonna be the next victim, and everyone will start scolding me, pin-pointing me for having no manners to talk like that (if not talk like this ah?).. That was what you people tell me 3 years ago, cannot talk like this. This, so I started talking like that, got problem? I don't think so. Nevertheless, I still feel that I need to emphasize on one point. This is my blog, I say/talk/type whatever I want. Try controlling me and you shall be sorry. The purpose of a blog is for people to pour out their feelings. So I did it, I don't find anything wrong with it. But you guys can try sparking off another conflict just like 3years ago with regards to my blog, I don't care and mind. Btw, thanks for publicising my blog and viewing it regularly.=)
HAH.

Thanks to you-know-who-you-are for staying up the whole night with me, to chat.=)
Thanks god that mum went to bed and rest last night.
Thanks god for letting me find gorgor though the process is long and crazy.
Thanks god that the 5 of us are safe and sound.

20 August 2011, 8.22pm. World War 4 broke out. I shall, I will and I must remember every single thing about it. I'm happy that I didn't shed a tear again this time.=)
Ivy.

纪念多多的一天。。

2011-08-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

2009..

2010..

2011..

09 August of every year seems to be a day full of memory.
Starting from 2009, it was Geene Ballet International Competition + performances at SCGS. Memory, experience indeed. 2010 was Logistic outing then fireworks. Just like every other SC' commitment, it was vividly remembered in my brain.. 2011, Yuhua Observation Parade in blazer and everything. hah, homework becomes sleeping. Cannot find research, also sleep. Everything also sleep.
I went to read my last National Day post and once again I wanna say, I wasted my National Day holidays! hah. I totally hate today, so moody, so much thoughts about things, so much negative decisions made.

btw, I got a chance to film with sweetie pie FCJX on 8 August 2011. Awesome fun.=) Didn't meet her for 3months and I wished she could stay longer ytd.. Oh well.
Before I go,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUISI, aka SOTSOT, aka MANGO!!=) glad that you enjoyed the celebrations ytd.=p
Happy Birthday Singapore. Please make life easier for me. thanks.
Ivy.

The bond between us..=)

2011-07-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Some issues arose today/ recently, and both fanclubs are in the news.. Didn't really know the whole story but I know what happened and has got lots to say.. However, I feel that I shouldn't so as to not make matter worst.
We have been through so much and shall overcome it again this time.. Nevertheless, United we stand; Divided we fall. Go felicity!=))

hahahahahaha.. I'm so random!=p
Ivy.

Stress or not?=(

2011-07-30T04:09:00.001+08:00

As the pile of books on my table increase in height, my stress level increase. The height of my books is directly proportional to my stress level.

2weeks since I'm here, what have I been up to?
My answer shall always be no idea. I really don't know, just work work and work until I'm tired, I'm dead. Sounds like Labour camps. hah! btw, I found a new dream recently. I want to be a dictator. Dictator of school, of SC, of Singapore? HAHAHAHA, I don't know.=) Sounds cool, interesting? Yea, dictatorship instead of leadership.=p=p I read from Wikipedia, Hitler VS Stalin; Stalin won. LOL. I'm so inspired in the wrong way by Stalin.. hahaha.
Okay, I also don't know why.. Instead of doing proper research, I end up reading Stalin's whole biography and was/is inspired by him to become a dictator. "siao-liao"..=X
As you can "see", I'm damn high tonight/ this morning!=p=p

Well, SC' monthly meeting started yesterday for July. It went quite well, though I can read people's mind. If you know what am I talking about.=/ Everyone seems to be frighten of Demerit System. I brief them, its either they giggle if they did committed the act before or they stare at you like begging you not to deduct their points. HAHAHAHAH. Their reactions ytd was superb epic!=p I think we all had great fun at meeting yesterday afternoon.
sigh. I don't know how to update my daily life. First thing first, I already don't know where to start. So, I'm going to leave my life alone in my brain.=) The 8 of us has been slightly better nowadays, though there is lot of disagreement and stuff in between.. We gonna work towards our goal! side track, somebody gave me angry pig today. LOL?! no link.

I want to say, I missed Miss Felicia Chin's event last night again. Ever since sec3', idk how many events I missed already. Sometimes I missed her. Sometimes, I don't even have the time to think of her, felicians and felicity.=*( How sad life is. I don't even remember when was the last time I saw her!! I suppose Childhood memories gathering??=/ Another thing, No Limit is repeating on channel8 at 5.30pm every weekday; Portrait of Home at 4.30pm every weekend. Awesome right??=D
美人鱼，加油加油在加油！=)
Perhaps I should really sacrifices once and go see see her before I don't even have the chance to meet her when she goes back to school.=( Lets see how things go about.. Life, sigh.

Before I end off, I have something for myself.=p
I'm now mummy LKL's daughter. Mum LKL is my mum. hahahahahah.=))
Then, I have a few conversations to share.. goodnight/ good morning soon!

On Thursday, 280711'.
bro: "ehh.. 你明天考什么 paper??"
me: "?? 我都没有 prelim。"
bro: "whalao! 对hor!"
me: "有prelim 还得了！？！"

On Friday, 290711'
me: "wahlao! 我昨天读书读到一半睡觉。。"
mum: "我懂。还是我帮你关桌灯的。。"
me: "wahlao! then为什么你没有叫我起来??"
mum: "siao! 叫你起来做什么？睡觉又没有错。。"
me: "我今天有test, then我没有读书！！"
mum: "=.="

me: "明天有去那里吗？"
mum: "应该没有。。"
me: "你很久没有去shopping了hor？？"
mum: "没有钱怎样去shopping？"
me: "window shopping lor..!"
mum: "没有买东西，不会在家睡觉？？象你，看到书不会要读书？"
me: "会！！为什么不会？"
mum: "then 你这只猪看到床不会不要睡觉？"
me: "不要看到床lor。。"
mum: " sot 的你！"
I had an awesome day with mum today!=))
Ivy.

School so far..=(

2011-07-17T03:52:00.001+08:00

3.41am. I'm still wide awake here, not feeling tired at all. I don't want to sleep and I don't know what to do. hah.
School so far, I'm still surviving.. But I know I can do better, especially in both maths and physics. Still, thanks to people out there for concerning me (you know who you are, I suppose), telling me not to work so hard, to give myself a break and SLEEP MORE! hahahaha, I agree to the last point.=p Sleeping super less like 4hours every weekday but sleeping super a lot for like 12hours every Saturday, like today. lol! I guess that's normal to me nowadays.
Well, imagine being the first to wake up everyday, the first to leave home everyday but yet the last to reach home and the last to sleep everyday. Isn't it funny?

I admit, I haven't gotten a life! hah. But I managed to treat myself to Ballet under the Stars, in the rain this year with Vanessa on 15 July 2011. It was simply marvellous dance and costumes after not connecting with Ballet for quite some time!=)) Snapping photos although I wasn't allowed to, which I missed the first dance by Ballet Manila and Serenade.. Serenade was pure awesome and I like the light blue long tutu but I didn't take photos! sighh..=*( Anyway, I'm glad I made it although I bought my tickets like 1 night before the show, although I rushed like mad from Chemistry workshop at NP to taking the wrong bus, to forever-long waiting of buses to travelling all the way down to Plaza singapura to get dinner, to walking-like-running over to Fort Canning Green to finding a spot to night picnic and watch the performances. HAHAHAA! Great experiences, happy memories!=))

I'm spending my Sunday with the other 7, planning and planning for another project coming up. I hope discussions will be smooth tmr! Then it's back to school, bad news for Wednesday, where everything just fall on a single day. No choice, but it's also a choice.
btw, my wound I mentioned the last time is recovering after washing with Dettol.. But the skins are peeling off now, with 2 red scars.. I don't care, as long as it recovers!=p I think till then. I'm hungry at this hour! hahahaha. goodnight! I'll try to sleep.
Ivy.

3rd SC Investiture 2011: Beyond Leadership!=)

2011-07-07T00:40:00.001+08:00

Hi July, I realised you have arrived. HAHA, I feel so weird coming here just to blog about Investiture these 2days, 050711' and 060711'.. I guess I won't be doing anymore daily life updates but more of major events in life..

After 2months of meeting, discussions, arguments, approval, disapproval, preparations, rehearsals, photos, videos, and everything, Investiture 2011 is officially over! It was indeed a great experience, doing all the preparation work, being in charged of rehearsals,the blazers, coming up with the proposal first, videos, etcetc.. Thinking back, it was really a hectic one! But I seriously enjoyed it many many! A lifetime experience!=) and yes, though I got Felicia's virus from her that I'm becoming like her now! HAHAHAHA, even Miss Loh called us mirror image!=p

Nevertheless, THANKYOU so much to all SCs who have put in all the hardwork and efforts to come for rehearsals, cooperating with us, doing such an amazing job this 2days! Its was marvellous! The sec4s, be it excos or not, thanks for all the fun, laughter and everything shared over the past one year. The passionate and dedicated group of sec4 excos for bringing the Council to a greater height!=) Although the newly appointed 8 of us believed that we will and we shall do a better job than you guys!=p=p

Especially Felicia and Hengky! THANKYOU so much for all the help, guidance, and endless effort put in in helping us to prepare this Investiture! You two are great! The preparation process, the experience, the pizzas/macdonald's meals, the meet ups, the nonsense in SC room, the jokes, etcetc.. It's totally priceless!=)) xiexie Felicia for my awesome First-aid box too!=p It's not filled with medical oil and things but chocolates and stationaries! hahaha..
Thankyou many to everyone, and all the best to the sec4 SCs!=))

Well, life is gonna be even tougher from now on and it's not gonna be easy. But I will hang in there because my motivation is back! hehehe.
PS. I thought of something that I wanna blog about, but I clear forgotten about it. So, goodnight and time to rest for school tmr! No insomnia anymore tonight because the big event is over! HAHAHA. Lastly, I think I'm contracted with some disease, which I hope I'm not, cause the germs just kept spreading around my right knee.. yucks! GOODNIGHT!=)

loves,
Ivy.

first day of T3..=(

2011-06-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

First day of Term3 today or rather yesterday and its a whole load of crap.
First day of Term3 and it's 12hours of school.
First day of Term3 and there's so much for me to do.
First day of Term3 and I'm feeling the stress and irritation.
First day of Term3 and I'll survive for the rest of the term.

I just feel so ABCDEFG today. All I can say is let it go, let it go.. Perhaps, that's the price of the Golden tie clip, it's nothing funny. survive it and you will! jiayouus!
goodnight, and I hope things will become better..=)
Ivy.

what a holiday!=(

2011-06-26T02:56:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm back.
I just realised this is only my forth post for June. Break record, I shall say. Holiday-that-doesnt-seems-like-one is coming to an end in 28 hours time and its about 4days till end of June. I'm afraid I won't be able to be here tmr to bid bye holiday and June, so I decided to come here now.

This June has really really been crazy and hectic for me. I cannot even recall a day where I'm sitting down somewhere, enjoying life. Perhaps 1 or 2 hours, but it's not enough for people like me. For the first time I guess, I'm suffering from insomnia, from heavy eyebags even during holidays. Some times I asked myself, what is all this? What do I actually want to gain from all this hardships? Unfortunately, I have yet to get my answer. Perhaps, 10 years later. I only know that I'm working, working and working non-stop; busy, busy and busy. Meeting the same person for myriad days, same group of people every week, same talking topic every time we meet, same discussions topic no matter where we are, doing the same old things.
People around me always tell me, "hey piglet! Get a life man!" Maybe, I should really get one soon before I go crazy.=/

Another month gone. Another month arrives.
4 days of SLC', 5 days at Vietnam, School everyday, Investiture everyday. Rehearsals, meeting, discussions, workshop, meeting, rehearsals, rehearsals, rehearsals, meeting, rehearsals, meeting, editing, discussions, homework, homework, SCHOOL.
This was practically what I'm up to for the past 1 month. I see the same old group of people everyday, and we do the same old things. hah! Believe it or not, we're still talking about Investiture in Vietnam. Of course, something happened in between all this while. Thanks to all who was there with me when I'm on the verge of collapsing. I really appreciate it, be it just a simple message, tweet, smile, whatever. Thankyou!=)

A brand new term, a brand new beginning with different role as a student, a Councillor. Every expectations is going higher and higher, forcing me to improve and improve. Taking up the challenge, hoping to survive.
Before I end, I feel really bad neglecting people around me for the past 1 month too.
Especially mum, Yun Shan, Che Ling, FCJX, felicians and people out there whose trying to reach me. Sorry for not spending sufficient time with you guys although I know its "holiday". Missing out all the fun, the lunch meet-up, the small little gatherings, meet-ups, events, and everything that was happening. I wished I could make it too. I'm sorry.=(
I believe, 辛苦了，幸福就会来了。 gambette and goodnight!

loves,
Ivy.

Tears for him..

2011-06-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

I have no idea how should I feel, what should I feel. All I know is that at this point of time, the only thing I can do is to STAY STRONG. Simply because out of the 5 of us, I'm the only one that have yet to shed a tears ever since things happened.
Maybe it's because the sense of hatred is still there. Maybe that's my nature, my feeling towards you.
I don't know.
I just know that I need to prepare for the worst, to be able to be relied on at this point of time if anything worst happened. Which I don't want too. Perhaps it's because I have too many things running in my mind that it's just a part of my understanding and memory. I hope it's not. Mainly, it's far more serious and important than anything else, than my SC work and homework, maybe my life too.
Whatever it is, life still goes on. Be it 2 months or 2 years, although the relationship between us, I hope that you're fine and doing well there. Because till the end of the day, it's your blood that's flowing inside me. God bless.
Be strong, the 5 of us! Because it's the 5 of us left, to support and help each other.

loves,
Ivy.

once again, busy like mad.=(

2011-06-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

I was walked into the jungle and left alone there.
Busy like hell, trying to figure out the purpose of everything. No life, No break.
goodnight.
Ivy.

Off to Vietnam tmr!=)

2011-06-03T23:30:00.003+08:00

I still remember this. It was taken last September during my first ever overseas trip with the school. Here I go, I'm flying off for Vietnam, once again with school tomorrow. I hope it's awesome!=)
Alright, 4days were gone in a blink of an eye. 17th SLC'11 has come to an end. It was really really awesome, especially at the Grand Finale. More to it soon.. Nevertheless, Thankyou Certus, Thankyou YAF, Thankyou Pengru, Wanlin and Cheng Yao. Most importantly, Thankyou 17th SLC'11! Everyone of us was and is fantastic!=))

Yeah, flying off tmr. I will miss piglets and my bed, so I decided to turn in a little earlier tonight to accompany my bed and repay sleep debt as much as possible. LOL.=p goodnight! see you soon, piglet!=(
oh, I feel so sad for not being able to send FCJX off today. She left for Thailand for some Variety show filming.. Due to some reasons, I can't even leave her a message on Twitter. sigh. Forget it. Hopefully she's doing well.=)
也许这只能怪我自己一直忙个不停，一个接一个。忙忙忙！My eyes are getting smaller and smaller, eyebags getting heavier and heavier.
loves,
Ivy.

so no life..=(

2011-05-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

Awhile since I came here. I feel so no life sometimes. Like people are happily enjoying their holidays but I'm sadly enjoying the school, all the work to do. sigh! It's another no-holiday-holiday. It's becoming bad to worst. I want some fun!

230511': CIP day. some inter-class competition before newspaper collections. Collections was a total fail because my group collected nothing. LOL.
240511': Conducted a session for the Junior SCs to choose their department.
250511': I had a picture discussion test. I got 9 out of idk how much. CCA was a farewell gathering for the seniors. We had pizza.
260511': Vietnam trip briefing for the parents at 7pm.
270511': Last day of school, no CCA. Excos meeting in the morning, 27 hours for a research to be done by the next day, 10.30am. Then, SCs photo taking after school. HAHAHA! Seems so cool. But right after SCs photo, everyone dismissed themselves. HELLO, are the excos transparent??=.= Something is to be done here. Well, then excos wore the grey blazer, and we went for "photoshoot".. HAHAHA, it's fun!=D
To sum up, school was free period here and there except for English, SS and AE-math. We still had lessons.=( Then, everyday is stay back for Investiture-related, meeting up media club, excos planning, meeting up emcees, etc.. Its like never ending! god.

280511': Meet the parents sessions, Ms Pang didn't really comment much except my Amath. She told my mum that I have an important role in SC', and that I will be busier from now on as day goes by. lol! My mum was wondering why she know so much about me. HAHAHA. 22 in class, 36 in level is not good.=*( Meet up with Ms Loh and other excos for the research. Because Ms Loh was caught up with some parents, we waited for her 2hours, and she treated us lunch. hahaha, thanks Ms Loh!=)
290511': Was a last minute decisions. Met up with Shiyu, Hweeshan, Huisi, Jessie and CORN at Plaza Singapura for a birthday surprise for Liqing. We went to Play Nation, surprised her with a plate of strawberries forming 22 and a chocolate cake. I guessed she's really surprised cos CORN kept telling her to be a calefare for event.. lol.=p Played WII, Xbox Kinect, all the games I never played before. Quite an experience, a great day out. Dinner over there, but I met up with mum later at IMM for dinner again. hahahah.
300511': Triangle date with Cheling and Yunshan + cz'. 4hours in the library, completing as much homework as possible. Then lunch, IMM to loiter around, and home. A simple date, with our usual nonsenses. hehehe.=) oh, I saw someone filming at IMM today, but not sure who was it. I ate bruised duck rice for lunch and roasted duck rice for dinner. LOL.
The In-laws ended tonight. Rui En, not titled as Best Actress for nothing. 她的哭戏，赞！=) Perhaps, mdc' can try some sad ending the next time round.

You know, I feel so pissed off when we have so much to do when the rest seems to be doing nothing. I feel so #($%*^$)%^*)*&#(&&#%!!=.= sigh! lets see what's happening next..
310511' - 030611': SLC'
040611' - 080611': Vietnam school trip.
090611': Investiture dance showcase.
110611': Felicians gathering.
120611': tentative sec3 and 4 SCs outing.
14, 16, 170611': I' emcees, dancers and singers rehearsal.
200611' - 220611': SC' week.
Out of 1 month break, how many days of break do I exactly have? I only have time for homework and assignment in between.=( How to survive? and, I don't think I will be coming here so often in the future. goodnight! everything starts tmr..=/

loves,
Ivy.

5hours work!=(

2011-05-28T02:08:00.001+08:00

也许，和天色一样，我快疯了。
But I'm telling myself to survive. Survive, no excuses.
I have been doing a lot of sleep-typing, sleep-writing and sleep-sitting recently. Eyebags like idk what. 16 of us were given about 27 hours for a project, which is seriously not a joke. More to come! goodnight!=)
Ivy.

holiday mood already..=)

2011-05-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Since I'm alittle free now..

170511: Vesak Day. Went to the temple in the morning, I saw Sally! Then met smurf mummy and dayi at Clementi Mall. Was queuing for KOI when I bumped into Litek and Khaisheng.
180511: Busy reading period, running here and there for SC-related. Lessons = return of mye papers.=( Chinese was merge class! lol. Decided not to go dance, but stayed back for 3.5hours to plan Investiture with the other 6.
190511: Investiture planning after school again. However, we took only 2.5hours before we met Ms Loh..
200511: Vietnam trip briefing at 12.30pm to 1.10pm. Then Andaman and I did something wrong.=X After that, headed down to Bukit View Secondary for their Investiture. I feel that their flow was good. But some areas should be improved. Like the Certificates presentation part, the certs' are mixed up and the excos behind us made lots of noise cause they're worried. It was quite obvious though. From their Investiture, I finally understood what Ms Loh said. Thanks for the experiences BVSS!=) well, I actually bumped into Yingqi and Celine at BVSS! hehehee..

210511: A day at Bugis, hunting for formal wears for Vietnam and Investiture. After a day, I only managed to get my formal shoes. Dinner with dodo and family at Clementi. Wished I could join felicians.=( Anyway, I bought an Adidas bottle, and carebear for mum! hahahaha.
220511: Yien's 2years. Went down for 30mins and I left. I just don't like it. Headed down to IMM to continue hunting for my formal wear, but failed. Over to Jurong Central for A-gan-tea.. Then home, busy with Investiture related. I just hate it when my phone kept ringing and there's lots of nonsense messages..=.= Somehow annoyed. I posted a message regarding tmr's CIP day on SC' fb page and there's no respond! LOL. idk how..

Last week of school ahead before my mad schedule starts! Survive it, pig.
I'm craving for KOI. hahahaha. nights.

English - P1: 24+ 18/ 60, P2: 31/50
Chinese - P1: 16+27/ 40, P2: 57/70, P3: 14/20
Emath- P1: 50/60, P2: 50/80
Amath - 36/80
Physics - P1: 14/25, P2: 32.5/65
Biology - 42/70
Chemistry - I forgotten.=/ 47.5/70?
Social Studies - 31/45
History - 35/45
Its obvious. Amath and Physics super badly done this time round.!! All sciences overall dropped!!! Others, I think I made improvement? Especially Emath. More to go! jiayouus.
Ivy.

post-MYE..=(

2011-05-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

I realised that I have left this place dead for sometime, almost a month? A month seems nothing, but I have been through a lot a lot. Glad to say that MYE' is over, although its not the end of everything, but I take this as a chance to rest and catch-up with all that I have missed while dating my books. Time really flies, half a year gone. Sometimes, I really wonder what have I been up to all this while?
I think I shall just do a quick update. As day passes, I don't even remember what I did. hah!

I left on 21 April 2011?
220411' - 240411': Superstar Virgo again after 6years. Not a good experience, but I love the scenery at Redang Island! I still hate travelling with all those people.=/ dodo' was bullying me for 3d2n! hehehehee..
250411': Excos Interview! I admit, I teared during the interview. Well, I should have controlled, but yea.. "Stay strong!" That's what they said. But it was really a good experience! It's as though chatting with Ms Loh and Ms Pang although it's an interview. hah! cool.
270411': Excos result was out; Head of Welfare. Then, presented on the XiAn' trip last sept' to the school during assembly. damn malu!=X Experiences gained though.
290411': SC' meeting; great to gather with all sec1s to sec4s! Announcement of up-coming excos, so weird.=/ meeting dragged on for about 2.5hours!
300411': Instead of studying, headed down to Douceline's 1st at UOB Dome. dodo, just keep wearing that piglet's shirt!=( I miss her after cruise! hahaha..=p

050511' - 130511': MYE 2011. As usual, all papers were such killer. All I remembered was killing brain cells, squeezing brain juices in school, torturing brain cells at home. To my horror, I studied like 8, 9 and even 10 hours, slept only 4-5hours during the examination period!=O How cool! I knew that I was determined to score much better this time round. Because I cannot fail, I know why. I spent my entire mye' period at home everyday, mugging like some bookworm. That's very scary.=/ On the night before Amath and Physics SPA paper 2, I broke down and cried like mad. The feeling, was so horrible, wanted to give up but you know you can't. Such experience!=X
MYE' result, please be good.
080511': Mother's day. Sacrifices my study time to accompany mum for lunch at Ajisen, Jurong Point. This year, bought her a heart pendent with chain, and flowers with handmade card. Celebration was quite simple this year, due to MYE. you know..=( sigh!

130511': Afternoon, logged into facebook after long and I was shocked to see JH's post. Happy or sad? I was pretty lucky to just have had my last paper in the late morning..
140511': "Childhood memories" gathering with Felicity + Felicia + JH'. This was the super-est last minute gathering ever where we knew about it only the day before. that's really crazy! But I'm glad everything went on smoothly. Just that I guessed I wasn't in the mood to gather at all, the reluctance to leave home for fun after so much of studying, the laziness, the sleep debt. Gathering was held in some places around Kampong Glam, a private place. hoho. Childhood memories, means play children game lor! Yes, we did. Started off with a tour at the Toy Museum, her arrival, sharing, games, foodie, games, photos, autographs and bye!=) Excited at the news of her upcoming drama, and maybe even events although she won't be in town for some time. But it's good to gather together after so long before she goes mia'. hahahaa.
Thanks for all the efforts Felicity/Oranges! Especially Del, JH' and Felicia!=))
Left in a hurry as we were all worried sick for Jessie's mum for not responding to all 5 of our calls! Headed down to Suntec, Soup Restaurant for dinner with Huisi, Liqing, Jessie, her mum and sister and my CORNN! So long since I sat down for dinner with felicians, memories indeed.=( 10packets seaweed cleared.=p

150411': managed to escape another celebration. A day damn pissed off with everyone. If you're not up to it, you can't achieve what you promised, then don't promise one in the first place. Due to your idiot broken promise, I have to suffer. Yes, it's not you, so you can just heck care. but you have the guts to call yourselves family. Sorry, I don't believe in this from about 3 Christmas ago. I still remember vividly. How you people gang up to fight mum and the 4 of us, how you people accuse me. How biased you people are! It's still up there, in my mind.
160511': Excos meeting in the morning, I was almost late in 2mins more.=/ Tasks, tasks and tasks to keep me busy! not bad, I like!=) But all I hoped for was that we're able to work as one. goodluck the the 8 of us!=p
Test papers back; Amath screwed as expected, Biology wasn't well done, English was still acceptable. I feel so #(@%($&%(*)* at Amath!=*(

Vesak Day tmr, meaning no lessons. weird or not?
I want to escape from my eyebags! My eyes look so idk-what and all thanks to insufficient sleeps, I have double eyelids! hahahaa, free ps'? LOL.
goodnight!
loves,
Ivy.

MYE is here..=(

2011-04-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Study hard. 加油！
I hope not to disappoint anyone this time round, including myself!
Ivy.
10.48pm

Excos' result..=)

2011-04-28T00:20:00.001+08:00

For some reasons, I private this place again. Since so, I believe nobody will be looking here.. So, I can just pour out all my thoughts here before Friday's Announcement at the meeting.
Well, the results of the 8 excos' position was released today, Wednesday 27 April 2011. Frankly, I have no idea to be happy or not? I did managed to be one of the 8excos' but I didn't get my interested exco role. I'm the Head of Welfare Department from 2011-2012. Well, it seems like a joke. I'm from Logistic, has always been doing things for Logistics and suddenly I'm becoming the Head of Welfare. Some joke there.? I assumed that's because I rejected both the president and vice-president role at one go during the Interview on Monday, and chose Head of Welfare after Secretary and Head of Logistic.
Something is wrong with me, I doubt.

But there's no way I'm going to bring back my Secretary job.=( For at least, Head of Welfare is a better role, I guess? Since it's confirmed and fixed, I shall just let it be. Just accept what I'm given, be contented and blessed of having it. hahaha! Thanks too, for giving me the chance.=)
I should live up to be a role model, to lead my future department with confidence and pride. hehehehe. gambette! lol.

loves,
Ivy.

this is the speed..=(

2011-04-22T02:07:00.002+08:00

Every time I click "new post", I would start thinking how to begin this particular post.. well, I think it has been long since I'm here at 1, 2am. hahaha. I feel that I'm always repeating things.. so, week5 is gone! Not entirely, but since today is the last day of school for week5. The school has been counting down, and it's 14days to MYE, as of Thursday.. That's pretty fast!=/

18 April 2011.
Passed attire check, stupid rain in the morning that I did duty with the loudhaler again..=/ SC' excos interview briefing at 3.15pm then rushed for Vietnam Trip briefing.. I said something and Ms Maisurah was like, "chey!" LOL. yes, 2 briefing clashes.
19 April 2011.
Situational writing graded test. After school was NAFA 5stations, 4, 5, 5, 3,4 = 21/25. you know, I hit 173cm for standing board jump. Best and first time ever!=p=p
20 April 2011.
PE was NAFA 2.4km, +-15min..=p Suddenly run so fast! hahaha. Chinese test, failing. English compre test scored 13/20. CCA was awesome! because training is so Ballet!=D Tuition, emath then did amath homework.

Something..
Was discussing of how to tell her if we really see her.. Standing in front of BK' for 15mins, talking and discussing.. End up, this woman is only RIGHT IN FRONT of us!=X Seriously, both of us can't even recognise her until she look up from her engrossed studying.. hohoho. So malu and I wonder if she heard what we say..=/ Felt so embarrassing, so gulity, so nervous.
So, she saw us, we saw her.. She went, "so qiao!"..=O Yea, catch up a little with her, passed phone, autograph, chat-chat. Left, back to buy yogurt for her, chat-chat. Left, wanted to approach her for the third time for solo take.. However the both of us stood away from her, discussing for a long long time if to disturb her again.. When we decided to pass her letter, she was just behind us!=O lol. she saw us, and was wondering what we're doing.. haha. She went to the toilet, and to NTUC.. Approach for solo, but didn't take any.. hahaa, huisi still want accompany her go market! lol!
So, for the last time, awkward stares at each other, bid bye and we left for home.
I felt so bad, to not be 100% honest.=/ All in all, thanks felicia and both hs!=)

HAHAHA. home, homework till 1am.
School today as usual. History was extended 15mins for lessons on Reliability.. sigh! Later, some snacks and headed to join in the sec1 and 2 SC' briefing.. hoho, I see the excitement in them which I once had around 1year ago when I received my tie.. But why they have the tie although without tie clip instead of badge! hohoho, I'm glad that I don't have any juniors attached to me for duty! happy or sad? Who ask my duty to be pledge taking.. hehee. and, I got my SC' shirt today! it's awesome!=)
Postponed tuition for school work but end up sleeping..=.= But I'm glad I'm only left with half-chemistry and History essays for the weekend. hoho.
Anyway, giving myself a break this long weekend. Studying by the sea, how romantic..~ lol!

goodnight! I miss piglet.=(
Ivy.

*This post is edited due to some reasons. - 300411'

impromptu meetup!=)

2011-04-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

I never thought of it, but still THANK YOU!=)
It was a total joke, but I like the experience! hehehee.
feli, thanks for tonight and taking time off to catch up with the 2 of us. Study hard too, I will! 加油加油再加油！=))
Thanks huisi too! HAHAHAHAHA.=p
5hours left for bed. goodnight!
loves,
Ivy.

*she wrote 200511 instead of 200411!!
oh dear!=(

Contrasting it..=)

2011-04-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

This was on 18 April 2010. The screaming and voting. I missed it.=(

I still prefer Star Awards 2010. Yes, although it wasn't a perfect one, and because at least she was there with oranges.=)
Today was just homework, and Star awards 2011. Not a every productive day for academics but yes for slacking. Didn't plan to catch show 1, missed 1hour but still switched on the TV. The insulting part of the stars was the best ever! Super hilarious, I was laughing like mad in front of the TV'. I can't imagine if I was there live. HAHAHA. Not bad.. One thing is that, the theatre this year was damn damn damn empty! hoho, because Felicity was not there. To fill up those seats, to brighten up the theatre! HAHA.=p Felicity rocks! Possibly because many artistes left and same goes to the fansclub.=O
I want to say, Rui En rocks for clinching the Best fav' female!=)) wheeee! at least it wasn't that tree, but she still got the best on-screen with Chris. aiya!~ hahahahaha. I'm so bad.

Alright, that's all for today!=p Jessie is offering me ticket for SA show2 next Sunday.. Should I go?? No lah hor, Monday has school and I have no reason to appear live since she is not going to be there! moreover, it's so mafan to go home from RWS', sigh! lol.
Its Monday soon. School tmr, 2 briefing clashes together. Attire check and duty. HOHO. Week 5, survive it! gambette!=)
Sometimes, I feel so bad. Not having time for other things.. Like, you know.
Ivy.

一个人的感觉。。=(

2011-04-17T01:01:00.003+08:00

Lots of random thoughts today.
Like, what's the problem of overdressing? It may be overdressing for one, but for the owner, it's something normal. hmm.. To be frank, we are the ones that under-dress today. Because, going into the theatre for some performances = formal wear and not any jeans with top. But because this is Singapore. So, I don't understand why people are "quarrelling" over it. hah.

A very sad day, mum wasn't in town. Not the first time, but I'm missing her already..
Joke, I woke up at 6.30am, thinking that I overslept for school. Usual reaction to go "oh shit!" then I realised it's a Saturday.. hahaha. Went back to sleep at 8am, awake at 10am, this and that, headed down to school at 1.50pm. I thought we will be late. People going "awwww... wahhh.. whooooo..." when we enter school. whatthehell?!!?! wu-liao.=.= Yea, transport to National Library. The MT' department brought us to some 相声 performances.

I infer that 90% of them are China and that they are not creative enough to revolve the topic around Singapore for the entire 2hrs. This can been seen obviously by their voice tune, accuracy of Chinese and their performances topic. This means that the Cross talk show was super boring and irritating that there's no ending which I end up chatting and texting in the theatre. The purpose of this show is to waste our time, and allows the China to show off their accuracy in Chinese speaking. The mention of merlion, national anthem and flag is to discuss and discriminate Singapore. hahahahaha.
Finished off at 5.30pm. Rush down to Sunshine plaza just in case the shop closed.

Sent the photos for printing of board and I needed to wait for 1.5hour!!=/ Decided to walk to Iluma for KOI but didn't due to the crazy queue! Then Bugis junction around and headed back to Sunshine plaza for the wanton noodle dinner, collected my boards, MRT home. Bumped into Grace Ng on the MRT! So long since I see her, she have grew up. hahahaa. Popular at west mall, bought some stationaries, bubbletea and headed home. Slacked all the way, because I'm way too tired to study.. hehehehe..
Sense of urgency, where are youu???=(

Before I end off here, I wanna say..
Exactly 365days ago, it was Star Awards 2010, Show 1. I still remember, we voted like mad just for all her 3 characters to be nominated in the Top10 for voting on the actual day. But who knows, all our hard work wasn't paid off. On the show 1 night itself, the Best Likable Female Character went to the best enemy ever, - that tree. That sense of disappointment in us. That glory in them. Jealousy.=X The usual wait at RG'. The short gathering when she appears and when she left. The coolness of JH' that night. The sotong her left her worms candy with JH' where JH' end up sharing the whole packet of worms with us.. hehehehe. Everything was so great then!=) But 365 days later, she wasn't nominated for anything. Simply because she no longer belongs to where she was. This reminds me of 2011's show 1 is just less than 24 hours to go and that I didn't even know who's nominated this year, least am I attending the ceremony. The sudden miss of the SA' fever. If only FCJX' is still there..=)

goodnight! Homework ahh.. haha, I was in all black during the day, and all orange for the night..=p
Ivy.

study the internet!=(

2011-04-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

HAHA. I keep telling myself to study, but I always appear here. But I still managed to finish 1 chapter of Biology. Better than nothing, but MYE is coming. It matters alot.=/ Lets start with the tedious updates.

04 April 2011,
Ms Pang wasn't in school, we had a compre test on Cats.=/
05 April 2011,
Speech Day rehearsal after school. Problems everywhere for our SC plan. Multi-tasking between SC and Dance, stayed back till 6pm to complete the new plan.
06 April 2011,
Something happened. Short SC' speech day briefing in the morning. Suppose to have speech day parade rehearsal, but went for Crystal making at Science Centre. Quite a boring workshop!=/ Halfway through, Mr Max texted me and said that he bumped into FCJX' with JH' at Jurong Point! lol. Wasn't excited, because it's expected? hahaha.=) The best part of the day is that I alighted the bus, walking home when I received Bojun's call and I end up cabbing back to school for meeting. lol.
07 April 2011,
I was suppose to conduct a briefing with Bojun in the morning regarding Speech day which I totally screwed up. Ms Loh has to take over me in the end.=X I'm sorry!=(
Later, Biology sure-fail test and History essay test.

08 April 2011,
Amaths chapter3 test which happens to be my first ever Amath test with a PASS.=p I wanted to attend Polynomial remedial after school, but I need to help the MCs settle their blazers.=( SC' briefing at 1.30pm, Ms Loh got angry and rehearsal. Joined dance later, after SC' dry-run. Finish off at 6pm? Funny, I borrowed my shoes to Cheling cos I thought the councillors don't have to wear blazers.. End up, the 6 of us have to!=.= Went around hunting for shoes and white shirt.=.=
09 April 2011,
Speech Day 2011. Was in school already at 7.30am to change into super formal blazer wear. HAHAHA. Short briefing, and off with duty! Assigned to be in the Conference room with Aishwarya to serve the GOH and VIPs. quite fun, except that we were wearing the grey blazers, walking to and fro the CR'. People seems to be staring at us cos we're so formal! hehehehe.=p This and that, so formal. Followed around the parade inspections, to MPH awhile and left for dance.
Total chiong to prepare myself, costumes, shoes, hair wig, rehearsal and off we go. I want to say, I misses SYF! hehehe.=( Went for SC' de-brief at 1pm? Stayed for a while and dayi came to drive me home.

Overall the SCs' done well this time round!=) For the fact that the 10 of us planned the event, reduced to 7 or 8 of us, to 4 of us with Felicia and Ms Loh at the very last minute. Thanks Philomena for borrowing me the shoes too!=)
I went home, laid straight on my back. hahaha, till 8pm.=/
10 April 2011,
the homework, the 4walls. Think headed down to Bugis, and got 75mm - 300mm lens for DSLR!=D 300bucks with gorgor, not a rush decisions. my dslr rocks now!=p Then, Raffles city for din tai feng to celebrate gorgor's birthday..=)
11 April 2011,
Ms Pang wasn't in school for the next 2 days. We had a Exposition test. Home at 3.30pm, very early.
12 April 2011,
Situational writing, as Ms Pang wasn't around. After school, I came home, people argued. Was thinking hard to bring them back but later they solved the problems at 11.30pm to cut the birthday cake of gorgor. HAHAHA.
Happy birthday gorgor!=)

13 April 2011,
Vocab building and library when Ms Pang wasn't around. Damn unfortunate incident during PE. I shall wait for the conclusion to be revealed before disclosing the whole incident. Thanks people for your concern!=) Went for SS' remedial as I missed quite some lessons previously then headed for dance at 3.45pm. hahaha, 45mins that seems like forever. Oneone was the instructor.=X
14 April 2011,
Shuqun's sports day 2011. Yunshan mum's happen to come and drove us over to Clementi stadium. A boring event. Sad that I'm still stuck with the no.4 curse! 8 X 50m race, it's 4th again! LOL.=X After sports day, headed over to Clementi mall for lunch with CL and YS. Met the horny gang of 3D there. hahahaa, shocked that there's Paper Market there. meaning, I got a nearer store in the future.=p Of course, KOI and left for home.=))
15 April 2011,
School as per normal, surviving and still is. CCA was damn creepy, we arrived with only 2 dancers other than the 4 of us.=/ Yea, dance was deedee and it's fun!=) Home, after playing in the music room till Ms Maisurah came up for the key. hahaha, she asked me like super awkward questions.=X She seems to know a lot!=/ hoho. Creepy text message from Ms Loh today too!=p Decided not to head for tuition today since I went for the last 2days. Yea, because of Douceline Chua Zhuo Ying also.=D

So, im done with this place. At the thought of visiting that green green place tmr, on a Saturday again is spoiling my mood. Everyday see the same people, at the same place. HAHAHA. Boring not? I bet tomorrow is going to be stupid, still wondering what to wear. I need to pass felicians their seaweeds before it rot. hahaha.
goodnight soon!
loves,
Ivy.

plain-jane..=(

2011-04-13T23:04:00.001+08:00

Long time since I came here.
Due to some problems few days ago, decided to private this place. But now it's solved by changing the blogskin. So, it's open again. I find this place so plain!=/ But I shall just bear with it, before I really got the time to entertain this place. so mafan!

and, today wasn't really great. Of my 15years+ of life, something just happened today. Damn creepy, gonna keep a lookout wherever I go now and that be careful. Pray hard that the police will do a goodjob about it! No nightmare, bedtime soon although it's sports day tmr. KOI.
Ivy.

Understanding..=(

2011-04-05T20:39:00.001+08:00

为什么要这样？
Sometimes, I really don't understand. I wished to understand, but I understand that I don't understand. I don't want to understand, but I understand that I understand. So, what's wrong with understanding? When will I understand things that I don't understand?
放弃的念头又回到我身边了。
Ivy.

The best joke ever.=)

2011-04-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

Before I continue with my daily updates, I got a joke to share. It's damn hilarious and lame, but I can't stop laughing at him.. So.. HAHAHHAA.
This particular person message me at 9pm, asking me how confidence am I that everyone in the council will get the SC' shirt. Of course, I have no reason to doubt the council.. Debate goes on.. He claimed that he will only pay the balance of $10 after he collected the SC' shirt. Then, he eventually said the Student Council of Shuqun Secondary School is some Cheating company. That after he paid the full cost of $15, he won't get the SC' shirt. LOL. This is super hilarious. He sent me some reply that allows me to forward to the excos and things go on.. Felicia deal-ed with him, they played some "games" and LOL. He kept saying that the council will cheat him of 15bucks, he don't know how but asked us to imagine it ourselves. Drama or drama? LOL. Then the 2 excos and I started commenting and think we need to sign him up for Mediacorp. hahaha. So that after he acted his drama, he gotten salary, he will be able to pay the Council the balance.
Well, he scolded me "skunkbag" which I dont care and he tried to irritate me but failed. HAHAHA. Maybe this isn't funny to anyone, but it is to the 3 of us.
The joke of the council, to de-stress me. Thanks ah.=) Anyway, no offence.

Saturday, 02 April 2011.
I didn't go tuition. Quality time spent with mum and siblings, at home watching TV, doing homework. Dinner at IMM where I finally got my external hard drive after long. Mum was wondering what am I going to do with that.. Then I told her, because I got 10000 over photos with me. If my laptop dies, I die. True enough.=) But she's kind enough to pay the 109bucks for me when I wanna pay myself.=O Thanks mum!
lala land at 3am. Just like 7days ago..=p
Sunday, 03 April 2011.
Plan failed to wake up early. After lunch, spent around 4hours at this table, completing my project. GROUP work that always turn into SOLO work. Am I too kind or easily bullied? After some rest, continued with historryyyyyy. Oh, I mistaken for a compo test tmr. Sotong! haha.

That's my awesome weekend. I think it's the most productive so far. That at least I'm able to finish all my homework, and maybe have time to study for historryyy tmr. hoho. It's another busy week ahead. You know, I received notice that we're doing the SYF dance for Speech Day, which means I need to perform. On the other hand, I have SC' duty. I want to sigh, it's a clash again. So, what was asked during my interview 1 year ago, really come true.=/ idk how, when I actually know how.
I want to survive my week3! remind me to stand on her right the next time.=)
Ivy.

1/4 gone, 3/4 to go..=(

2011-04-02T01:21:00.011+08:00

01 April 2011.
1/4 of the year gone, 3/4 left of my Sec3' live. Everything hasn't been good. It's never good, just like this place. hasn't really been here properly for close to 2weeks. I shall just summarise things up before I goes into a debt again.

22 March 2011.
Lessons till 11am, was late for training because people didn't inform me the reporting time.=.= Performance for lower sec. They were like, ghost ghost!=.= A long time since I danced on stage. Training after some break.
23 March 2011.
Lesson till 11am again. Performance for upper sec, I didn't dare to spot for my classmates or what. I feel so paiseh. The worst thing is that, I slipped and almost fell. Serious injury on left feet during split.=X Training, we did costume-editing. lol.
24 March 2011.
Back to lessons, struggling. Training. Mrs krab birthday party, JP' to get a cake for Yunshan.
25 March 201.
Sick, overslept for school. But went back for training, surprise for Yunshan. Something happened to me.=/ Training, that Ms Nor got pissed off and went back in the middle of everything.=X

26 March 2011.
Awesome day after 3months+. Tuition in the morning, before heading down to NEX at around 2pm to meet felicians. Everyone were there already, started body-painting Felicia and names on our arms. Thanks Liqing for helping me to queue for the bags!=) She arrived shortly, short event about 30mins. Decided to get the tickets to take photo with her by Iweekly. Due to limited tickets, shared with Shiyu in the end.=) I love the photo! seems so meaningful.. Were leaving, I told her "byebye" and she was shocked! LOL, idk why.=/ Yea, later she stopped for a group photo before Crystal Jade with us. Started cheering while sending her to carpark.. hehehee.
Pretty pretty Felicia, always. I think I like her short hair!=) Down to City Hall, bought dinner and because we alighted at the wrong station, we walked for 1hour+ to reach the venue. almost 5km+..!!

Earth Hour Walk 2011 with Felicia Chinnn.
Registered, sat around together for dinner, practiced our cheers, touch-up painting, balloons hat for everyone and left to hunt for her when del's friend told us the feli was there already..
Following her all round, we were so attractive. HAHA. Neon orange top, balloon hat, luminous green paint, noise cheers. hahaha. Felicity is awesome!=) After some those usual opening ceremony, the walk started. Stopping by anywhere for group shots, fooled around, talk, cheered everywhere we go, wheee!=) I think she was shocked by our hyper-ness that day.=p She left when we completed the 4.5km +- walk together! But eventually came back for a solo photo each. hehehe, sweetiee pie.=))
She left, but felicians stayed there chatting, photos taking, like some usual gathering. But sadly, Hweeshan lost her wallet, Adeline lost her solo photo.=X

So everyone end up walking together all the way to Cantoment Police station as its already 11.30pm or so. We spent 2.5hours, walking rounds and rounds, like repeated routes, just to reach our destinations. Damn tiring, but was quite a good exercise. hahaha. After hweeshan reported lost, everyone cab home. Home only at 2am or so.=O Super tiring day of walking at least 15km of route, but nevertheless, thanks felicians for making my Saturday. Mogu/corn for being my partner! most importantly, feli for being so nice and sweettt!=)) I think Felicity broke records today! hohoho.=D
A great bonding session for Felicity! Felicity is simply marvellous!=D

27 March 2011.
Homework day.
28 March 2011.
SYF 2011, Dance. After the malu duty, where everyone laughed at me =(, reported to music room. Warm up, breakfast break, change, fix our hair, costumes, queued for make up, slack around, everything, last last rehearsal and left for UCC at NUS at 12.45pm. Reported, waited for our turn, all the awesome costumes of other schools, at the dressing area, waiting, reminders, anticipating, backstage for our turn soon, other school dancers wishing me goodluck (so nice of her!=p) , standby, Item number 20. Shuqun Secondary School. The Awakening, Sakura.=) My heart was beating damn fast, it's scary after not being on this particular stage for 3years, the moment the music played, I know I cannot screw this up. However, lost count of some part, hopefully its not obvious. Driven back to school right after competition, didn't have the chance to watch others this year, quick pack up, wrap up, bye!
Met mum at mac for hungry lunch. Oh, mum and gorgor was there to support me too!=) thanks! and I realised its The Awakening again, same as my P6 SYF. lol. Anyway, thankyou for all the goodlucks and all the best, people!=)

29 March 2011.
Back to proper lessons. Physics test screwed.
30 March 2011.
No cca, break. Short meeting with Ms Loh and Ms Pang regarding Speech day. The 10 + 2 of us, said to be potential excos in the future. Happy or not? NO PE! Survived through Amath. Died at 11pm alr.
7months ago, and now.
31 March 2011.
Meeting during reading period with the others. Chemistry test screwed. Test tube broken during Biology. and my textbook was stained with Benedict's test! LOL. YS and CL kept laughing at me, cause it's like so fated.=/ Selected for Vietnam trip which I didn't expect of.
BRONZE result for SYF 2011. forth time, damn damn sad.=*(
01 April 2011.
He came. Survived through SS w/o sleeping for the first time. No CCA, meeting after school with the rest. Problem with sending the hard copy because people don't even know how to give me their emails.=.=

Alright, I shall end here I think. Super summarised, I suppose. hah. goodnight!
Is it worth it to finish off this friendship because of a role? I see fraction here and there. I wished you were there too, but it's beyond my control. We have to understand that. Maybe, I should consider giving up the role for this friendship. If it's mine, it's mine. If it's yours, it's yours.

260311'

280311'
站在舞台上的感觉。。
Ivy.

Oh felicians, oh felicians~..=)

2011-03-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

她不是说加油。
而是加油加油再加油！=)
too lazy to scan the orignal copy..

loves,
Ivy.

think abit..=(

2011-03-26T01:26:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I'm not trying to blame anyone or what. It's just my thoughts here.

You know, from the moment she texted me to check if I informed my exco about this morning.. I knew that it's the end of everything. I know she has high expectations on me, but afterall, I'm a human too. I can't be as perfect as what we always wanted. I didn't want it to happen too, it happened for a reason, perhaps so. Everyone has a weakness, for at least. I know I have disappointed everyone again, but I can't help it. I think I did my best, and have done all that I could. Imagine falling ill, then waking up late for school. What's the reaction. I'm glad enough that I actually thought of informing someone. But that someone is only CL' and department head due to duty wise and not the duty exco.

I vividly know that this will actually affect the views of everyone on me, but I can't help it. There's nothing I can do to please everyone. I think, I shall just let it be. If it really belongs to me, if I'm really up to it, I believe it will be mine one day. If this mistake is the end of everything, then it is. It means that I'm not up to it, and that I need to improve on my weakness. I think it will just act as another lesson in life. Not that bad actually.
But I want to say, I learnt my mistake. Thanks for your understanding, and the forgiveness.

At the end of the day, I'm certain of my future routes in life. I found my decision through this incident. Should I say it's a blessing in disguise??! Yes. So, I finally know that I'm actually very concern about everything, that makes me understand that I actually want that role in life. Because if I heck care about it, I won't be here right now, pouring out everything.
I think I want that, so I'm going to work towards it and not waiting for it to drop from the sky.
I hope I have thanked whoever I need to for this morning.
goodnight! super long day tmr with FELICIAAA.=)
Ivy.

work harder!=)

2011-03-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

I'm super behind time, compared to others due to all the skipping of lessons for something else. I don't know how. Everything depends largely on me now.
Piglet, 加油，加油再加油！
Ivy.

T2, W1, D1..=(

2011-03-22T00:03:00.001+08:00

理所当然的事已经不存在了。一切都要靠自己轻身去努力奋斗才行，才有进展。以前是以前，现在是现在。一切都变了，再也没有不劳而获的事，一定要努力去争取自己要的东西，以免后悔。

First day of term2 and it didn't turn out well. I want to say, I failed my emaths test again. Careless mistakes throughout, just when will I be more careful?=( Dozing off during Physics again, 2hours of theory lesson. Right after lessons at 3pm, headed for dance. We got our costumes today, marvellous design! But it's similar to SQ85, and I feel like I'm doing some imaging.. HAHA! Performance tmr, and the day after before actual SYF. We have to seriously treat both the performances as actual SYF. Full-out, no mistakes, deep feelings, get into character.=O all the best dancers!=)
I'm excited for our full-dress tmr.. heheheh.. I feel like bringing my dslr to school tmr, but..=(

I'm asked to skipped lessons at 11.30am for tmr and the day after. Meaning, Chemistry, 5 periods of Amath, Physics and CME missed. like wth. Off all subjects, why amaths??!??!!=*( I feel like crying. How to survive?
A short update of today, goodnight! It will be better tmr, I wished.
Ivy.

An end to begin..=(

2011-03-21T00:11:00.001+08:00

So, Term1 break has ended. What have I done? I wonder. It's back to school everyday, dance was all I did this time round. I didn't even touch the books for revision. I should just say, I don't even have time for sufficient sleeps.=( Did I just wasted my holiday? No idea. The answer will eventually comes on 29 March, after SYF. hehehe..

13 days later, I finally don't need an alarm clock to wake me up today. I just sleep all the way from 2am to 1pm. HAHAHA! Awesome sleep.=) Macroni for lunch and I started Chemistry presentation.. For the whole afternoon, whilst SPD charity show watching, I found only 10 elements. Total phew that deadline is not tmr, which I only realise it ytd.=p hehehe! But I got long way to go for the presentation.. Fann and Chris' dance was marvellous! xiaoxiaobin rocks! hehehe..=p
Later, headed down to JP for dinner with mum. Hunted everywhere for SO many birthday gifts. this is always a problem, that I only managed to get a birthday card. LOL! joke. Home at 10pm. this and that. sigh!

I found out that I got lots of things to complete. Another super flooded week ahead. Mum said, "wah! FAIL ah? see lah.. 追cjx.. 要打了！" "都没有追了！"=( Yea, hasn't been seeing her for 2.5months.. So, she can't possibly be the cause of my stupid results this term. It's due to lack of sleep, lack of concentration in class. Maybe, she's really my source of motivation that I still didn't realise it till now.=(
陈公主 ah, 星期六见 after so long!=)

I want to say, SYF is driving me mad. 1week of intensive training is yet sufficient. I got another week ahead, everyday, 2hours instead of 7hours. But it's still fatigue for me!=*( Everything clashes again, SYF faster finish with a GOLD lah!=/ idk how, there's English test tmr.
It's another brand new term! I'm not going to screw things up. I gonna survive, really well. Work really hard, I don't wanna flunk anything again this term. Gambette!=)
加油，piglet! goodnight.

loves,
Ivy.

4 - 1 places in a day!=)

2011-03-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

What a day! I'm dozing off already.
Wide awake at 6.30am, on a Saturday. Off for SC' outing. I want to comment, the attendance today was super marvellous. Only 7 Logistic people appeared, and a few other departments, that we got less than 20 councillors attending + 3excos. HAHAHA. The first game is to crack the frozen ice in a bottle, to get the t-shirt out for one of us to wear.. Second one was leading the blindfolded to search for tapes around the canteen. Third one was a water bombing games, which idk' whats happening.. After that, I left.=*(
Although there's little people, but it's pretty fun!=) A pity I couldn't stay long..

188 to Vivocity. By the time I reached, it's flooded. haha. Due to our stubbornness in the rain, the lazy finally decided to allow us into the seating area for Danceworks. LOL! not bad ah.. Was under the rain with Zafirah and sliblings..=p Yea, all of the schools are wonderful! I wish to say, Shuqun really needs to work even harder!=/ I'm not trying to say that I'm the best or what.. But seriously, the comments received aren't a bit good.=X So disgraceful..=/ But people, don't get dis hearted. Work harder!=) I pray that this won't happen for SYF!=X won't! Stayed all the way till 3.30pm, passed gorgor DSLR and went hunting for present in Vivocity.
I bought 2 containers for some reasons, 2packets of foam stickers and a carebear keychain for mum. HOHOHO.=D
Left shortly at around 5.15pm to meet felicians.

Dinner at LJS' with felicians!=) JH' was there too.. hehee.. Was craving for LJS, and end up we were eating at LJS.. hahaha. Later, walked over to a park, had a mini prize presentation for the song competitions where I got a damn funny expressions cause I didn't know what's happening and JH' caught me! LOL!=X again. Congrats to both HS!=)
Back to Burgerking, from about 6pm, we monopoly dealed and chat 4hours straight.. Till we finally decided to shift over to KFC due to the super humid atmosphere and food. LOL! KFC for another 1hour till 11pm, slack around awhile and cab home with Joey and Del.. I'm the last today..=( hahaha.
We're planning crazy things to do on the 26th! hahaha. I'm anticipating, but please please don't tell me I'm having training. NO THANKS! I need physical motivation for SYF by HER!=)) yay!

So, 4 - 1 places went today. Because mum decided not to meet me in the end..=( sad. lol! But I know she's rather disappointed that the entire holiday, she sees less than 24hours of me!=/ She's really hoping that 1day, I will accompany her to enjoy life. I want too.=( Today is like mad. Rush here and there, I didn't even have lunch!=/ hahahaha. But I didn't regret going to 3places today.. At least it's fruitful!=) hehehee.. Not bad.
I got a surprise again. Felicia's having a Twitter account on top of fb now!=O Goodnight!
Ivy.

back-to-school-holiday!=(

2011-03-19T00:48:00.001+08:00

I shall just have a quick post about these 2days before I head off to pack my things for tomorrow and rest my body. I'm totally drenched by the entire week of intensive training right after camp. I'm glad that I mistaken there's dance tmr!=p You know, I got a big huge patch of bruises on my right leg. Bodyache here and there.

Yesterday was awesome! hahaha. Dance starts at 9am, and I woke up only at 9.19am.. HAH! Rushed down to school, training like mad. Lunch, that the plan didn't go smoothly..=/ At around 2pm, moved over to practice in the hall. Burning hot! I really can't imagine how are we gonna dance on the actual day. hahaha. I gonna survive!
After that was Amath tuition at 6.30pm, this and that. That's my day. Oh, I managed to complete some homework.=p

Today, the last dance training of the week. I managed to wake up earlier at 8am.. DANCE! Everyday, I visit that green green place. Same time, same venue, meeting the same people. I think we see each other, till sick alr. LOL! Can u imagine like staring at each other for 6hours a day for 4/5days?!??! mad.=/ Lunch was cut-short today and immediately after lunch was hot-hot training in the hall. We used the hall, because there's a performance coming up on Tuesday, if I'm not wrong!=X lalalala.
Home, DIY-ed something, dinner with mum and Emath. Quite productive day, completed 70% of the homework! I need to study for tests.=/
That's all I did.

Term1 break is coming to an end soon. But I don't see any differences between holiday and school day. I'm still visiting that green green place everyday without fail! sigh! Just what is life? Regular visits to the green green place? No, thanks. I didn't even get to enjoy my term1 holiday and it's ending! crap.=( I want a break to recharge! sigh.
SC' outing tmr, Danceworks tmr, Felicians gathering session tmr, accompany mum day tmr. Like how am I going to survive??!?!?! Can I just split myself into 4?? Ohgod. I still don't know where to go. I want to go all 4, but I doubt I can make it.=*( Or rather, just stay at home and sleep, relax, do homework, revise, enjoy. HAHAHA. Not bad ah. Clashes just sucks. and I just realised that due to SYF, I'm going to miss Physics test!=X crap.

See lah. I feel like complaining non-stop. Can I?
Tell me how to survive tmr? What to bring tmr? What to do tmr? What to wear tmr?..
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I want to just sleep. goodnight. &I'm starting to love my new phone.=)
Ivy.

the rain, my phone!=*(

2011-03-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

I hereby officially declare my Nokia 3600s phone dead. It was called back to god peacefully at around 3.30pm on 16 March 2011. It will be dearly missed by me.=(
I wanna arrest the rain lah! For murdering my phone! The phone has been with me for 1year, 10months, 16days and it just died today. How innocent! Thanks to myself for walking home in the rain, allowing my bag to drench with me, end up my phone and piglet also showered.=( I regretted walking in the rain. If not, my phone would still be alive!=(

I overslept again. My alarm doesnt seems to ring in the morning.=/ Dance again from 9am to 3pm. Everyday, I sees the same people at the same place. We gonna get sick of each other soon! hahaha. We're finishing our SYF piece! yay!=p Then, there goes me. Walking home in the rain, just because I don't want him to drive me home. Home, still hyper and happy till I noticed my phone died. HAHAHA. Headed down to Westmall straight, popular for some stuff and get a new phone. I felt that I'm forced to. I got a white Nokia E5 which wasn't my ideal phone.=*( But I guess I got no choice unless I don't want a phone. 2year contract, 48bucks. Home then. I wanna get my screen protector and plastic covering before I starts using my phone.=p hehehe..

Mum cooked dinner. Then I sas there, operating on my phone.. Trying hard to revive it, to get my contacts and messages back.=( damn sian! I think I failed although I did a backup in my computer..=( I totally dismantled my 3600 phone! HAHAHA. So cool sia!=p spent hours there.. I pray hard.=( Then TV, and I didn't touch my homework today. dead bit. gonna have an early night and back to school again tmr.. I want my phone to revive!=(
People, kindly do text me your number and name if you have my number! Thanks!=) If not, pardon me if I replied "you are?..." some day. hahahaha.

loves,
sotong Ivy.

backback!=)

2011-03-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

So long since I last typed here in a super proper mode. Has been really been awhile since I update about my daily life.. I guess I should start it all over again. It's gonna be a super rewind. HAHA! All the way back to February!=O Where I think I remembered nothing.

27 February 2011, Sunday.
A typical Sunday at home for homework then dragged down to IMM for dinner. Phone flooded with all kind of SC' messages, that my phone died and revived. lol. Time for something new, I suppose!=p

28 February 2011, Monday.
School as per normal, History Essay test that I scored only 4/10!=/ Decided to make Ms Loh a birthday card and hunted for her in school. hahaha. Then Sushi buffet after long with Cheling, Jiaxun, Yunshan and Chongzhi at about 4pm. Not so nice as previous. You know, I know.
Happy Birthday Ms Loh!=)

01 March 2011, Tuesday.
Another month gone. Had ting-xie and CME presentation that I didn't screw it. hahaha.

02 March 2011, Wednesday.
Sec3 camp briefing during reading period. No CCA. Amath result back that messed up my day.

03 March 2011, Thursday.
School, we took our measurement for SYF costumes during dance..=p hehehe. We got a History essay re-test cause Ms Maisurah is so kind! HAHA!. I score 9/10 for it.. But adding them, its 13/20..=( Amath tuition.

04 March 2011, Friday.
Meet the parents session help, canteen duty for Science department. Chaotic! but still managed to settle them.. haha. Skipped tuition.

05 March 2011, Saturday.
Market early in the morning for class outing foodie. This and that, after all, the outing was a blast! A success!=) hehehe.. I have the photos in my documents to tell me the story, so I shall not elaborate them. I'm lazy.=/ It's truly more that what I expected. hehehee..
and thanks Delphine for waiting alone for the BBQ food at such a wee hour. hahaha.=p

06 March 2011, Sunday.
Chionging homework at night, so lifeless. Felicity meeting gathering that I decided to head down even though I have blank worksheets with me. Joeyho was there, lalalala.. It's a good change! yay!=) Dozing off here and there, left for home after the Yogurt session.

07 March 2011, Monday.
Nothing special happened that I remembered.

08 March 2011, Tuesday.
Suppose to have Chemistry quiz but Mrs Wee forgotten about it! aha! ting-xie. oh, had SC' meeting in the morning before school.. Surprise attire check and introduction about the new SC' de-merit system!=O

09 March 2011, Wednesday.
Emath inequalities quiz that I wasn't confident of. Biology from proteins to genes course at Science centre where we managed to skip 30mins of assembly and attire check! HAHA! cool.

10 March 2011, Thursday.
Terrible day. I teared in class due to my stupid report slip. Ms Pang got a shocked and pat me on my head. Her words were really wow.=)
Dance till 4.30pm and rushed for Meet the parents sessions for 4E/5N help, I got stairs duty with Bojun.. LOL. I dislike staircase duty lah.. Later end up at English department. Dismissed at 9.15pm..

11 March 2011, Friday.
Report back to school, no pledge duty cause I was in PE attire for camp. We got a breakfast break, then we created our class/group flag and decided for our cheers.. Our instructor was Ruohui!=) hehehe.. This and that, left school at about 12pm for the campsite at Jalan Betehra. After lunch, we had bonding games, brain storm for campfire performance, etc.. Till 4pm that we changed and went for Kayaking! YAY! It was awesome but tiring.. hehehe.. The seawater is seriously super saltyyyy! hahaha. Kidnapping for night activities, supper was curry puff and forced to sleep at 11pm. Damn early lor!=/ Had open shower WITH clothes on, with Andaman.. hahaha, so pathetic just because we're councillors.=.=

12 March 2011, Saturday.
Wide awake at 5.30am.. hahaa! Our day starts at 7.45am right after breakfast.. We had low-element with instructor Hazwan.. All the muddy water.. lol! We played reberth(?), All aboard Tarzan swings then proceeded to high element.. I managed to give a try on the broken bridge.. I got up there, I decided not to blind-fold myself because no reasons. LOL!=.= It's was simply just walking? HAHAHA. Instructor Victor was like, "this one sure learn Ballet before!" LOL. hmmm, I wanna try more challenging one but didn't have a chance after lunch.=( After lunch was the one with tyres, bridge, etc mixture and a shaking bridge then rock climbing.. I want try all lor! But sadly, no chance to.=*( Then open showered again, plus Chialing, today and dinner. After dinner was night walk! damn creepy when Xuzhou suddenly touched me and I thought who was that!=/ hahahaha, not bad. I just close my eyes and sleep walk? hehee.=p Supper was marble cake and forced to sleep at 11pm again..

13 March 2011, Sunday.
After breakfast, our day started again. We did lots of cheering today! Like random screams, claps, cheers. Played arranging yourselves on the bench, human caterpillars within 3D, water bombs conquering, wet your hair and collect water, form the longest line, human caterpillars within Major C, lunch.. We had lunch duty and he broke his plate!=/ I wonder how 3A's instructor know me.. hmmm..=X After lunch, lots and lots of endless cheers, practised our dance which supposed to be a couple one that we switched and switched.. hahaha. Got camp t-shirt and awesome 1hour shower time which wasn't enough still.. HAHA! didn't open shower cause I'm leaving at night and didn't have time to wait for my clothes to dry.

Dinner and CAMP FIREEEEE!=p It was super awesome! Mdm Fun, Mdm Aung and many teachers were there as well.. dance, cheers, class performances, claps, screams, competitions, everyone were so high! I swear the dance that we performed was the most relaxed dance I ever performed. Although I did lots of mistakes, but I enjoyed the whole process.. I used to regret not dancing well on stage, but not this time round.=) TOTAL AWESOME 3D!=D heheeh.. Enjoying so much when Ms Fu and Mr Chua came to grab us home at 10pm..=( sigh! Packed and left for school.. Mr Ng sent us back to Shuqun and walked home. sad lah. I want campfire but end up at home with the laptop. My brother was laughing at me when I said I know nothing about the natural disasters going on in various countries.=.= Hello, no phone, no Internet, no TV, no radio.=(

Thanks instructors Ruohui and Hazwan for guiding 3D along during the 4d3n camp! you guys are awesome!=) Thanks for making 3D so much closer and bonded as compared to previous. We get to know each other better, get to interact more. Now I know who can dance well, who's the bimbo, who's the true leader, who's the I don't care one. HEHEHEH!=P Thanks all instructors too! For making this camp success!=) YAY!

14 March 2011, Monday.
Back in school at 12pm. People telling me it was the last camp for Ruohui and I didn't managed to see her to say bye!=( She cried. I asked Ronald to help me buy KOI.. hahahaha. shiok! Nature explorer trip to Sungei Buloh. The guy spoke so fast like bullet train, so much faster than Ms Maisurah at History lessons!=/ idk how. Walking under the rain with DSLR, snapping photos which doesn't turn out so well due to the rain.=( I think I'm going down there again sometime during June holidays to finish up my scrapbook for submission!=( Back in school at 3pm.

He came to drive me, to town to The Merlion Hotel for a visit.. lol! What an idea! hahahah.. Not bad lah.. Snapped photos, walked over to MBS, shopping.. So, the super bright Adidas jacket he got from Hongkong is S$139bucks. I'm wondering how much the other one cost.. Had dinner at Imperial Treasure Fine Chinese Cuisine, MBS. The dishes were not bad but hello, 299bucks for just 4dishes and 6rice!=O Well, it's free. He got the MBS car to drive us home that I just dozed off on the way.. hahaha.. What a oh-so-rich-day!=X

15 March 2011, Tuesday.
Dance all the way from 9am to 3pm. More steps learnt, changes here and there.. Dead beat. SYF competition is confirmed to be on 28 March 2011, Monday. It's only 13days left and we're having an assembly performance! wth?=/ Danceworks is this Saturday! so rushhhh!=X Break a leg people!=) Got home from dance, just nap. Some homework, TV with hilarious Fann and Chris Lee on 8 and U whilst dinner. lol. What a day!

It's coming to half of term1 break and I have just started on homework. How to survive? Flooded weekend! 26 March 2011 is going to be awesome! Anticipating.=)
goodnight!
Ivy.

BURN BURN BURNNN!!~=)

2011-03-14T00:46:00.001+08:00

I'm home!
Called home in the middle of campfire wasn't nice at all.. I guess everyone was starting to get high and the 10 of us were asked to pack and leave.=( damn crap. A sudden sense of rather not go home and just go for the Biology trip the next day feeling. hahahha. I think camp was still acceptable, although I expected more from it.=) yeayea, we got early dismissed from camp due to the stupid Biology Nature explorer fieldtrip. Shouldn't have take part in the first place!=X more to it later.. I know I got lots of things to blog about..=/
G-double O-D-J-O-B! Good job! *clap clap* Good job!
A-w-e-s-o-m-e! Awesome *clap clap* Awesome!
S-U-I, S-U-I! Sui ah! Sui ah!=D

T1 break that DOESN'T even seems like one!=(
11 to 130311' - CAMP!
140311' - fieldtrip.
15 to 190311' - DANCE!
190311' - Danceworks competition!
190311' SC' outing!
190311' - Felicians gathering!
200311' the only time for homework, I supposed.
Everything clashes.=( djfdgnekrghejskdkmfrjgnjrng.=*(

Just about 2hours ago, I was surrounded with so many people, all in red, cheering, screaming, and everything! Having used to have all the meals with everyone as a group, supper just now at home was lonely. hmmm.. So, the camp is a great effect to my daily life. HAHAHA. My mind kept playing the songs at campfire, the cheers, the scream and the words. I feel that I'm mad.=/ hehehe.. But I think I missed camp!=(
eyelids getting heavier and heavier, eyes closing. goodnight!

loves,
Ivy.

failure.=((

2011-03-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

今天，成绩单发回来了。
不知不觉地，眼泪就往下流。。真的不知该怎么面对才好。成绩真的很另大家，尤其是妈妈和自己失望。好久好久没看见这么荔浦的成绩了，看了都傻眼！也许这两年来 A, A, B, B 的，已经习惯了自己的名字在排名板上，而这次失水准了。。真的很难过。也很久没在学校里落泪了。谢谢大家的关心！我没事了。=)

Report slip = super terrible. I have no idea what to do. It's really a wake up call! idk' where my As flew too. Some where in Antarctica barh..=( Why? How?
Specially thanks Ms Pang of the words of concern she told me.=) She has a plan for me(in SC', in studies), but it's all up to whether I want it or not. hmm.. Sometimes I wonder, should I drop SC? or drop Amath? sighh..

CAMPPPPP tomorrow, I need to rest, especially after a long day in school. I really doubt if I miss out anything!=/ take care people! I gonna miss my bed and dear dear piglettttss!=*( Anything, just leave me a message on my phone, I will reply you people asap after the camp. I hope it's fun!=) hehehe.. goodnight. bye!

loves,
Ivy.

flooded..=(

2011-03-07T00:05:00.004+08:00

Its has been almost a week since I typed here. I shall be back. Time management lately seriously sucks. I think I need to attend some lessons regarding time management. hahaha. Well, Common Test results are all back, except for History. All my score seriously sucks! I know I didn't practice enough, and perhaps I have tried my best. Because I don't feel upset about it all.. Maybe it really acts as a wake-up call. I'm really motivated to study harder and not see those single digits on my paper again..=*(

English - 13/30
Emath - 21/40 =X
Amath - 9/40! =X
Chinese - 71/100
Chemistry - 23/25
Biology - 12/40!=X
Physics - 44/50
SS - 17/25
History - 4 + ?/20

Class outing on Saturday was quite a success!=) I didn't expect it to turn out so well, according to all the feedback on facebook. I'm glad that everyone enjoyed so much, because the councillors of 3D have really put in a lot of time and effort to oragnise the class outing.=) But I really regret the water bombs session, I'm so sorry.=( Anyway, thanks everyone for coming to join in to fun! Most importantly, THANK YOU councillors of 3D, Adila for the venue and other few who have helped us along!=) Andaman, Adila, Chialing, Yunshan, Soonjie, Delong, Cheling, Novi, Diana, Chrystal, Garda, etcetc.. hehehe..
I think it's great!=D

&Felicity meeting today wasn't as bad as I thought it will be. hoho. I think it's not something negative afterall. At least there's another person to help and guide us along, to make this a better fanclub! Well, at least there won't be much conflicts in the future, I hope!=) I'm actually anticipating for more in the Felicity! hahahaha. Such a big reunion with everyone today and I want to say, 好久不见了大家！ hahaha.. I know I'm always mia since 2011, and now JH' knows about it. JH' caught me dozing off! so paiseh..=/ LOL! Well, Felicity is still Felicity! YAY!=))
lastly, goodnight! busy week ahead before heading to CAMPPP.=/

loves,
Ivy!

为何？=(

2011-02-28T20:23:00.001+08:00

有没有试想过为什么会这样？
饶了我吧。

Have always been wondering, what's the real purpose of a Student life??..
Its simply just staying up late till 1am, 2am every night, writing chunks of craps just so that you have something to submit the next day? Sitting through random examinations/tests, either passing well or failing badly? Bonding the relationship between your favourite pen and you? Or was it something far more better or perhaps even worst?
Just what is school? Stress? homework? teachers? lessons? classmates? pens? papers? knowledges? marks? future?
I have no idea.
12.56am.
Ivy.

post-war..=(

2011-02-27T02:41:00.001+08:00

I shall start the ball rolling about the past one week. Thing's hasn't been good.=(

Sunday, 20 February 2011.
Initial plan was to go temple pray, then head home maybe after Lot1. Yea, lunch at lot1, where I actually told 2 uni-girls studying at EAT off. There's nothing wrong with studying there, but hello, its only the 2 of them and they occupied 6seats.=.= Inconsiderate. LOL, I sort of chased them away. HAHAHAHA.=/ I bought Thesaurus. Then, was dragged down to Orchard. I was in shorts and slipper. WOW. Simply wasted my time there and I kept repeating that I wanna go home.. lol. 1.5months since I stepped into Orchard and I wasn't looking forward to it at all. Went to mac at SCAPE, I bumped into Hoetian. I was damn afraid that he's gonna start nonsenses again, so I kept hiding myself. LOL. mad. Later Somerset for dinner and bumped into Lee Teng. but he's on the phone, could have gotten a photo. hoho.=X

Monday, 21 February 2011.
Duty screwed.=( In the general office, Felicia turned to me, said Ms Loh said we can try duty today since it's over the PA system. Awesomely, I led the pledge over the system today. Damn creepy although Syazwani was beside me. I was trembling like hell and my voice was actually shaking. wth lor.=X damn paiseh when people tell me the pledge today was so soft!=/ But didn't have the time to think so much.. Marathon back to class for English paper at 7.30am. I predicted the passage to be on LKY, since it's about biography and it really was about LKY! lol. But I know I'm not going to do well.=*( Physics paper later was quite okay and SPA wasn't okay with Mr Tan TC.=/

Tuesday, 22 February 2011.
Meeting in the morning with Ms Loh and councillors. So, Ms Loh knew that I have been doing lots of things for her/Logistics? and decided not to make me her runner for Friday event.. hmm.. Perhaps it's a good thing!=) &, take care Ms Loh!=) get well soon!
Chinese was really easier than the class test. A little confident.=p

Wednesday, 23 February 2011.
Emaths was total killer. I left 8marks blank because I couldn't prove the stupid equation.=( partB cannot do, it affects part C and D. wth. crap lor.=( After recess was Amath which is another killer. I flipped open the test paper, I stared blank. First question and I can't do. I was thinking, wth is all this? Was really really discouraged after the papers. Totally moodless, no appetite, nothing but empty space in my brain. I wonder if I didn't study hard enough or was the paper really out to kill us. I have no idea how, why? It's a guarantee that I fail both Math this time round. Math is a massacre.=*( Perhaps I should consider dropping amath, why not?=(
No assembly, No SYF training but I stayed back with Yunshan and Cheling for their dance which was low-attendance till 3.30pm.

Xiaoyi came back from Taiwan and bought 5 piglets for me, 1 patrick keychain.=p yay! thanks xiaoyi.. heheh..

Thursday 24 February 2011.
SS paper. SBQ part, no confidence. But essays, I'm quite. I should pass SS. yes. Didn't complete History essays draft homework due to CT. lol. Dance, new steps.. hehe.

Friday, 25 February 2011.
Chem + Bio paper. Chemistry was really easy, but Biology wasn't as easy at the class test. But I really hope that I can score in Science. Mr Jee said that both math, 3D cannot make it. Expected lah.=X Physics, entire 3D passed but paper is not back. Chinese, 71/100. Could have done better! It's all cloze passages' fault.. hmm.. I should work on it!=) Dance, usual training. Then stayed back all the way till 5.30pm for helping of sec2 Subjects combination talk. Dinner provided and my duty was at General Office with KaiNgee but later we told Ms Loh we look like statue, and I was switched to chase the parents from the canteen up to mph' and stationed at the stairs. lol. Boring boring. A damn joke and funny de-brief in the staffroom at 7.45pm. We're laughing like mad. LOL! Left school finally at 8.05pm.

14.5hours in school. So long, since I had such a wonderful de-brief with SC'. All the jokes and laughter are back!=) hehehe.. Right after lzsc, I bathed and dozed off till the next morning.=O Because something went into my eyes, I got so irritated and painful that I just slept with my wet hair and I woke up at 6.30am, finding the wet towel still on my head. LOL. I must say, this has proven that I'm really dead tired. hahahah.

Saturday, 26 February 2011.
Woke up in the morning, seeing breakfast on the table, drinks in the fridge, lotions/treatment to cure my eyes.. Mum's love.=) I was really touched by mum this morning..=) Despite the fact that she's going to Malaysia for holidays with the 2male siblings today, she prepared everything for my eyes to get better before leaving. hehe.
yea, I spent my Saturday at home, online, homework, sleep, slack. The usual routine. haha. Without mum in town, there's no supper and when I'm hungry, I die. hahaha, was hunting for food just now.=(

I'm really very tempted to get out of this place for some fresh air. But do I have the time? Where to go then? sigh! Hopefully I can finish my homework in time tmr and go walk walk with Delphine!=p hehehe.. It's really really a long long long time since I went out with felicians..=( I miss the good old times!=*( then, class outing is driving me mad.
Goodnight!
Ivy.

是也不是。。=(

2011-02-20T01:22:00.001+08:00

This obviously reasoned why I'm neither an Art nor DnT student. HAHAHA. Drew this when we're arguing of who's lemon tea is that, who bought it and etc. hehehehe.=)

Awake and 9 but I went back to sleep till 10.30am. Carrot cake for breakfast, after a long long time.. I didn't have the time to dilly-dally today and headed over for Amath tuition. I have no idea if I really don't know about the formula or is that I'm not giving my best or I'm just lazy or I'm heck-caring it.. I tends to do lots of careless mistakes!=( This cannot happen on all my tests paper! Hopefully I got all the misconception in my brain till Os.=/ I came home, I slept till 3.30pm, lots of childish nonsenses happening and I shall not elaborate. Late lunch of mum's curry vegetable noodle, homework, slack, stone, online, homework, watch TV, bathe, revise Amath. LOL. Such a wonderful Saturday. Not really productive although I managed to finish all my homework by Saturday but not stupid CME presentation.=X

You people tweeted you saw feli at Jurong Point. HA.HA.HA. I almost believed, but luckily I "investigated" before heading down there and thanks god I only wasted my time wondering and not hunting.=/ with Jess and Chrislee, like =.=!. LOL. Okay, I understand. Everything is over, and I'm mentioning it because I find it really interesting. hahahaha. I just want to say, give up on stalking me. Because my life is far too boring for you people. I don't have the luck.
and, this very funny conversation with mum at super late dinner/ supper. "eh! you finished all your homework?" "ermm.. nope! why??" "oh, cause I wanna bring you out tomorrow.. You're locking yourselves at home everyday." "??" "soon you will become 'sua gu'!!" "huh??!! you then sua gu".. LOL. sua gu as in, very very amazed when you next step into somewhere, as though you came to another world.. HAHA, I really don't know how to explain this.=/ Actually, I agree with mum lah. It really happened to me last Sunday when I went to Clementi after 2whole weeks. HAHAHA.

I think I lost my motivation. Very very tempted to see her, but idk' where is she. Perhaps, my motivation is really her. But sometimes, it's not. It's so complicated. I really wonder where has my motivation gone to. I need to find it back, no joke.=*(
Last thing, I WANT TO MASTER MY CARTWHEELS and DOUBLE PIROUETTES. Prefect my splits and fan-kick.=p I shall do them all by end of March Holidays! hohoho. Just hope that I won't injured myself.=)
goodnight!

loves,
Ivy.

another week gone.=(

2011-02-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

Monday, 14 February 2011.
A very bad Monday blues. SC' meeting early in the morning, 6.30am and I forgotten to bring Logistic attendance list. I end up using the recycled one. haha. Then, new duty officially starts today. Crap. Pledge-taking at parade square with Felicia. Ha.Ha.=/ suay enough to have my English oral test today, I didn't even prepared for it.=X 7/10, sigh. Disappointing score for history essay test, I simply wrote the wrong things.=.=
He came to school to drive me/us to IMM for Bali Thai lunch. How shocking, with a bouquet of 6roses worth 80bucks. Mum said it has been 17years. So, was it an act of guiltiness? I suppose. Answered Felicia's call at 5pm, time for work.=/
Thankyou many for your Valentine's gift. You know who you are.
Thanks feli for your Iweekly/8days cover gifts too! Awesome interview and photoshoot!=)

Tuesday, 15 February 2011.
Had a hard time organising this meeting. From 6.30am to 3pm and back to 6.45am. HAHA. Meeting again at 6.45am with Ms Loh, mainly for the Alumni Lunch on Sunday. Put as OIC and emcees along with Vaishnvi, with Weicheng as AIC. wow. School as usual, idk' what happened. Decided not to stay for the Math consultation with Mr Jee. Arrived home at 3.30pm and I thought there's tuition for the day. lol.

Wednesday, 16 February 2011.
Wednesday is always the slacky one. No dance, but stayed for lunch with the usual twins.
Home super early at 2.30pm. I remembered myself started to xhddk. HAHAHA. Because I seriously needs to relax. hoho. Ms Loh texted me, saying that they don't want the councillors to help in the Sunday event anymore, as they wanna us to prepare and study for CT. LOL. Was kind of disappointed, because everything was taken away just like that.=*(

Thursday, 17 February 2011.
Duty again with Victoria for today. The announcement for today was damn hilarious! Lost and found of so many personal things! HAHAHA.=/
No idea what's happening in school. Seems to be surviving through both 3periods of AEmaths and Physics because I have Andaman beside me. HAHAHA. Talking during AEmaths like nobody cares.=X
Dance was lead by some other instructor today, SYF practice, physical training and did cartwheel.=O Mine was badly done.=/ After that, headed home and nap unknowingly. I was damn lifeless that I decided to postpone my Amath to Saturday. hahaa. But, spent 1freaking hour waiting for dayi to start dinner. yusheng for dinner = waste money. Spent another freaking 1hour having dinner. Seriously time wasting, pissed off. plus, you know, I know what happened at the dinner table.
Last day for CNY 2011.

18 February 2011, Friday.
Duty, with Syzawani today. hehehe. I think with Syzawani, in ISH is the worst/scariest. Mainly because 3D is right in front of you, then people from sec3 surely know you. Like, oh god thing.=/ Seriously, I prefer PS' or MPH. hahaha, because no much people know me.=p
CME end up becoming English. Chinese is veryveryvery boring. I prefer Fang laoshi to Ma laoshi!=/ Had a 5min pledge-taking-training at SC' room after school today by Ms Pang. hoho. Dance today was Joslyn, body conditiong that kills. SYF practice, and body conditioning and cartwheel. I seems to improve on my cartwheel!=) yay!
oh, Ms Pang suddenly called me Ivy today and I was shocked.=X Home, rest, tuition. Making lots of careless mistake. I'm still unsure of some formulae. how?

That's my awesome week7. It's real fast, Monday is already the start of Commontest.=X pray hard. I got a feeling that I will do very badly.=( oh, how ironic it is. I was in NUS for workshop this day last week and I didn't bump into her. But felicians went to NUS today, and met her. total sigh! This is really something call fate and luck. and, I'm dozing off here, now. nights!
Monday: English + Physics
Tuesday: Chinese + SC meeting
Wednesday: Emath + Amath
Thursday: Social Studies + dance
Friday: Chemistry + Biology + dance.
Ivy.

变化。=(

2011-02-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

这地方，已变本加厉地变成个陌生地。
很恐怖，很恐怖。
Ivy.

Opportunities.=)

2011-02-15T23:47:00.002+08:00

机会。
I was given so much opportunities out of the sudden, to perhaps, proof myself capable. But I feel that its far too much responsibilities. Things came pouring down again, but I gonna survive this time no matter what. Because I know this time round it's different, I may get to change my future.=O
Pledge-taking duty. OIC' for Alumni Lunch. Emcee for Alumni Lunch. IC' for group presentation.
Everything comes together and I will still do it good and well! I hope.=)
加油了大家! Thanks for offering me all the opportunities!=D Hopefully, I won't disappoint anyone.=/

and, 4hours of sleep every 24hours is not a joke. Eyebaggggs.
loves,
Ivy.

Why different..=(

2011-02-14T00:02:00.001+08:00

For some reasons, this group photo managed to appear here again. How time flies, it has been 1 year since this photo was taken at rg'. 1 year ago, we still had the privilege to celebrate, to countdown to CNY with her. Everything that happened that night at the theatre, at rg' was still vividly downloaded in my memory. It has just been like yesterday. However, this year was purely nothing. Really has been thinking and wondering how she has been recently, what she's up to. 1year ago, and 1year later, so much differences. When will we ever meet again? I wonder.
Is she coping well? Or is she just like me, struggling through lessons and chapters? I seriously need someone to answer them for me. Inside there, some left. She left. But the rest still stay strong together, as one, waiting eagerly for her return. When will it be? No idea.
Sudden emotion.=( I shall see her on my iweekly and 8days covers for this week.=)

Stay home sunday for homework. I slept only at 4.30am last night due to xhddk. See, I shouldn't have get it from Jessie at this point of time. haha. Anyway, was awake at 9.30am already today, homework with xhddk playing here, housework. Well, now I don't see any differences with mum working or not. I'm still ironing the pile of uniforms, doing everything at home. and people can't just think. Mum's not working now, meaning no income and yet you buy this, I buy that. New specs', new watch, new phone, new bags, new rubbish. Seeing everything, buying everything. Can't you just understand? There's a limit to everything. I seriously wonder what has this place become like.

Similarly, my DSLR has become like you people's. Pressing the shutter like no tomorrow, snapping everything, flooding the only memory card. Now, you wanna persuade me into getting another lens. Hello, I'm not a rich family child. I somehow regretted getting DSLR.
I don't know why. This place, I don't know what. Rubbish dump. I thought I knew everything, but actually I don't.

SC' meeting early in the morning tmr/later at 6.30am. This is going to be a monthly routine. I need to pray hard that I don't have to start the new duty tomorrow. please don't oversleep, pig. I have a turtle bag weighing 10kg for school tmr. Monday.
goodnight. I'm once again single this Valentine.
Ivy.

1 year ago,
she wished me Happy V day!=)

Missing out..=(

2011-02-13T01:39:00.001+08:00

我知道，我光顾这个地方的次数越来越少了。。

Friday, 04 February 2011.
CNY day2. dilly-dally that we left home for gupo's place only at around 5pm. haha. Yay! because the dog wasn't allowed to come out and run around as Douceline is there.=p Thanks god. I was even prepare to hide myself when the dog was to come to the living room. I think it's the usual relative comments. "wow, your daughter very pretty leh." "wow, grow up already." "wah, your daughter look super like you leh.." lol.=.= But xiaoyi wasn't there this year.
Headed over to Woodlands mart for Mac, then to River angbao. River angbao is seriously getting from bad to worst as year pass by.. Nothing to see..=.= Left shortly and dayi drove me over to Shiyu's place.

Felicians was there, gambling already when I reached at around 10.30pm. I simply joined in, playing all the way till 3am. WOW. Shiyu cooked some supper for us too at around 2am.. HAHA. All became like gambling-addicts.=/ I lost 40bucks. lol. shall treat it as a lesson, because it has been a damn long time since I gambled. hoho.
Left at 3am, cab home with the usual cab-mates; del and joey. hehhee.. I remembered I was damn lucky. As I told mum that I'll reach home at around 2am, but I reached only at about 3.15am.. Then mum came to open our bedroom's door at around 4am, which I have bathed and online.=/ hahaha.

Saturday, 05 February 2011.
I don't really remember what happened. hoho.
I should be at home, completing homework.. Then around 6pm, decided to head over to MBS with everyone for this CNY dinner. haha. Managed to see Huang Zi Jiao, Bu xue liang, and other Taiwan/ HK artists performing at the dinner. Saw Andy Lee too! haha. lol, the food was quite nice.. I wanted to try red wine, the waiter poured some for me.. But eventually came back to ask for my age.=.= haha. mad lah.
Felicians have another gambling session at AMK tonight but I didn't appear.=/

Sunday, 06 February 2011.
Sunday is always meant for homework. Rejected to visit River angbao with fruities due to homework and I went there before. Was craving for KOI, and Hweeshan and Liqing were serious about delivering it all the way from amk to my house. hahaha. Thanks, but I refused because it's too troublesome for them. But they end up organising another session at Lijuan's place. power.

Monday, 07 February 2011.
Back to school after a long break.
New table was effective today. Crazy enough to have 2 solid hours of Physics. Because Mr Tan said the change of timetable was too sudden and they didn't have sufficient time to prepare the SPA' lessons.=.= totally sigh and was dozing off after 1hour. HAHA. Everyone too!=X
History test that I memorise whole chunks of notes and didn't memorise the success of TOV.=( Full marks for English vocab again.=)
Inter-class game after school. I wanna slap myself. 3D got 4th again. I know we're the only express class to move on to the Semi-finals, we should be satisfied and happy. But hello, 4th again after 2B last year.. I felt there's a curse. HAHA. anything, it's over.=(
Then, Mr Chua asked me to attend this idk' Opening Ceremony.=.=

Tuesday, 08 February 2011.
Finally returned the SC' blazer to SC'. haha.
English vocab test again, full marks.=) so, I did study. hehe. Excuse slip to leave class at 11.30am, left school at around 11.50am where Mr Chua drove Soonjie, Wenjun and I down to VJC'. Seriously, Mr Chua is damn kiasu, cause he wants a parking lot.=.= The event starts only at 3pm, and we sat there waiting all the way from 12.30pm to 3pm. HELLO!?! 2.5hour, you know we could do lots of homework and attend lessons. We shouldn't leave school so early.=.= You know what, Shuqun was the earliest to reach VJC'.=.= mad. As Wenjun was the reserved for Soonjie, he went with Mr Chua. So Soonjie and I just sat there, staring at each other.. We eventually dozed off while waiting. HAHA.

The National school games opening ceremony was damn boring. All we did was to take the athletes oath with the school flag. The organizer just wasted our time.=.= Soonjie and I simply "chop" others' milo and 100plus drink since there's so many left behind. HAHA. Left VJC', back to Shuqun at 5.30pm. Home at 6pm. mad.
Simply what's wrong with Shuqun to keep bringing me to her school? hmm.. Maybe I thought too much. Stepping into perhaps, my future school aren't that bad. haha, but the school seems old.

Wednesday, 09 February 2011.
1.5hour of Amaths, crazy assembly program that drove many girls mad but not me. CCA in school, that Ms Nur forced us to dance without our socks. Now, there's no more help in turning, splits and everything.=(
My inbox was totally flooded for the day, if I didn't remember wrongly. Logistic, felicians, you. My phone kept vibrating and that I feel like throwing my phone away. hah.

Thursday, 10 February 2011.
Last minute SC' meeting in the morning at 6.45am, noted the day before. HAHA, I caught Mr Chew driving Ms Loh to school!=p Meeting, Ms Loh was still so-joker as before. Volunteered for the SC' alumni celebration with Yunshan and shocked that Ms Loh is calling me Ivy nowadays instead of Liying. wow. and that 4days X 8hours poly course is tempting me, but I couldn't make it due to dance, to syf!=( sigh! Anyway, my aim is JC not poly. hehehe..
another 1.5hour of Emaths today. Well, 3D is seeing Mr Jee EVERYDAY. god. He loves saying, "right or not?!" HAHA. I'm so bad.=/
CCA, new steps, thanks god I have my knee guard on.=p

Friday, 11 February 2011.
This hasn't appear for long. TGIF!=)
Duty, lessons. I was totally dozing off during every lessons. haha. SS, Mr Low kept giving us SBQ and essays homework!=( I didn't attend dance due to the Nature Explorer workshop. haha, hopefully I'm not scolded.=/ I suppose new steps were taught and I shall be lost on Wednesday.=X Happily enjoying lunch with Cheling while teaching Vivian Amaths. Shocked that I actually managed to help her in Indices when I can't do it for my own homework!=O Then Felicia and Victoria asked me to rehearse saying the pledge.=O and spotted mum in school as she came to help gorgor collect his confiscated phone! lol.

Headed down to NUS Science, Raffles Museum of Biodiversity. Started feeling unwell already on the way. I must say, the workshop is damn damn damn super boring. I dozed off again, HAHA. They taught us about Classification, which is like no link. We had a mini tour around the mini museum, then had a quiz session.. lol. But I saw many many preserved animals Phylum.=O Preserved tiger, leopard, wild boar, snake, owl, jellyfish, etcetc.. Interesting, amazing. hahah. I'm wondering if the preserved tiger, leopard and wild boar are real.=O The workshop ended at 6pm sharp, with many assignments given. Then, I almost fainted at NUS while walking to the bus stop. Lucky I found a bench to rest on.=/

Anyhow take bus to Kent Ridge Terminal and 189 back to Bukit Batok interchange for 941 home. used 1.5hour to reach home from NUS. mad. Because Cheling and I was lost in NUS. HAHA. Don't really have the fate to bumped into her there.=(
and Thanks Cheling for accompanying me when I was almost fainting.
I reached home at 8pm, totally collapsed and slept till 10.30pm. hoho, Love 50% at 11.30pm.=) Wu Hanni, I didn't see her face on the TV' for a long time.=( I didn't even know what she's up to recently!=X btw, everyone went to MBS, only sister and I was home.

Saturday, 12 February 2011.
Was awake at 9am. Cook myself porridge, and Hweeshan text me that they're coming over. Went downstair to get some drinks and later fetch the 5 of them from the bus stop at 6pm. haha. Lijuan, Liqing, Hweeshan, Huisi and Jessie. Not sure why they came over in the first place.. hahaha. Thanks Jessie for the xhddk1+2, and the pineapple bracelet!=)
Well, the 5 of them left shortly because they got nth round at Shiyu's place. Sent them to the bus stop. hehehe. I know, they failed to persuade me to head over to Shiyu's place together for somehow-Felicians Gathering tonight. I was abit too much? Because my heart really didn't want to. Adding to that, I wasn't in my best condition, my heartbeat is incorrect.=X

But mum end up dragging me down to dinner at Clementi for KOI too. hahaha. Totally went high at NTUC. Commenting on everything, saying everything is nice/yummy. Because, I realised that it's 2weeks since I went out, shopping. I found out that the Bleach is only 2.95bucks?!! HAHA.
Was shocked that so many felicians turned up at Shiyu's place today. Everyone is telling me too bad I wasn't there; it's a Felicity Reunion, but without Ivy and etc. I know I disappointed everyone. But I was too afraid that I might end up not feeling well there and worried everyone, plus homework. 心有意，而力不足。。I'm sorry.=( Thanks for all the concern too!=)
I admit that I have been missing out lots of meet-ups and gathering with felicians and the fruities and mogu. If only I could go back to the December holiday, seeing the 6 faces everyweek/day. hah. Things are no longer the same. Stay Relevent, anticipate changes, SS' says.

it's only the second month of school and I'm once again sick. The stupid heart illness is back, like after 2years???!! mad lah. Feel so breathless all the time, heart beating wrongly, feeling lifeless. siao.=*(
I sent like 3 relay messages today and I need to update Logistic's blog after 2months although I know nobody is looking. Don't get annoyed when you received my message. HAHA. btw, SC' duty changed. I'm sad. Because I don't want Pledge-taking duty, it's damn malu.=X But I can only accept it and try my best to do my best.=(
lalalala.

Happy Birthday Shinghoong!=)
Happy Birthday Hweeshan!=)

loves,
Ivy.

You at??=(

2011-02-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

VJC' today. NUS' on Friday.
Am I lucky or what?? Can you just appear somewhere, somewhat?? sigh.
&my stupid flu is killing me. lala, I'm falling ill soon.=/
Ivy.

大年初一。。=(

2011-02-04T01:14:00.001+08:00

hahahaha.
CNY' eve, 02 February 2011.
School as usual. We decorated the classroom, then proceeded to MPH for the mascot competition and some presentation.. lalala, 3D didn't win the competition, only managed to get into the top8.=( But good job to everyone! For staying together, to create the unique mascot of 3D! haha. The other presentations was a bore.=/ School ended at 10.10am, chiong home.
While waiting for others, dozed off. Later painted my nails, brown-red for fingers and blue for toes. totally anyhow. Was bathing and my flower came off. haha! Polo tee with tie for everyone!=) hehehee, left home at around 3.30pm.. I look like a retard with high-waist shorts with polo tee and tie. hoho.

Have no idea where to go.. End up at lot1, wandering around, Mosburger to kill time and headed home at around 4.45pm to prepare things to ahma's place. off to ahma's place at around 6pm.. Steamboat for reunion dinner.. lalala, watched Red Cliff.. xiaoyi came and she passed me my piglet and patrick tee!=p yay! xiexie xiaoyi. Dayi arrived shortly.. lalala, went home at around 10.20pm.. Initial plan is to go home, then head for fireworks but failed.
End up watching Channel8 countdown which was a total failure. damn boring.=.= lucky that I wasn't in the theatre this year! HAHAHA. Seriously, mdc needs to improve. Please, get felicia chin back! lol.=) Yeah, they counted down to cny, I got no reaction. haha. wth. Bed only at 3.30am.

03 February 2011, one.
Out of bed already at 9am. because I wasn't told of the plan, I need to rush and left home at around 10.45pm.=.= sigh! Headed down to Bo Tien temple/elderly home. Prayed and visited the elderly.. Later, came back home. damn joke. I went to change my hairstyle and later left home again with another pair of heels.=.= lol. angbaos collection started then. Another 3temples visit again from around 11.45am.. Had vegetarian meeboon at the second temple and bumped into both ex-tuition teacher and Chee Cong at the last temple! LOL. damn qiao!=p After that, headed to ahma house.
rose-dress today, with 3.5inches black heels and ribboned hangbag + dslr. I'm carrying 2bags around today.. sigh! Bag too small..

ahma house, xiaoyi was there already, and arrived at the same time as dayi! haha. angbao collection, started having steamboat again, then later I dozed off while waiting for er-yi..=.= lol. I'm dozing off everywhere I goes. yea, then finally left ahma house at 3.30pm.. Home, everyone was here already. everywhere I go, I see angbao. But I feel that there's lesser angbaos this year, compared to the previous.=/ idk' how, I dozed off again at 5.30pm.. It's boring, boring. I didn't want to care, and really nap till 7pm. HAHA, who cares? Just in time for Red Cliff 2 at 7pm, which I only had dinner ALONE at 10pm. Such a wonderful reunion dinner with the air.=.=
大年初一睡午觉，I know..=.=

I'm 95% wandering around the house today, not knowing what to do. I want to conclude, cny' this year is another boring one. Its just seem like another typical holiday with homework to complete, and an occasion where all the relatives came from idk' where to our place. They talked as if they're speaking to someone in the space, in Mars.=.= The best thing is, they eat, play, gamble, watch, drink and everything here. When the clock strikes a particular time, they stood up, clear the dust off their bottoms and off they go. wth.=.= I think I shouldn't even have stayed at home tonight. I should have head down to amk with the rest of the felicians, for some mini gathering.=( I missed it once again. sigh!
Chinese new year is an absolute bore. Except that your wallet grows thicker by only 0.2mm.=.=
goodnight.!
Ivy.

new tuesday!=(

2011-02-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

hah. School as per normal.. Emaths, our new teacher was officially here this morning. he's damn gay and resemble super like Mr k.Lim! LOL! I think I want Mr Verma now.=/ Biology, we got back our test completed yesterday.. Ms Feng has real quick hands and legs, 28/35. Still not bad lah, could have done even better. Chemistry, test paper back too.. 19.5/25, room for improvements. Chinese was a total calamity. Paper back, I got 31/60. Oh crap. Furthermore, wasn't in the mood to listen to malaoshi talk today.. Funny thing was, my paper flew out of the classroom due to the strong wind. HAHA. I need to do something to my Chinese!=O SS, inference with purpose. CME about tmr's CNY celebration, Amaths started on Logarithms with Mr Jee. triple sigh!
oh, we got a new timetable. Still 3pm, 3pm, 2pm, 2pm, 12.30pm.=(

Lessons ended at 3pm, headed over to IMM with Chrystal, Yunshan and Shoon to get the CNY' decorations for tomorrow. But Chrystal left half way, anyhow bought 2decorations, 188 back shortly later. Decided to have my own dinner at 4.30pm before heading over for tuition. 3hours straight of EAmaths. total madness. My brain can't absorb anymore formulae at 7pm. Was doing Indices during Emath and Logarithms during Amaths. die. math ah math..=(
Headed home at 8pm, slack, and eventually dozed off while watching 9pm drama, awake at 10.40pm..=/

I have yet to touch my homework. I know, it's a long weekend/holiday, but well we're celebrating. I expected it. To simply spend my CNY' with school-related.. sigh!=( and, wth that tomorrow is already the Chinese new year EVE!!. seriously how time passed?!!! I have no idea what to do this year, I rejected Hweeshan's ticket to the theatre this year because idk' how. I'm tempted to go for fireworks, but its gonna be a super human jam. Staying at home, staring at the TV' is retarded, a bore. really, wth.=X how? I want to say, the handbook stated that there's an attire check in week5. End up, it's after CNY break. It's a good news, but you know what?? I cut my nails. Damn awesome, now my nails for cny' is super short! see lah.=.= sigh! Understood dslr a little more today.=)
I want to sleep. goodnight.
Ivy.

dslr ah, dslr..=(

2011-01-31T22:42:00.001+08:00

Since I'm here, I shall stop playing with my dslr and start typing here.
Sunday was a afternoon full of homework. Quite productive, decided to leave home at around 7pm to wait for dayi to come drive us.. was kana pissed at that time because the initial idea was to quickly go get the CNY' eve clothing, but they wanna go some idk what place.. Still headed down to Jurong Point, after many many shops, finally found the ideal tie at this shop after dinner.. 3.90bucks each, damn cheap. I got brown, green from spongebob, pink and black with designs for mrskrab and gorgor.. Then proceeded to get our polo tee.. This and that, dayi drove us home at around 10.30pm..
By the time I head to bed last night was already 1.30am!=O Because of bio.

School as usual. Heavy eyebags for left eye and slight eyebags for right eye. LOL. my eyebags' not equal!=.= Reading period was disturbed by Victoria.. She came to pass Yunshan and I the excuse letter then we headed down to SC room with Ms Loh to get our blazer..=p Ms Loh's finger, WOW. Shocking news. hahaha.=/ KOI is our Chicken essence. hah!
History, PE, Physics, Biology test, English and left school at 2pm for NUS high. damn lol, we firstly went to the wrong bus stop. Then it's already 2.20pm when we're waiting for 183.. End up, Yunshan and I cabbed down to NUS high.=.= 6.60bucks, wth. Was brought to the theatre while waiting for the others. The blazer I got is damndamn big.=/
Later, we went to the school hall for their Investiture which started at 3.15pm.

Seriously, their investiture is so much different from Shuqun's. WOW. Theirs was some sort of prize-giving, haha! The manpower they have, power.=O Yea, the councillors prepared a dance for us. Then we get to have buffet lunch, some interactions with the councillors, we assemble back at the theatre, followed by a school tour. idk' if I expected too much or what, NUS high wasn't as wonderful as I thought it is.=/ Except that they have lots of courts, Tennis court, netball court, they got a stadium, many many science labs.! lol! The tour around the school wasn't really successful because I can tell that the councillors wasn't really prepared.=X hah! Finished off everything at around 5.30pm.

Waited long for the bus. End up both of us walked all the way from NUSH to Clementi for KOI! yea, my idea.=/ Both chocolate milk tea and honey green tea today! YAY! MRT back to bukit batok, was queuing for 941 when mum told me she's at westmall. So, headed over to meet her and gorgor, bought dinner, waited for dayi to come fetch us.. I simply dozed off at the bench and mum was spam questioning me about feli's thing.. lol. Dinner, homework, and started playing with slr. Homework, bathe, this and that.
The biggest joke of the day.
I bought a DSLR, and I have no idea how to function it.=.= lol. I got less than 2days to master my skills and it's CNY. hoho. Someone, teach me how??=(

Today's quite tiring.. I shall head to bed earlier than last night. It's already the last day of January and I'm still struggling through school. how? My math, die. I seriously have no idea how am I going to survive this year.=(
Ivy.

DSLR, I'm mad!=))

2011-01-30T01:32:00.002+08:00

我感觉，我疯了。
I happily woke up only at 10.30am today, skipped tuition again. hahaha. initial plan.=X I got mac's breakfast then I started clearing/packing/cleaning my wardrobe.. mum kept nagging at me cause she felt that I'm too slow.. hahaha. Threw some clothes away, and my wardrobe is forever insufficient for me. I took like 2hours? haha. I still got my study table to pack.. sigh! No time for it.=( I counted. 4pairs of soft shoes (some threw away long ago), 2pairs of character shoes, 1pair of pointe shoe, 2character skirts, 1wrap skirt, 3tights, 5leotards, 1jazz pant, 1scurf and 1tutu. I used to spent so much on them, on ballet to just get one step closer to my dream. But now, I'm like hundred of steps away from it. Spent over thousands bucks on them, and ignoring everything now. How ironic.

Left home, down to Bugis, reached at 4pm. Eat for late lunch, some shopping and headed over to Sim lim square.. One shop is cheaper than another. WOW. Some hesitation, and I decided to get Sony ax290 instead of Canon 1000D. HAHAHA. Reason, Song is actually cheaper than Canon, and Sony is 14.1mp where Canon is 10.1mp which is worst than my current camera! lol. Yea, I just bought it.=) I know I'm mad, crazy, insane, whatever. But till now, I don't feel heart pain at all. Just that, I need time to play around with it to get use to it. hahaha. I end up getting another battery and the lens protector too! hah, and the guy gave me free screen protector for the camera "screen".. I wanna get another memory card and as day goes by, I'm super sure I'm going to get better and better lens!=p oh crap.
okay, frankly, gorgor is sharing cost with me. 685bucks, half each. Not bad lah hor.=p=D

Well, there goes my bursary. hahaha.=/
After that, headed to bugis street, main idea was to get tops of the similar design for all 4 of us during CNY eve. But I bought a shoulder bag instead. Bus service 2 down to Chinatown, but shortly later, we left for Vivocity.. lol, the crowd was damn super and it's drizzling.. No KOI today.=( oh, Mrs krab got a new phone too. I hell wonder where she got so much money??=/
Vivocity, our plan was to all get a polo tee, then we will wear coloured tie. End up, you say you want but later don't want.=.= wth. Shop around, went into Daiso. I went mad again. I got 2boxes, 1mini drawer, 1pair of knee guards, and 1pair of this thing for the heels. HOHOHO. Food republic for dinner, which was killer. So damn expensive.=/ haha. Walked around, and 188 home. hoho.

I know, I spent like running tap water today. Perhaps, its because it has been long since I last bought something for myself.. hah. I suppose to get my CNY clothing today, but I end up buying nonsenses.=.= Quite a fruitful day. For at least I can strike off "DSLR" from my wish list. After long, I finally got something for myself again. Somehow, a belated birthday gift from me to me. wow. and, I really feel bad for being mia' for so long from fruities. Hopefully I can seriously make it for the next gathering/meet up.=X I hope so. sigh!=(
I want to say, I totally ignored the books today, gonna entertain them tomorrow..=*( goodnight!
dslr, =) 愿望，是要自己去实现的。

loves,
Ivy.

lazyy..=(

2011-01-29T01:55:00.001+08:00

Lets see..
Monday, 24 January 2011.
Happy Birthday Diana.=)
History, PE was 5rounds around the soccer field..=/ Physics unit test that things we didn't cover appears. crap. Biology, English and Emaths test. killer.
Stayed back in school all the way till 6.30pm for CIP after the Science Centre Volunteer briefing. Kept seeing Felicia and Mr Low.. hahaha.. Sat there completing homework, reading with the stalker there. Then we saw Ms Loh and Mr Chew going home together. haha! gossip.=X damn boring Sinda CIP till 9.30pm..=(

Tuesday, 25 January 2011.
Emaths, Mr Verma had already finish marking the test paper. crap. My score was seriously damn wonderful..=( I really wonder why like that? Biology, mindmap again, Chemistry was lecture, Chinese was test which we only have 45mins instead of 1hour..=/ SS, CME then Amath. Went for dental again during Amath. hahaha.

Wednesday, 26 January 2011.
In the morning, Mrs Wee said that we can't attend the briefing at Science Centre in the afternoon because our forms were submitted late. lol.
Physics SPA was damn boring with Mr Tan tc and we had to survive 2hours.!=/ We did the pendulum test. Emaths, CME, Chinese was article on 715 and Assembly.. Sudden attire check during assembly.=/ Oh, I got this invitation notice from Victoria, that both Yunshan and I were to represent the SC'/school for the NUSH Investiture on Monday.. hoho, I want NUS without H lah.=( lol.
I didn't manage to see Mr Elfie and it's his last day today!=( Farewell Mr Elfie! Hopefully the wishes board from 1Do9' touched you.=)

Because we're unable to attend the Volunteer briefing, I end up attending Dance. I went, then Joslyn told me SYF practice for the day is cancelled.=/ lol. I end up chit-chatting with people, do E-maths.

Thursday, 27 January 2011.
Serious swollen eyes.=X This time round, its damn terrible one. It's as if someone bashed me up. Chemistry started new chapter, Amaths, History.. Ms Pang mentioned Felicia Chin during English, everyone turned and stared at me.=O End up, it's the other Felicia Chin that she's referring to! LOL.=/ "you mean the actress??" Ms Pang commented, "Oh please, she can't even write to save herself!" wah!=( then Chinese and FT. I think today was quite okay.. Surprisingly, 3D11' class tee was ready!=O Blue with yellow and white wording, not too bad.. hehehee.. I'm glad that the class tee can make it in time for the first inter-class on Monday..=) yay! FT, the councillors were seriously trying hard to organise the class for class outing! lol. Class chalet that seems impossible. No harm trying, but I know we gonna fail the plan. hahaha. super quick lunch. Dance, where we finished off the first part of the dance for SYF. wow!=p Skipped Amaths tuition.

Somewhere at 7.15pm, I received Jessie messages.. "Feli at MBS." "Me lj hui si rushing over." Strangely, what came to my mind was not to quickly change, leave home and head down to MBS with them but was homework and tests, how? Really weird to have such mind-sets. Well, it's feli. How long it has been since we last met? 01 January at gathering. That was before she cut her hair again, 1month ago. sigh! No more her during CNY this year, meeting her this year is like rare chances and I missed it. I know.
人生中，是没有两全其美的。总要牺牲一些东西。。So, I decided to sacrifice her this time round because I wasn't sure if she's really there anyway. Oh well, there's always another chance. 自我安慰。=*(

Friday, 28 January 2011.
Duty in the morning, I did the lower file record today.. hohoho, damn embarrassing I suppose. Reason, I hardly do the file.. Then, was at the stairs, waiting for 3D then Mr Ong walked pass.. He was staring at my swollen eyes and wanted to send me home because he felt that it's damn serious. I sort of end up arguing with him to not send me home.. HAHAHA. Super hilarious! Yea, I "won" and returned to class for English. hohoho. English vocab test, then Physics, I got 12/20 for the previous test. I knew it, I sucks at Physics.=( SS, SBQ.! Then Amaths that idk how to do again.. sec3 math is total killer.=*( Sat for Chemistry test after school, and eventually check through once only due to Dance at 1pm.. Grab some snacks and headed to dance.

I always missed out warm-ups. HAHA.=p We continued from the previous lessons, I forgotten my knees guard and I think I injured my right knee.=O 1/3 or half of the second part is done! Spilt, leg-fan, Arabesques, double-Pirouettes, Allegros, all the ballet moves appeared.. I realised, it has been a long time since I practiced them too.=/ Contemporary dance for SYF, I think I love it. hehehe.. Dance was extended till 4pm today. Mdm Su briefed us about our March holiday dance schedule and it's total madness.=(
I came home, I nap from 6pm, all the way till 10pm. hahah, and I skipped Emaths tuition today. I felt sososo damn tired. Never so tired before.

I'm feeling damn lazy. I planned to skip my postponed tuition tomorrow too. hah! I seriously need a super break.=( My things for CNY are yet done. I got this feeling that I might as well spend my CNY studying.=.=
Thanks Hweeshan for sharing her photo last night with me.. I feel that she's slimmer now.. But idk if it's her hairstyle or what. a whole long list of tasks.. bye.
Ivy.

反省反省一下。。=(

2011-01-25T21:15:00.006+08:00

放弃了，后悔了。怎么办？
失去的东西/机会，往往都找不会来了。。
I actually did so awesomely for my Emath. Was it the teacher or was it the student?
This cannot continue. Buck-up, please. Be motivated, get inspired. You know very clearly of the environment of your classroom, so please don't lag behind. Find back your motivation, to study, to do even better.
less than 8points for Olevel, VJC, remember?
jiayouus, don't doubt yourselves.
Ivy.

home-home.=(

2011-01-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Life is like a roller coaster; up and down, up and down.
There will be times, times where I want to give up because the ride is too scary, too hectic.
I fear that I cannot cope.

Home-home day.
My plan to wake up at 9am for homework failed. I woke up only at 11.30am, sitting in front of Channel8, Let it Shine till 1pm. You know, all her repeated dramas have ended.=( sigh! Multi-tasking actually, rushing to complete Mr Elfie's farewell board/card. Yaya, mum cooked lunch. Then homework, online, art and craft, wander around the house, homework, online, homework, lalalala. Douceline came at around 5pm.. hoho. Later, everyone went to Jurong Point while I stayed at home for homework. Pathetic much.=( this and that, that's my day. Dinner was waffle and some sushi. hahaha. oh, mum got me a pair of new Skinnyy..=p
super sigh! No mood to study for Physics and Emaths test tomorrow. I gonna flunk everything, especially when both requires calculation.=/ I regretted taking physics!=(

I wanna buy DSLR, because gorgor is sharing cost with me.=D I wanna buy more clothing and heels/shoes for cny. I need to get new bags because my Adidas bag is dying.=X I'm tempted to get the new Adidas bottle. I wanna pack my wardrobe before cny.
I WANNA BUY TIME, PLEASE.
Because I require time to accomplish all of the above. Especially to wonder around, hunting for a ideal and cheaper DSLR and clothing before cny.=( sigh.
I wonder, 她受了什么刺激？为什么把头发剪得怎么短？还是因为“希望”？ Well, I remembered she said so before and she really did.=O
Ivy.

one week..=(

2011-01-23T01:17:00.002+08:00

有时候，我真的真的很想放弃。。心想着，fail 就 fail， so what?
可是始终放不下。。因为，我不敢想像 F9 的可怕！
A 和 B，已经是个习惯了，不是吗？
I cannot collapse at this point of time.

I woke up at 6am+, thinking that I overslept for school and that's the end. But today is a Saturday!=.= Went back to sleep till 9.55am, lalalala.. Homework, I completed english and some amaths which were hell. Left home at 3.15pm.. Headed down to Bugis to get some stocks, then gorgor eventually decided to get me a dress as birthday present!=) Well, from either a Adidas bag or jacket (from Korea) to a Bugis Street dress of 15bucks, damn pathetic.=( hahahahaa..
Later, bus down to Chinatown.. The crowd was damn awesome! Bought some CNY goodies only.. Had KOI, and porridge for dinner. Then MRT home. I swear I'm going down to Chinatown again before cny!=p
I saw Ms Shirlyn Hong and that we-dislike girl from dance!=O

It has been one week, and I'm still receiving birthday gifts! hahaa, thanks hweeting jiejie for the piglet + pooh towel and ballerina bear!=) Thanks gorgor for my cny' dress too! hahhaa.=) but still sigh! Adding the never-wear-before clothing in my wardrobe, I only have 3dresses for CNY. Where got enough?? The problem is, I don't even have the time to really go shopping.=( oh and, 650bucks for Canon 1000D SLR. Worth it or not??=/ I wanna get a new camera this year!=p
That creepy stalker girl, seems to be targeting me!=X She's liking my solo photo with feli, my status.. although it's one or two only, but it can act as an warning sign.=/ crap. Mum knows about it and she wanna go to the police!. HAHAHA.

Wondering if I should continue homework or sleep??
Ivy.

For the sake so..=(

2011-01-22T02:02:00.003+08:00

1.14am. I'm here wide wake, trying to revive this place. I'm blogging for the sake of so. Obviously, I didn't blog during the week because I'm damn loaded with homework and assignments. stress or not, idk.=/ I don't want eyebags.=(

13 January 2011, Thursday.
School, that I don't remember a thing.=/ I only knew that I wasn't feeling well already when I reached home from school. I think I napped, complete homework except amaths, fever came and I simply sleep at 11pm till 5am the next day.
and then, I was officially ill. Fever, sore throat, cough and flu. wonderful.

14 January 2011, Friday.
Despite not feeling well, I still dragged my heavy body to school. Duty and lessons, then decided to give dance a miss since I don't even have the energy to dance. No point turning up, but for attendance.. I know. I took a nap again, then I decided to skip Emaths tuition too.. Totally ponning lessons day!=/ Then 6pm, I received Jessie's message asking if I'm at tuition. However I told her I skipped, and she eventually asked me out with the fruities and mogu. This and that, finally left home at 7pm but I spent 20min waiting for a bus, but still managed to meet them before 8.30pm at Bugis.. We decided to settle dinner at Nanxiang Steamed bun restaurant, had some dumpling noodle soup with shared side dishes like tofu and xiaolongbao.. Well, we only had dinner at 9pm, then people close at 10pm. hahah!

Lijuan, Liqing, Huisi, Hweeshan and Jessie were singing birthday songs for me, and the people were packing to close shop alr! haha. Later, we decided to head over to National Library to celebrate.. We had the mango cake there, some talking, took photos and we left at around 11.05pm. hehehe.. MRT home, and I really spent my 12am on public transport.. MRT, on the way to Bukit Batok..=.= lol! But really lucky I took the last train!=/ yea..
Then, I reached home at 12.15am with the gate unlocked and I knew what's gonna happened. Surprisingly, I opened the door with mum and Mrs krab standing there and singing birthday song for me with a cake in their hand! awwwww...~ so sweeet of them!=) hahaha, took photos and I stayed awake till 3am. WOW. haha.=p
Thanks fruits and mogu for the evening!=) Thanks mum and mrskrab!=)

oh, and gorgor went to Korea today. Taking my iPhone there too..=( sigh!

15 January 2011, Saturday.
Awoke at 9am+.. Was still running a temperature, lalala, left home at 11am, 188 to Harbourfront interchange.. We had fish porridge at the hawker centre there, before taking the Sentosa bus into Sentosa.. lalala.. Spent some time walking around, exploring new shops at Waterfront Station.. Mum bought me marshmallows forming my name and 15. HAHAHA!=p Then finally we entered Universal Studios Singapore at around 2.30pm..
Stepped into it, not really WOW.=.= But got a little feeling of not being in Singapore.. We started off with the Madagascar part, to Far Far Away, and so on till we end at New York City?? Seriously, one whole round and we spent less than 3hours. Awesome! hahaha. I think we broke the record.=p

Frankly, the entire USS and I tried only 1 thing. ONE. which is the Shrek4D ride or whatever.. Well, that's nothing special. hahaha. Ya, I know.. We wasted our tickets, but well it's FREE after all..=/ Suay enough, rain started to pour at around 4.30pm when we were still walking to the Sci-fic part or whatever.. We then just stay around the shelter areas but eventually gave up and start walking under the rain.. lol. Yea, then was spamming hunting for things to spend on with the vouchers given.. I end up getting 2 star pens and a ginger bread man! HAHA! Thanks mum!=p I also have no idea why I want that ginger-bread-man.. lol! Make friends with piglet la hor??
Then, we totally gave up at 5pm, heading back to Vivo City.. HAHAHAH.

Decided to have Sakae Sushi for dinner, we spent 2hours eating.. Then mum was urging me to get my CNY clothes, but I simply refuse to.. Because I was half dead.. Feeling damn ill, took 188 home and that I almost vomited on mum's head after 10mins of journey.. HAHAHA. I waited till 12am for 16 January before I start doing housework in the middle of the night! HAHA. mad lah. but I need Sunday for homework.=/
My thoughts of the day, Singapore money too much to have USS.=.= Waste time, waste money, waste resources! HAHAHA.=D I shouldn't even have agreed to spend my birthday there..=( &, a bigbig THANKYOU to everyone.=))

16 January 2011, Sunday.
I woke up at 11am. After lunch, it was a spam homeworking day!=X Yea, all that I could remember was homework. hahaha.

17Janary 2011, Monday.
Another monday.=( There was a English vocab test today, which I got full marks.=) Because we all got tips from Ms Pang.. LOL!
oh, Cheling made me a birthday card and bought me a little gift.=) Yunshan got me the small yet expensive piglet that I long wanted!=p He got me a domo purse and home econ apron! LOL!. Nevertheless, thanks everyone for the wishes be it belated or not, the gifts and everything!=) I shall find a time, gathered all my birthday gifts and take a group photo! lol.

18 January 2011, Tuesday.
We got Amaths test. My first ever Amaths test in my life. But I knew the result, I was killed in that 45min test.=/ sucks.

19 January 2011, Wednesday.
idk' what happened. We wasted 1 out of the 2hour of Physics because half of the class went for health-check ups. hahaha. cool. lalalala. I got my Fairprice CIP certificate during Assembly..=) I went for CCA, dance today!=p But later, I was told that actually SYF dancers will not have trainings on Wednesday because the Speechday and Danceworks people need the space. haha. But we still did intensive training, get scoldings, discussions and we were dismissed already at 4pm instead of 4.30pm. hahaha. cool.
After CCA, headed down to Westmall popular to get materials for art and craft once again for Mr Eflie's farewell.=(

gorgor came home with my iPhone, bought lots of SNSD's stuffs. A necklace/keychain and a top/dress for me. WOW.=p

20 January 2011, Thursday.
Eventually have a meeting with all the 1Dians of 2009 during recess. hahaha, they actually knew the news before I told them so.. shocking.=/ idk what happened in school.=/ I did super marvellously for my amaths test! 14/25..=*( Yea, we have been discussing about classtee for this 2weeks.. Finally it's settled. Then, sec3 camp on the 11th March to 14th. I volunteered for the Science Center, just for 20hours of CIP. Had a conference call or whatever you called it with Chialing and Andaman unknowingly due to big-small news..=/
Amaths tuition in the evening.

21 January 2011, Friday.
Duty, lessons. I volunteered again, to do CIP for the Singda Registration on the 24 January in the evening. The entire class or rather level is mad about CIP. Simply because everyone wants to hit 100hours this year for that 1point, for Olevel. LOL! I find ourselves damn hilarious.=/ In lower secondary days, we find all kind of excuses to skip CIP but now, we find all excuses to do CIP in upper sec' days. LOL. what were we thinking then??=X
I was called for dental during Amaths, that now idk what's Mr Verrma teaching..=/ Science center CIP briefing after school, I need to skip CCA on wednesday now.. 20hours of CIP, I'm somehow in a dilemma.=/ CCA, damn nice!=) Intensive body stretching/conditioning and we started our choreography already today instead of next week..=p Now, SYFs are needed for all Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. kill me la hor.=(

Emaths tuition today. Indices is killing me!=/ I find even my emaths is demoting!=/ die lah. So many algebra, so many fractions and number. I feel like giving up. and the problem with double maths is that I tends to mix them up and I don't even know which chapter is which maths.=/ mad. Then, I spent 2hours slacking, watching television. oh, Mr Max was asking me about feli suddenly.. I was stunned because I, myself, don't even really know what's she's up to recently! hahaa.. and, he thought I wanna go VJC due to feli. LOL.=/
My weekend gonna be another flooded one. sucks. I have been coughing for like 1 soild weeks and I'm glad that I have finally uploaded all photos to facebook. Mum is no longer working from tomorrow onwards, meaning lesser housework!=) hahahaha.
I shall end with this, goodnight.=) ps. everyone told me she cut her hair!=O I have totally lost track of everything.=/

loves,
Ivy.

Horrible crap..=(

2011-01-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

School Stress Syndrome?
But it has been 5days, and the freaking clinic closed at 12.30pm today. Piles of homework incomplete.
Well done!
Ivy.

15years on the 15th..=)

2011-01-15T02:38:00.002+08:00

Thanks mum and mrs krab for the surprising surprise!=) Although I predicted it on the way home.. hehehe.. Piglet cake, not easy to get one yet they done it in a day.. Thanks many mummy!=) But I blew the candle, cut the cake and didn't eat.. Because I shall leave it till tomorrow for some reasons..=p oh, and mum got 2cards into one to make an ang bao! WOW.=O
Then, thankyou Lijuan, Liqing, Huisi, Hweeshan and Jessie for the last minute dinner celebration this evening! I mean 14 January 2011. Although it's a last minute one, but really thankyou for all the effort and treat!=) Thanks for the dinner, for the mango cake and everything!=p
I'm blessed!=)
Of course, thanks everyone for the wishes, be it through Facebook, SMS, twitter, plurk or anywhere else.. 谢谢大家！=)

well, I will be back.. because I have had lost track of my blog and facebook. lol.

loves,
Ivy.

luxury..=)

2011-01-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

The pathetic piglet head that dropped off.=(

A total wow day. Glad that I actually have the luxury to chat on MSN today, surf the net, etc.. Afterall, I think that week2 is actually not as hectic as week1. Perhaps because I missed lessons on the first 2days of school, that I need to catch-up asap.. Homework this few days seems much but so little. lol, but because I don't have the heart to study this few weeks.=/ like total slack.. Wednesday seems to be the best school day, excluding Assembly and CCA.=X

4periods of Physics, total madness. Was dozing off when Mr Tan wasn't teaching..=/ We were told about some SPA thing, and guess what. We're starting our Physics Olevel folio anything this month. wth??! Totally not prepared.=/ sigh! Emaths, Mr Verma is damn hilarious. Just to make us memories this formula, he said he will simply randomly ask us anytime.. He may just call us, asked at the corridors, etc.. LOL.=.= Recess then CME. Discussion on class decorations, Chinese we did Thought-after-reading-this-news-article composition.. haha, 2.5pages, many people said I wrote a lot.=/ Assembly, rubbish talk. dozing off.=/ hahaha. Ms Pang said she can't see my socks today. lol. It's that length everyday!=O

Had this Out of school experience survey, followed by a maths test till 3pm after school. Headed for dance after that, Joslyn was here today instead. Spent some time discussing about Dance tee too.. wow! But the 3Dians were discussing about our own class tee! HOHOHO.=/ lalala, CCA till 4.30pm and home. I think it's the usual routine at home.
Mr Tan was speaking to both Garda and I after the survey/ test. Because we were once the top students of 1Do9', I suppose. wow. Seriously, when he broke out the news, I was wondering something's wrong.. Luckily it's not that bad.=/
lalalala, goodnight. Shall start off with my Emaths weekend homework..=p &I got lots of photos to upload, that I'm lazy to do so..

loves,
Ivy.

another celebrations..=)

2011-01-11T23:52:00.001+08:00

I thought I have to burn the midnight oil tonight, but I eventually finished up all the homework. wow. hahaha.
Today school was as usual. Luckily the ants didn't have my breakfast today. I predicted so, Mr A.Tan was talking to us about Olevel in the morning. lol. Emaths, Biology, Chemistry, Chinese, SS', CME, Amaths. Mr Verma was damn joke. He was criticising our work throughout both Emaths and Amaths lessons. LOL. wasting so much thing, is it that necessary??=.= Bio, Ms Feng talk till I was almost dozing off.=/ Chemistry, we had some experiments with oxygen and fire. lol. Chinese was nothing much, SS' was just watching the past of Singapore, CME, we were to come up with a list of deep-sets inauspicious acts. lol. mad. btw, managed to register for my IC during recess because no one informed 3D again.. Thankfully the people have yet to pack up and leave.=/

Headed home after school at 3pm. Heavy bags.
Nap for 20mins, spent the late afternoon on maths, had maggi, walk here and there.. Then finally left home at 6pm to meet mummy and aunts at IMM at 6.30pm. We went into Ajisen but later came out again to The Cafe Cartel.. Yummy dinner, of course with dayi and family, xiaoyi and xiaoyi zhang with mum, gorgor, mrs krab and spongebob.=p I think it suppose to be my birthday dinner but doesn't seems so. hahhaa. After that, went around shopping and bought egg tarts for breakfast..=p Finally left at 9.30pm for home..
Chiong homework. I realised I'm having the stupid idk what maths survey test tmr at 2pm. sigh! Then I have to go for CCA, no break at all. sighh..=(

People is trying to book me. But I'm sorry, my things are really here and there.. I can't confirm my schedule at all.=/ and now, mum's having off on the 15th January! hohoho.
Wednesday is here. goodnight.
I wonder, why she went to airport??.
Ivy.

sighsigh!=(

2011-01-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

I need to start blogging, before i owe this place debt. totally sigh!

Saturday, 08 January 2011.
damn joke. I'm needed to meet the councillors in the school canteen at 8am but I woke up at 8.39am! LOL. Spam messaging Felicia.. In the end chiong to school, reaching at 9.15am.. hahaha. Duty in the hall, to guide the parents and students but end up talking to Ms Pang about school things with Andaman and Chialing.. lol! After that, was assigned another duty to stand at the stairs to separate parents and students to ISH and basketball court. But they seriously just go down to the basketball court, ignoring the ISH.=O Later, went around to distribute water with Felicia and stayed with Modern Dance CCA. lousy lah dance.=/ Nothing to display, nothing there, people walked pass, you stare at me.. I stare at you.=.= lol. I end up giving flyers and chatting with Cheling. haha.

Till around 11am, dance packed up. Shifted to the canteen to chat with Cheling while waiting for de-brief with SC. De-brief with Mr Chua, he don't even understand what I'm talking about.=.= lol. Out of school, headed home to sleep till 2pm. After long, decided to have maggi for lunch and spammed making card for dayi due to last minute birthday dinner for her.=p A card within 1hour, not bad ah. No need to chiong for nights, cool.=/
Later, went to NTUC to get drinks, bought cake and dayi zhang came to drive us to their place. Joanna and her bf was there already.. Helped dayi in all kind of cutting, the Abalone, chilli, lime, crab meat, etcetc.. lalala.. The kitchen was in a mess! hahaha.

Finally at 6.30pm, we had dinner. Steamboat with Curry chicken!=p yay! I think I went mad. Drank a total of 3packets of drink, 1.5hour of steamboat dinner.. I just sat there, eating and eating.. HAHAH! But no rich and noodle, just the dishes still okay lah.. But I still prefer mum's curry.=p lalala, Joanna's family came to.. So went into the living room, trying hard to study history but failed. End up playing with Douceline, then folding Douceline's clothes for her.=p Was planning to go get KOI, but didn't. LOL. Cutting of cake at around 10.15pm.. hehehe.. joke lor. Dayi got 2 identical birthday presents!=O Just that one is rose gold, the other is silver. hohoho.
Later, dayi zhang drove us home at around 11.10pm.. hehehe..

Sunday, 09 January 2011.
After long, finally crawl out of bed at 12pm. hahaha. Because he already bought chicken rice, AGAIN, for us so didn't went downstairs for lunch. End up like idiot, housework after housework, homework after lunch.. Till around 4pm, cab down to Clementi AGAIN, just to get that pathetic English oral book recommended by Ms Pang.=/ I feel so rich cabbing to Clementi, 7bucks flew.=X Instead, I headed for KOI in a bee line! lol, thankfully the queue wasn't long..=p 2 large honey green tea, 1 medium chocolate milk tea..=p Went hunting for my phone's casing while waiting for my drinks.. because my casing just cracked the previous night.=( Didn't really managed to find one, till I went around the pasamalan area with KOI. hahaha.

Went to Big Bookshop to get the books, rounds and rounds that I didn't see the books until I asked the lady. Luckily I asked and not got the wrong book or waste my trip there.=p hohoho. Spent years waiting for the bus, but it wasn't here after 20mins so decided to take MRt instead. To westmall, went to take passport photo for my IC. lol. Damn hilarious photo.=.= The waiting time was 1hour!=.= So went for dinner at koufu, shop around, bought breakfast and finally it's ready.=.= time wasting.
Home, this and that.. Continue homework, studied History and English till late at night.. yawnnn..=(

Monday, 10 January 2011.
Term 1, week 2.
Today was damn suay?=/ I woke up in the morning, with the kitchen's light spoilt. wth. Life without light really sucks. Looking into the mirror, combing my hair, I look like some ghost.=/ LOL. Until mum woke up, to fix the light for us! yay!=p gorgor lah, go play with the light last night.=.= how old alr.. Then, was filling up my bottle, and the water have ants swimming inside.. After that, I wanted to have my breakfast. Guess what. The ants ate/were eating my bread again! wth!=.= ntimes. Some more it's 4bucks worth of breadtalk. wahlao, causing me to starve throughout school.=( idiot ants.
Then I left home too early for school..

Lessons as usual. History was nice. PE was lol. Height and weight, I NEVER GROW TALLER AT ALL. stuck at 152cm. wtf.=( 3years already. sigh!=( Physics, Mr Tan wasn't in and we did work that we are unclear of.=/ Biology, Ms Feng was talking crap? Totally outside textbook. lol. English was usual lessons. No maths as we went for this Pompeii visit at National Museums.
Lunch break before setting off. We reached, lalala and visited the Pompeii. We watched a short video for the Pompeii in 3D which doesn't seems like 3D.=.= Then walking around the Museums, seeing all the artifacts, this and that.. Not bad but boring, just like some ancient thing. lol! Because I left my camera in my bag, in school, I took lots of photos with iPhone. lol.=.= Yea, finished off at around 4pm. Then had this luxury to walk around the other gallery.. Went into the Family and food gallery.. hehehe..

and, saw many couples taking wedding photos.. Everyone was damn curious, lol! Then I realised, it's actually where The Wedding Game filmed their last scene.. and maybe where xhddk filmed the wedding shoot scenes.. hmm, interesting.=p Left the museums at around 4.45pm for school.. After a distance, I dozed off on the bus. HAHA. Get out bags, home via bus due to the rain. I came home, dozed off for another 30mins.. Homework, bathe, homework, dinner, homework, TV, online. WOW. 梁小乐！！~ hahahha. cute.=p
Thankfully, there's lesser homework today that I can be here. hehe.

Alright, registration of ICs tomorrow. WOW. I'm a grown up with IC very soon! lol. sigh! Shall head off to bed earlier if possible, damn reluctant to study Chem' and Bio today.. sigh! goodnight soon..=)

Mogu,
Whatever it is, accept it. Nothing's gonna change the fact that that's your results. 知足常乐，accept what it is because you never knows what's going to happen after that. I have no idea what your result is, but remember every failure is one step closer to success. It may not be a bad thing that you didn't hit your target, because it can acts as another motivation for you to work even harder the next time. Nobody succeed throughout his/her life, there's always time when one didn't do well. So, don't worry! This is not the end, but a new beginning. Be motivated by your current result, have confidence in yourselves and I believe you will be even better in everything in the future!=)
加油加油，再加油！

loves,
Ivy.

something called stress..?=(

2011-01-09T01:33:00.001+08:00

Eyebags.
Thankyou very much sec3 life.
Ivy.

first weekk..=(

2011-01-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

I'm back.

Wednesday, 05 January 2010.
Second day of Orientation. Was helping Deddy to paste all the class labels on the table before heading to the SC', then to ISH for flag-raising.. Thanks god I bumped into Liangjun on the way for plasters!=p ISH, lalala.. We started off with Team Building games. The sec1s was making a din! Rosanna was shouting and shouting.=/ In the end, 3 games, the entire Normal stream only finish 2games. 1/4 won the Charades. hahaha.=p Time for recess, then Mr Samy came to scold the 1/4 councillors, which is us. The thing is, this particular guy injured himself outside school, and we have asked him ntimes if he need first aid and he said no. Then Mr Samy came to scold us for not treating the sec1s well. LOL.=.=
Then, was Fun Learning Programme for them.. This, again. the boring study styles, lalala.. But all the councillors had breaks at the canteen!=p ate mee soto with yunshan..

Headed back to AVA room, some talking, we slacked or rested in the canteen.. Mainly, everyone was cui already.=/ Till around 11am, we were told to return to our in-charged class for the class logo and motto brainstorming. lalala. 1/4 wasn't responding again till Felicia came in to entertain them.. However, they responded once or twice, and dead. LOL. sigh! Odwin end up being super pissed off by them.=/ Later, we headed over to ISH for a Music Exposure by the Band. hahaha. Again, they went down to canteen for lunch break before Sports Bazaar. Damn joke. After that, we brought them up to ISH again for a briefing. up, down, up, down. Good exercise. LOL.=.= 20mins of so, they came down again to indoor basketball court for the Sports Bazaar. We left them unattended, back to AVA room, councillors started playing blow wind blow and Wacko. lol. I sat there, reading, dozing off. HAHA.

Around 2.30pm, back to MPH. Each class took some class photos with the assigned councillors, with their class motto and logo. Some de-brief for the sec1s, prize presentation, cheer from the councillors and byebye. While the SC' stayed back for a lot of hilarious photo takings, then followed by de-brief in the AVA room. de-brief simply goes up to 2hours that day, sharing, thoughts, suggestions, etc.. hohoho. Left the school only at 5.15pm. Headed home, homework, homework and homework. worn out.=(

Well, end of Sec1 Orientation. I was starting to love it, to enjoy it and it ended just like that. Reading all the feedback forms, I realised many of them, like us, wants orientation to be longer than 2days. Moreover, I think we didn't do a good job, but many still thanked us in the form, complimented us, and even the school. WOW.=O There's seriously many room for improvement!=p Oh, we scolded them somehow, but they didn't blame us!=O wah. I was really glad that when they finish school that afternoon, they actually smile at you, wave to you. lol! There's this guy from 1/4, he came up to me and asked if CCA is compulsory! HAHAH. cute lor. Some of them even remembered me after the orientation. hehehe..

Thursday, 06 January 2010.
Officially back to lessons. Was a total blur sotong in class today. Flag-raising only, and idk' where to sit. Chemistry in the lab.. I actually walked up to Mrs Wee, trying to get the missing handouts and worksheets, but going up to the teacher instead of your buddy for them was unwanted, was actually one of her rules! LOL. joke. lalala, lessons just go on. Amaths, Mr Verma started teaching inverse Matrixs that I hell understand nothing. He's talking to the board again and wasn't talking clearly. I totally have no idea what he was doing. god.=( History, separated to 3A. Somehow a 2B unites. LOL!=D A very huge class we have, did partner work on Chapter 1-3 with Diana throughout the lessons. English, Ms Pang. I'm afraid of her, frankly. She resembles like sweetie pie.=/

Chinese, I was in ma-lao-shi's class. no more Ms Fang!=( sad. We started the first ke-wen, discussions and things.. I submitted Holiday homework and ma lao shi asked me what's that. wth!=/ lol! Form teacher period, some admin stuff and Ms Pang asked me to change seats with Gwen.=( sigh! hahah. Halfway through, we actually headed down to Dance Studio for individual Photo taking!=/ I thought it was a class photo.. sigh! I look damn weird, I suppose.=( We were released at 2.45pm instead of 2pm!=(
Anyway, end up having Curry chicken noodle in school for lunch with Yunshan and Cheling. lol! We aim to finish trying all the food served in the canteen by 2011 ends. LOL!=.= We are like some jokers.
Headed home, I dozed off before leaving home at 6.45pm for Popular then Bukit Batok CC.

I reached CC, damn crowded. Registered, but stood there waiting for mum and gorgor. We were only seated at 7.10pm? HAHAHA. Table 18, 1 missing. 6 out of 9 of us were from PEPS. WOW.=O Shocking. Cheling, Aaron, Yongwei, Jiayan, etc.. I also saw Yanru, Pamela, Alice Wengping, etcetc.. Sadly, everyone knows each other, but all pretended that we are strangers.=( Waited for the PM/MM/ whatever to finish talking, then bursary presentations.. After long, it's my turn.. HOHOHO. After everything ended, headed for roti prata dinner with mum while I study SS. Studied Physics and SS throughout the night till 1am.=(
Thankyou MOE for your 350bucks.! However, it's never enough for me! LOL.=p

Friday, 07 January 2010.
Typical Friday school, no flag raising ceremony. There wasn't any duty today, and starts only next week.. meaning, I get to miss around 10mins of English! yay..=X I'm sitting with Xuzhou now.. English, but Ms Pang spent around 10mins doing admin stuff. I was selected to go for this Maths survey test next Wednesday, and Pompeii excursion is on Monday. wow.=O English, expectation/introduction slides, Pompeii worksheet and slides.. hahah. well, it's 1.5hour of English and it wasn't enough to finish everything!=/ ohgod. Physics, Mr Tan KB. wah. I think he's still the same as sec1. lol! and, he speak/teach till damn fast today! Think I got tons to catch up!=( SS, Mr Low seems quite nice! hahaha, we started on chapter1. Which seems so History.. I think it suppose to be like that.=/

Recess. Then Amaths. Yay-ness, I understand Matrices now! Thanks yunshan for the here and there help.=p Then Mr Verma was commenting on how I present my work base on my homework. please lor, my work have always been like this since at least last year.=/ then my answers, x = 1 / x = 2. But he said no, dont use /.. Separate into two line instead. LOL? Ms Loh told us to do that!=/ idk what now.
Lunch, and CCA. Dance starts at 1pm, but we went only at 1.30pm. LOL. I didn't even dance today. We had some visual auditions. The entire CCA dance was split into 3groups. I was in the SYF group!=p Which I suppose to be looking forward to. The other two, Danceworks 2011 and Speech Day/ other performances. hehehe.. But I'm separated from Cheling and Yunshan. sigh!

I always wanted SYF. Now that I got the chance, I gonna cherish it. I gonna treat it like I treat SQ85. No skipping of trainings unless reasonable. well, goodluck to me. Choreography lessons shall starts 2weeks from now!=/ CCA ended at 3pm.
Headed home. Here and there, I dozed off again. Managed to woke up at 5pm, for tuition at 6.30pm. sigh! Lijuan was at Bukit Batok and I could not meet her.=( Sorry mogu! Tuition today was okay, I still sucks at Indices.=( Master formula seems interesting! HOHO. lol. home, spam chiong last night's breakout at xinmsn. Luckily managed to finish ep24 before ep25 starts on TV. Well, that's the end of it. You die, I die, Everyone die. Simply seems like The Golden Path. mdc seriously need to improve, the dramas are getting bad to worst.=/ Too shocking, I actually watched all 25eps!=/ wah.

Okay, school tomorrow still. sigh! That I can't join fruits and foodie for K this weekend!=*( CCA fair. I gonna be with SC', then CCA dance. I gonna die man. Lucky I have yet to wash my school shoes and uniform. haha. Student life. Weekend still need visit school. Please don't happen on the 15th. I gonna go crazy. lol.
My eye lids are getting heavier and heavier. goodnight!
Ivy.

开学咯！=(

2011-01-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

It's not that I'm too free that I'm here now.. Its that I'm stuck at my even-question-number Amaths that I decided for a break. Hopefully I can solve them after this break. lol.
First day of school, I'm cui already. Sec1 Orientation was seriously no joke. damn damn damn tiring. ohgod. Really thanks god its cut down to 2days instead of 4. hohoho. Well, there's another super super last long day of sec1 Orientation tomorrow. Tomorrow's is total madness, I suppose. But I think the SCs doesn't have to involve much.=p

Finally, out of bed at 4.45am. like mad, headed to school at 6am. Mum woke up at 5.15am and thought I'm over-excited for school that I woke up so early..! LOL.=.= I said I got Orientation today, need to reach school early.. She was like, your Orientation forever won't finish de hor? LOL. yea..=.= and, I got barely 5hours of sleep. I was in bed at 12.30am already last night, but I only managed to sleep at 1am? Then waking up at 1.40am, 3am.. wth.=/ I guessed because I'm worried that I will overslept. hehe.
We got SC attire check in the ISH. I passed. Obviously, when I pin up my fringe today.=.= and, since I didn't eat my shoes first, it ate me up. My ankle area got skins peeled off. yucks, painful.=(

The sec1s are early.. Later, headed to MHP area for duty to give directions at around 7.10am.. lalala. All the sec3 males in long pants. Okay, seriously somehow not used to it and with the long pants, everyone seems to grow tallerrrr!~=( sigh! lol. Then, Deddy asked Yunshan and I to be the god of the door during the entire period in ISH. lol. so many talks, till 8.30am that we brought them back to classrooms. They got their time with their teachers, we headed to SC room for a short briefing.. Later, we joined the sec1s for recess at 9am. The food and drinks now is damn cheap and I believe it's much nicer! HOHO.=p
9.30am to 12.10pm was our session with them. Ice breakers game like Wacko, Name Chain but we end up playing Blow wind blow! hahaha. Introductions to school song, mission, vision, motto and values. Mr FaizalB was damn hilarious!=.= Tour around the school, AGAIN, and we managed to finish early so we brainstorm with them for their class logo and motto.=p
btw, I was with Odwin in 1/4..

Bought them back to the ISH for a briefing while we sat at the back of the hall, dozing off soon.. Because we're all damn worn out. hahaha. After the sec1s were dismissed at 12.45pm, headed back to AVA room for a de-brief by Mr FaizalB and Mr Chua.. de-brief was later taken over by the excos on what's happening tomorrow.. lalalala, all the way till 2pm. Seriously just in time for Amaths at 2pm. WOW. People staring at us as we enter the classroom, awkward. Lots of never see before faces, but some familiar ones, of course. lalala. AMaths, Mr Vanma? idk, the way he teach was as if he's talking to the board. LOL. funny.=/ Lessons ended at 3pm.
Ms Pang is our form teacher + english teacher. Mrs Wee will teach us Chemistry, Mdm Feng tingting for Biology. Mr Royston Low for SS, Ms Maisurah for History. Mr Vanma for both A and E maths. The rest, no idea. LOL.

End up deciding to have late lunch in school with Cheling while waiting and "queuing" for the bookshop. idiot, we spent 1hour queuing. Horrible! Its as if waiting for KOI. Oh! Yunghui said I'm super obsessed in KOI.=O lol. We end up having this super cold beehoon, and finally got 4 A4exercise books, my foolscap, compo book and mrs krab's calculator. crapp.=.= Finally headed home at 4.05pm after a longlonglong day at school.
I never thought of this, that I dozed off at 4.45pm.. HAHAHA. I'm tired.=( 7pm for bathe, and dinner.. lalala.
Amaths ah Amaths. stuck for 3questions. I still got SS and was it Chem/Phy to studyy!?=( This is hectic. I think I seriously no longer have so much time to come online. I think I'm going to abandon Facebook and plurk now. Twitter's alive only, and here sometimes? sigh!

Councillors, gambette! tomorrow's the last day! hehehe..=p
and, due to Orientation, I seriously have no idea what's going on in class. I'm missing out so many things! die lah. How to catch up?.=*(
Ivy.

bye holidays!=(

2011-01-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

I almost forgotten about this place. like so awesome.=/ Seriously, school's tomorrow. This is how time flies. 2months of holidays just flew passed. I seriously have no idea what have I been up to. Majority, its all school visits and school events, CCA, fruits and foodie almost everyday, felicians chalet, her events and everything ends with a marvellous gathering.=) But I still think I slept most, online most. HOHOHO. Usual thing that happens during holidays. and, most importantly, seeing Vanessa Lee Ru Ying and Sean Lee Zhong Han 24/7. Housework, housework and housework!. WOW. Totally a part-time maid during the holidays. hahaha.
Lastly, a total pity that I didn't even step out of the country this holiday. Pathetic much.=*(

Anyway, was awake at 11am but I went back to sleep till 12pm. The moment I woke up, I ironed the uniforms. 9sets of uniforms in one hour.=/ Then, he bought fishball noodle..=.= Housework all the way, and finally 作文 at 3pm? I think I spent more than 2hours on informal writing and compo. hahaha. all crap, I feel that I went out of point.=X Super early dinner today at 6pm.. I realised, a unhealthy kid is whom drinks bubbletea everyday. LOL. random.
I find today quite productive.=p I managed to finish both homework and housework, bag packed, nails cut. I'm waiting for mum to be home with sushi and sign my report slip.=/ Yesyes, she still didn't even see a word of my report slip from the last day of school! LOL. awesome.=.=

btw, Orientation is cut down from 4days to 2days. Meaning, I can't skip so many lessons now.=( lol. Now, idk what to do at orientation. idk what books to bring, that I just brought chinese, homework, notebook and storybook. Most importantly, idk how to pin my fringe tomorrow! like nonsenses. I feel like cutting my fringe now. LOL.=.=
hopefully, I won't forget my tie + tie clip and oversleep tomorrow. HOHOHO. Someone, wake me up tomorrow!=X diedie after so many 1pm and 2pm.=/
Alright, she have written countless 加油s for/to me and asked us to "study hard!" on Saturday. So, I gonna really jiayouus this year. sec3, don't playplay. gambette everyone! 你也是。。=)
晚安了！Have an early night, to wake up early at 5am tomorrow.=/
Ivy.

later..

2011-01-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

hellohello.
I feel that I'm more eager to do a new year post than a proper updates about the countdown and gathering. lol. I shall see, till the end of the post what's its about. hahaha.
Anyway, simply just hope that 2011 won't be like 2010. Things won't fly, I won't be drenched with assignments. 2011, I want to work even harder than before, I wanna really really score this time round. I must stop skipping CCA. I want to mix around with more people, make more friends in school. Spent my 2011 wisely. I must try as much as possible NOT to miss any of her events, if there's one, unless really reasonable.
I think most importantly, I CANNOT SLEEP UNTIL I FINISHED EVERYTHING FOR THE DAY. hohoho. mad.

31 December 2010, Friday.
idk' what happened. oh, tuition was at 11.30am and I woke up at 10.40am. awesome. hahaha. Chiong-ed everything and bought waffles before attending tuition. Thankfully I wasn't late. E-maths, continued on Coordinates and Geometry. 1.5hour and it's A-maths. Simultaneous in two unknowns and surds. By the end of another 1.5hour, my brain was bursting. Hurting like mad.=/ I decided to head home first, people messing up the entire house, SHIFTING MY THINGS, and asking me to pack them. wtf, when I'm in a rush. I unpacked and packed, and left the home at 3.30pm. hehe, I reached at 4.35pm.

Huisi came and waited for Wendy (715's/romeo's) till 5.15pm with Shiyu, Liqing and Huisi and we headed over to Vivocity. There was actually a show going on while waiting. There's this boy hitting his ahgong at the waiting-train-area, crying, shouting. WOW. everyone was watching, not only us. Weirdly, the ahgong wasn't doing anything to him.=O
btw, Thankyou Wendy for ours/my last KOI of the day and year!=) xiexie ni de treat.=)
Sat there queuing, monopoly-dealing, chatting.. hahaha. later, we get to shift into the proper queue. Then Shiyu helped me and Liqing to get dinner of chicken rice, last meal of the year while we were trying to complete feli's gift. hahaha. After dinner, Shiyu and I headed to get feli's orange elmo. Then, everyone was playing with it. HAHA. seaweed all over.=X

Before we entered to the seats, we actually had security check! Bag checks, body checks. Damn idiot and exaggerating!=O Continued monopoly dealing till 10.30pm, Dasmond and Quan yifong came to talk talk.. lalala.
SS contestants performed, Fannwong, Sugi and friends, shawn and Jared, Aijia, da feng cui, tph, the gossip team, ah nui, Paige, zzh, dyt, Zhouying, da-shi-jie casts... I don't remember who else. After everything ended, exit to get my bottle. While we were wandering around, bumped into Fannwong again who played with feli's elmo! LOL.=D Then tph, Dasmond, qyf, zzh and Jared. hohoho.

We sat at the open area completing feli's card for elmo before heading to mac for supper. fries and drinks, this and that and finally cab home with Huisi, Liqing and Joey. damn joke! We waited for around 30mins.=/ and, cab that night was damn quiet because Huisi fell asleep! LOL!.
Okay, countdown this year wasn't nice. Was kind of boring there.. All are just singing and talking, nothing special.=( mdc should really improve. sighh!
home at 2.45am, bathe and I started marathon-ing against time to complete feli's things. wow. Another no-need-to-sleep night.. I end up watching Breakout at 6am? Because I completed and I know if I sleep, I gonna overslept.=X

01 January 2011, Saturday.
Everything, left home at 12.15pm and almost forgotten elmo!=/ Met up with Liqing and Lijuan at Somerset control. Was suppose to go for lunch, but end up helping mogu completing her gifts. After that, we went to get apples and bumped into Delphine and Joey.. End up having breadtalk as lunch! lol. Back to control, waited for everyone to arrived.. After some briefing and instructions, we started off with our first game. Treasure Hunt. Fate, was in the same group with Lijuan, Huisi, Adeline and Hweeshan! HAHAHA. We managed to solve the first questions after some clue. Aftermath, we are like experts. We get to solve the other 4 very quickly and we were the first team to finish the game.=))
Later, as a group, we headed over to the Gathering venue.

Family Karoake Box at The Cuppage Plaza.
yesyes, K-box as we called it. Room 28. HAHAHA. We were brief on the games happening later on.. Then del said feli didn't contact them at all. We were totally OPPS! Obviously, everyone was damn worried that she won't turn up and somehow disappointed.=X But later ordered drinks, mac came. Then del announced that because she wasn't feeling well, so she would be here in 15mins. phewww!=/ Started munching "dinner".. super lots of fries, Macdonald's AGAIN!. Food cheers a person up. hoho. I think when everyone was done and I'm still enjoying my fries, feli came with Joey ho at about 5pm!=)
Sadly, she look damn damn damn pale and white.=X She's damn cui.=( The first game started and she was just seated 2seats away from me..=p

Don't forget the lyrics. Our team got S.H.E 不想长大, but feli keep telling me 热带雨林 is easier.. HAHAHA. 老鼠爱大米 and 小酒窝.. We got 小酒窝 wrong.=( When other groups were playing, we chatted with feli a lot a lot.. later, she said "你们耍我！！"=( Then she acted sad sad.. lol! But after lijuan explained with elmo, she's happy!=) lol! Because she's having her sexy voice, she still ate macdonald's!!! LOL. I turned to her, "生病了，不可以吃！" She replied, "nevermind lah. 可以吃，Very yummy! 你吃了吗？" LOL. xiaojie ah, with curry sauce some more!=( aiyoo.. and the entire group went to the toilet together. LOL. When we're back, feli was, "你们去哪里？" hahaha. Aftermath, we're told to decide for a song to delicate to Felicia.=)

But before that, we were shifted to a much much smaller room as our booking was due.=( The room really cmi.=X But we still managed to squeeze everyone in.=p The second game was 抢答题. Feli will sing a small part of the song, and a member have to finish a banana or nuggets before the group can answer the song title.. lol at her sexy voice. Our group didnt managed to guess both questions. After that, songs delication to felicia, and we have to explain the meaning.=p Shiyu's group sang 祝你开心, Liqing's sang 风铃.=X Our group sang 怎么办 because we didn't know which song to sing, and the room was too small. 怎么办？？ HAHAHA. total joke. guess what. While we're singing, she was torturing elmo!=( She grab her fur and let elmo jump. LOL.

After that, singing sessions since there's some time left to 7pm.=p We sang songs together, and feli asked if there's any k-pop fans! She like Shinee! WOW. because she said they're funny and cute! lol. We sang songs like 恋爱-ing, 彩虹, and we ended at 朋友 when she's still torturing elmo.. hands on shoulders to shoulders, we swayed side to side as we sing, totally emo. The feeling was there, it simply seems like we knew each other veryvery long and someone was leaving..=/ The atmosphere was kind of sad, and I thought she cried as she was covering her face with elmo..=( oh, and she gave away her basket bag from Philippines to Jiahui for singing caihong! WOW!.=) At the end, "有没有人要唱歌给我听？？" Fruities wanted to, but I guess she was too tired.. She say it's okay then.. hohoho.

We shifted outside, to some open areas for photos and autograph. A lot of talking here and there.. My first solo was blur, the second one also! wth.=X Luckily Jessie helped me to take the third one with her camera.=) Oh, and the way she cough is super cute!=)=) hehehe, she ran away just to cough (so nice of her), and as she cough, she jumped and walked one round back.. LOL!.=p I love the part where she read the elmo card and giggle to herself, and guess who were the fruits. idk' how, she could guess I was Pineapple!=) lol. smart! I managed to get autograph on lwm! yay!=) xiexie felicia!=) We got a group photos too! Thankyou Joeyho!=) She then left at around 8pm. oh, and she said seriously damn lot of verysoon this time round.=O "I'll see your veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery soonn!~"=p
THANKYOU bigbig to FELICIA, FELICIANS and FELICITY for the awesome gathering!=)
Although the time was a little shorter than the previous and abit rush, but it's great! I had fun with everyone.=) Another gathering, please! HAHAHAHA. dont kill me, del.=/

After that, we actually sat at people's restaurant, monopoly-dealing.. I think at least 15 of us? omg! But think there was too many people, the game wasn't that nice.. hehehe.. Then, we started photo spamming with feli's board, on the sofa, with del and Jessie. LOL. Finally decided to go for dinner at 11pm, suppose to mac again but all end up at 7-11, Mashed potato..=p
Cab home with Joey and del. Then, I got maggi at 1am.. HAHAHA. hungry.=p Afterall, finally slept at 3am after staying awake for 40hours. Actually, wasn't feeling as cui as the previous gathering, perhaps because there's no school, no homework to complete for the next day. hahaha. not bad ah. But I still got 作文。

02 January 2011, Sunday.
Happily slept till 1pm. Mum bought Chicken rice and grass jelly. I think I gonna scream the next time I see Macdonald's and chicken rice!=X this and that, catch chn8's countdown at 3pm, spotted myself and Liqing hiding behind dyt's board. LOL! Spotted Lijuan, Joey, Shiyu, Huisi and orange elmo also on tv! hahaa. damn joke! I wonder how when she see elmo on tv! LOL. Followed by The Champion, and I dozed off at 6.20pm, dinner at 7pm, dozed off again at 8.30pm.. LOL. sleeping everywhere. That's my awesome 020111'.
Was feeling damn weak today. Cramp will jelly legs. But at least its today not yesterday if not I die.=X

Before I end off, school is Tuesday!. Major change to sec1 orientation!=O
Feli, take care! No more macdonald's!! But got porridge. LOL. 好好照顾自己，好好休息。。
goodnight!=)
Ivy.

The Hidden Star gathering!=)

2011-01-02T02:44:00.006+08:00

真的很谢谢您今天的出现。
你虽然身体不舒服了，但还是和我们大家一起共 high 了一晚！
我很感动。
好好休息，把身体养好了再努力出发！加油加油，再加油！
Take care, sweetie pie!=) Drink lots of water, k?

Thankyou all the wonderful Fs too!=)
Felicia, Felicians, Felicity.=)

loves,
pineapple Ivy.

eve of eve..=(

2010-12-31T03:53:00.005+08:00

3.34am. I know it's late, and I'm not sleeping and blogging here is kind of mad. But I know if I don't, things will start adding onto from today, to countdown, to gathering. That's when I will really go mad. hahaha. and, my China trip is not up yet! LOL. It has been like almost 4months!=/..

10.30am today. First attempt cooking meesua, was quite a succeed!=p meesua with red eggs for lunch!=p=p yay! Thanks mum for preparing.. Happy lunar birthday to myself. lol. Spent the afternoon, thinking what to do, and finally settled with the idea to make her some Calendars. Simply spent the afternoon till 4pm, doing as much as I can. Not bad, I finished 7.5months.. hehehe.. Bathed, and headed down to popular to get some papers, then to NEX, Serangoon. The crowd on the MRT was power! and, my bag was weighing at least 5kgs.=( So many things! lwm guide books lor..=( HAHAHA. oh, and when I was hunting for her magazines, I realised that.. MY SOLAR POWER PIGLET'S HEAD DROPPED OFF. wthwthwth?!?!?!!=*(((

I arrived and saw Jessie, went to the stage and already saw Vincent and felicians chopping places already. 6.30pm, met Huisi and went for dinner at LJS with Vincent, Jessie and Shiyu. Totally lol dinner.=p Head back to the stage area at 7.30pm.. self-high there till feli appeared on stage. We took group photos by the 8days photographer and Shiyu made me a balloon flower!=) yay! Thanks!
She was speaking, and her voice was damn piercing! lol! I think that's because she's losing her voice again any moment..=X Sexy voice returns! lol. baddie.=( Then they played some game and Vincent was sabo-ed up the stage. He's damn hilarious! But he simply won uPapa from Osim with just a 1min acting + talking. WOW. Not bad ah..=p Well, she's now the Osim Spokeperson!=O

usual thing, we follow her around the 8days booth that she took some photos, later all chiong-ed together to the carpark. The crowd today was super crazyy!=/ Later, we were stopped by the security at the carpark.=( HAHAHA. failed this time. But we went around hunting for her.. Perhaps we're new to NEX, we have no idea which way to go.. We end up at the back entrance, paid money there, announcement and left for Vivo with Lijuan, Liqing. Huisi, Hweeshan, Jessie and Shiyu. Was frightening Huisi with this cat flyer on the MRT. LOL! yea, and I saw the colour colour creature.. Thinking if to get it.. sigh!
Skypark, saw many many artiste. Fannwong where she smiled and waved at me!=O dyt, Romeo, James, Jeff, Shawntok, Aijia, yi-da-li, Jarod, Darren Tan.. But later, romeo left unknowingly at 10.30pm? After some wandering around, we left too.. 188 today was fast too!=p

Event today was only average? But she seems to have slimmer down, and I like her dress today!=)
I managed to finish up the calendars.=D But I printed insufficient photos for decorations..=( Meaning, I have to wait till tomorrow since the idiot printer is so noisy! lol.=.= sighh.. I end up finish writing her her letter too. cool. Now, I'm more or less done? I hope so! hahaha.. I wondering if I should revise my maths for tuition later. sighh.=( hohoho..
and, I'll be at Vivo for countdown with fruits and mogu later on! WOW. Kind of excited? But idk why I go there in the first place.. She's not there anyway.. Please appear some where!=*(
Goodnighhhttttttttttt!.

loves,
Ivy.

Sakae Buffet..=)

2010-12-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

Brain exploding. So many things at a go.
I woke up at 12pm, somehow overslept. Went to take away lunch for people at home, then headed down to West Mall 1.45pm.. Kodak, everything 5days in advance. Obviously, insufficient time. I went to popular, spent a long time deciding if to buy the papers, then I hunted for Sesame Street's book. LOL!. wth.=.= I gave up and went to meet Yunshan and Cheling. 3pm, went into Sakae for Sushi buffet.=p wow, so long since my last time.. hohoho..

We simply spent 3 solid hours there, eating, talking, this and that. Totally from the beginning eat till the end, 6pm.=p WOW, power!. Fruitful buffet, no need eat dinner. hahahah. Yea, so that's my only meal for the day. not that bad..=p Went into popular again, bought 11papers, 2envolopes. idk for what reasons.
Was on the way home, then mogu called. I thought something shocking. In the end, she told me she saw that colour colour creature at vivo! HAHAHA. Can consider.. hahaha.. I went home, I sleep till 8.30pm. 10pm, started art and craft. I spent 2hours, then I know what to do. Well, I just finished my that pathetic card. Yes, one only. for at least, for tomorrow's. wow. I can die. Come on, I need idea for 010111..!! sighh..

hehehehe.. I think my msn with people tonight is mad. Especially del. HOHOHO.=p and, I think mogu disappeared. She say wanna discuss the colour colour creature and she's MIA. lol.
wan-an!=) Finally tomorrow, after about 2.5weeks..=p
oh! and, Happy lunar Birthday to myself!=p=p
Ivy.

triple happiness!=)))

2010-12-29T02:08:00.005+08:00

Thanks mummy!=))
Today was seriously a super great day!=) Excluding the school-visits.. Which was total nonsenses.. oh god.
I woke up at 9am due to meeting at 12pm. Early in the morning, people nagging this and that.=.= Later went for early lunch on my own at 11pm.. Was on the way to school, when my sms inbox flooded. idk' to be happy or not. Gathering on the 1st January 2011.=) 1111. Cool.. HAHAHA. Although I have done nothing yet, for the time being, I think I'm happy lah. hahaha. Gathering, whose not?=pp

School, I wanted to step into canteen, I saw him right before me.. I u-turned and went the other way. ohmygod. That's the most awkward and embarrassing thing ever.=X CRAP.
Meeting was total disaster today? I totally have no idea if anything goes into my brain.=/ Was asked to spam call everyone from Logistic to come before meeting started. Mr FaizalB came again, oh god.=/ scary. Meeting was actually conducted by excos on Sec1 Orientation.. hohoho, so many things gonna happen.. I'm under Odwin's group.=p and, 20bucks for a Sec1 Orientation tee, worth it not?=(
btw, bought 2 new uniform top. and, Shuqun changed the females' bottom! WOW. damn ugly..=X hahaha.. lucky the older design still can be worn.=p

Managed to reach home at 3pm. Screaming for people to wake up, and they just don't. Finally slam the door and bring spongebob out at 4pm. Went to the atm.=( Then I found the Edusave Merit Bursary letter in our letter box after so long.. YAY!=) I think MOE saw my tweets? LOL.=.= Trained down to Raffles, sent spongebob to mum and I headed down to Bugis. End up, the shop is gone! sucks. My idea was gone too, then.=*( total crap. I went to Bugis Junction since it's drizzling.. NBC, Artbox, Precious Thots, gifts shop, action city.. I kept walking in and out of shops just to get ideas for her gift.. sighh! I even went over to Iluma and back to junction. Think people are thinking I'm mad.=X
Finally 133 to Suntec to Marina square at 6pm.. I went to prize stage and with 5bucks I got a carebear keychain for mum! LOL. Out of boredom, to kill time.. hahahah.

Headed down to New York New York at Citylink for dinner at 7pm.. I kept switching places till mum and gorgor came.. hahaha.. Yea, advanced birthday dinner feast from mum..=p Since she's not available on both my lunar and actual Birthday..=( Then, spongebob came with a bouquet of sunflowers X3, with a piglet!=)) It's from mum!=)) YAY! Thanks mum!=p hehehee.. I think the flowers were quite shocking, I didn't expected any presents today.. Just a simple dinner.. Of course, dinner was awesome with many add-on orders!=) hehehe.. lol!
We finished off at around 9.30pm, walked around Citylink and later cab home at about 10.10pm.. gorgor paid for it. WOW.

So, it's triple happiness for today. gathering news + bursary + dinner. yay!=)
But my brain is right now exploding. Homework, sec1 orientation, gifts, events, everything stuck there. oh great. I gonna die.=( I'm running out of time!=X I realised this sentence hasn't been appearing lately.. So here it is. School's like 6.5days to go! ohmygod! goodluck to me.=X how, how, how??=*( oh, can Sunflowers sleep in aircon room? HAHAHA.=D

loves,
Ivy.

ideas, ideas..=(

2010-12-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

I got an idea now. But I have no idea if to go along with it. sucks. How, how?? Die lah. Forever thing.. I need to chiong everything now.. 完蛋了！I really hope my last minute work will work this time round.=( god, bless me.=(

12.30pm. Lunch with gorgor and mrs krab today, 2 childish people playing with Ice lemon tea, people looking.. lol!=.= I bought 8days and my calendar wasn't in good condition! There's a fold on top..=( sigh! I started clearing all sorts of paper from my table in the afternoon.. After long, I decided to just throw away my handmade pong-pongs.. I don't even know to keep for what? But afterall, I spent like days on them..=( lalala.. I nap at 5pm! HAHAHA, gorgor wanna head down to meet mum but I slept.=/ I woke up at 6.30pm.. lol! Then, I wanna have dinner but dare not to. stupid.

I seriously hope and wish that meeting tomorrow will end early.. So that I'll have time to do my things.. hehehe.. But I think I gonna stuck in the AVA room for at least 2hours..=( sighh.. and, out of 20councillors, 3 of them are having family outing at the same time.. Coincidence or lame excuses? Pathetic department. ohgod. lastly, I think I like Photoscape!=p
Byeeee..
Ivy.

after Christmas..

2010-12-27T01:41:00.001+08:00

lalala. Christmas is over. New Year is coming soon. School is soon.
25 December 2010, Saturday.
I slept at 3.30am the night before. Crawled out of bed at 11am, here and there idk what was I doing. Only gorgor and I was at home.. He freaking screwed everyone up. ma-de. 妈妈不回家又怎样？=.= I left home for Bugis at 1.30pm.. After much thoughts, decided to just only have tako-yaki for lunch.. Then went over to Bugis Street to meet mum, later I said I wanna go for lunch because I was seriously damn famished.. But I end up at KOI! LOL. 7cups, people behind me was staring at me..=/ Only waited for 20minutes this time round..=p
While waiting, I actually bought this Carebear robot for mum as Christmas presents? idk.. hahaha. Back to meet mum, more shopping at street and mum bought me a dress.. hohoho.

Bus 33 to Clarke Quay, for purple line to Harbourfront control. Reached on the dot at 5pm, Hweeshan was there already, then Jessie, Adeline, Huisi, Shiyu, Lijuan and Liqing.. We settled dinner at Bakerzin, which was yummy but somehow expensive.. hehe, Carbonara after so long!=p Then, we were suppose to spend our night at the Skypark, but it rained damn heavily.. So we ended up at the open areas at the entrance for the train to Sentosa.. We started off with gifts exchange since Adeline has curfew.. We decide by drawing cards, I got Huisi's and she got mine! LOL! Lijuan brought the most interesting gifts, all fruits in a box.. LOL!=D I got a box of Famous Amos and a bear with candy cane from Huisi..=p hehehee..

Later, we proceeded to games session. Lijuan and Jessie was a group with me and the other 3 a group with Shiyu as the Game master.We began with this game, to eat a candy and the opponents have to guess if it's sour. lol! We got 5points each, a tie!=p Next, we play this damn hilarious game! It's combination of acting out the phrase/word/etc and pass the message.. hahaha. Some weird weird phrase, with all her dramas/roles/drama phrase.. hahah! The 6 of us were like joker! My group won in the end..=p hehehe..
Then, the last game was to pass the bear and when the game master clap, the one who's holding thee bear will have to do a forfeit.. lol, there's once when I was told to high-5 with a group of people! HAHAH. damn paiseh..=X But better than asking to act, shout, lalala..
Game session ended, its was another tie for overall! hahaha. WOW.=O

Photos taking, and we saw only 2seconds of fireworks! Because we didn't know there was one..=( Fooled around, and we decided to sit around at mac to chat.. 20nuggets, 2drinks to share around.. hahaha.. We left at 10.45pm as Liqing has work today..=(
I 188-ed home and the bus today was damn fast! 30mins and I'm home!=O I was actually freezing as the crazy uncle on very low temperature and it's raining..=/ Was walking home, and I felt as if people are following me..=X

26 December 2010, Sunday.
Out of bed at 12pm, I got KFC breakfast porridge for lunch with a chicken.. Yea, mum cooked Curry Chicken without potatoes today!=p This and that in the afternoon, finally touched my homework after scanning photos.. totally WOW at the informal letter questions. I have to comfort my "friend" not to go for ps..!=.= wth. The Champion without Wang Tong appearance at 4.30pm.. Dinner at 6pm.. Everyone was fighting for curry chicken!=( I didn't had enough.. and, I end up writing only half informal letter, compo blanks but 2 cloze passages done. hahaha.

小孩。狗 at 9pm. idk was it nice or what..It make me tear from the part after the doggy was returned to the owner and binbin was left alone. lol! But I think I still prefer Love 50%!=)) hahahaa.. This one was like I-expected-so thing! hahaha. love50% is nicer..=p yay! But sadly, I didn't get to win the posters again.. sighh.. I'm the 20th this time round.. sigh!=(
Then, I had mac's fries for supper againnnn!~ mac for supper for 3 consecutive nights.. wow! Fattening..

I'm having nightmare like every 3/4 nights.. how ah? What's happening to me? Last night was the scariest.=X ohgod. crap.
Hopefully I have a good night tonight..=p come on people, reply my relay messages!=( and, I need more brain juices to think of gifts idea.. sighh..
Ivy.

你知道，我知道，大家都知道。。

2010-12-26T02:08:00.002+08:00

就两年前的今天，你还记得吗？
我想这是废话。因为一切的一切，都深深地留在我脑海理。。就算你忘了，我还记得一清二楚。我很怀疑，很怀疑为什么当初没有帮妈妈说话，而无能为力地白白看着你们这一家人欺负妈妈。。我也不知道，不知道为什么大家都这么爱多管闲事？明明就跟你们无关，但你们偏偏把这件事但做好像你是男女主角似的。真的很可惜，这两年来的红星大奖，金马奖都没有你们入围的份！再好好加油吧！
离家出走，好好玩。我是多么的希望有一天能真的踏出大门，而不在回来。

Seasons of Giving.
Yes, I received something so awesome from you 2 years ago.
2years has passed, and this gift has yet rotted, has yet expired. However, it's getting more and more interesting, tasting better and better. 2 years ago, you said that you're changing. But 2years later, nothing changed. Everything remained, this place is just like itself 2years ago. A leopard will never change its spot. I agree. You tell me, over the past 2 years, what have changed? What have become better? Sadly, I think nothing.
If you fight for the answer that things have changed. Well, then tell me why is mum working for others outside? Why am I being like a maid at home? Why am I doing all the housework? Why am I feeding my siblings when I'm just 14? Why aren't I partying everyday with my friends? Why I am so introvert? Why am I even hell worrying about money at this teenager age? Simply, Why?

Because of everything that you have done, you ruined my life.
Because of everything, I gave up my dreams. I gave up Ballet. I became so introvert, having hardly 3best friends in school. I became like no longer the me when I was in P6. I lived in agony.
But thankyou for everything. Because of everything, I became who am I today. I changed from an almost-ahlian to every one's so-called good student now. I'm determined to work hard, to do well. Everything in my life changed after what you have done. I need to strive for my goals now, I no longer get what I want easily. I need to be like a multi-person, able to become anything that you people asked for. I need to fight for everything in life.
After all, my life is ruined. But I picked myself up. I gonna excel and do even better than the world.

Seasons of Giving.
I got a marvellous Broken Family, Broken Home from you 2years ago.
Family, Home no longer means anything to me. It's just a word from English.
You should know why.
Whatever crap. Spread this post for all you people want! Like I care.=.=
Ivy.

many many..=(

2010-12-25T03:08:00.002+08:00

I think I should just start blogging before everything starts pail-ing up again.. I know, it's like in the middle of the night and I'm here blogging and also when its a Christmas. lol.

22 December 2010, Wednesday.
Happy 冬至 Day! Eat 汤圆快乐。。But I'm not happy at all, because I didn't get to eat a single one of it!=( Was still in bed, when I saw mum's message that she wants to have dinner together.. So simply slack my day off with laptop and housework, then MRT down to Raffles at around 5.30pm to meet mum before she finishes work. Damn hilarious things happened there, we simply fooled around.=.= Bought 2 tops there.. Later, headed to Bugis Junction for dinner. After much discussion, we decided to settle dinner at EAT, Minced meat noodle. LOL! Actually, I expected some restaurant or whatever, but no.. hahaha! Followed by some shopping, and headed home at around 10.30pm?..

23 December 2010, Thursday.
Sec1 Registration.. I don''t need to register, but I'm in school by 7.15am..!=( Woke up at 5.45am, damn early after so many 1pm, 2pm, 12pm.. HAHAHA. Ms Feng came to the canteen at around 7.20am to give us some briefing, then we were waiting for 8.30am as they said duty starts at 8.30am.. However, suddenly at 7.55am, this parent and daughter arrived! Mr Samy was shouting for us to start duty! lol!
You know what? That parent and daughter was actually the last group of parent I lead them around during Open House 2010! The one that I said that asked damn lots of questions! WOW!.=O I didn't recognise them, till they pointed at me! hahaha.. cool.

I was under Giving Directions. Was at the stairs with Yunshan, till around 9.15am or so that Yunghui asked me to go to the other end to direct the parents to get theirs books/uniforms. It's like nobody, then suddenly so many people, then nobody..=.= 8.20am to 9am was the climax! Its like even before you lead this group of parents to the table for queue number, there's 10 other groups waiting for you! lol! But seriously, we lack of manpower!=( But overall, it's a great experience! The satisfaction was there when you see familiar faces coming back to register.. Well, I really spotted some! I felt so wow when I see them.. Its like, are they serious about Shuqun?! HAHAHA. great!=)
Everything ended at around 10am after some de-brief.. hehehe.. That's early!

Headed home and I dozed off while waiting for the others to be ready. Later, left home to blk 347 at Jurong East for lunch of minced meat noodle again! Then bought a pair of new school shoes, and salon. Mum rebonded, everyone cut hair, except for me!=p I went in with my hair like that, and came out with my hair like that! hahaha. I watched last night's breakout at xinmsn, watching movie that Fanny ahyi played while waiting. LOL!. not bad ah, I decided not to cut. Pin up fringe then!=(
Then dayi came to pick us up! After long, decided to head to VivoCity!=.= Only today, when the tickets are fully redeemed.=*( sigh! Eat, shopping, desserts, shopping, to Outram park to exchange dodo's cheongsam then back to dayi's place. After that, cab' home just in time for breakout!. I wanna KOIII!=( Okay, I bought nothing too. hahaha.

24 December 2010, Friday.
平安夜。。但你有让我们平安过吗？...
After all, I skipped tuition. wth, yes.=.= Woke up at 12pm, lunch was take away by mummy from West Mall.. Later, idk where everyone went.. I slacked around and finally left home at 2pm.. Spent a long time waiting for 174 to Jurong Point. Shopping alone, walked rounds and rounds. Finally bought a notebook for self at Artbox, Biology textbook and workbook, Stationary tapes, book's wrapper, exchange presents with felicians, and a 10bucks dress at Unicode for self! hehehee..=p I have no idea what to buy, where to go.. So I just anyhow walk, walk walk.. lol. Other than things from Popular, I spent less than 20bucks! whoo! Decided to head home at 4.30pm to change before continuing with second part of the day..

Left home at 6pm for Yew tee for dinner with people. Later, trained down to Orchard. madness, I know. The crowd was WOW!. Started from ION, all the way till 313, and didn't have the chance to head over to OC although its just next door as everyone was tired. Everyone bought something at Takeshimaya, but not me again!=( Was at Ice Rockz when I bumped into Wendy and Shinghoong.. shocked.=/ btw, went to look for xiaoyi at 313 and xiaoyi-zhang was actually at food republic MACbook-ing whilst waiting for xiaoyi to finish work! HAHAH. Trained to Yew tee, crowded MRT, all anyhow squeeze.=.= Macdonald's, I got my other 3 this MacHappy toy? HAHAHA. I got a set now! I have no idea I want it for what in the first place! lol!=/ Was heading over to the taxi stand for a cab when we came across this couple arguing, (breaking up soon?), at the control! HAHAHA. damn funny. weirdos.

Home at 12.45am. Bathe, breakout at xinmsn then finally finished wrapping the gifts for later.. hahaha, I think my wrapping skill CMI lah. So many marking on the wrapper! lol. But I think people don't care about the outside.=p lol.
I hope 251210' is a good one. Shall sleep. Goodnight!=)

loves,
Ivy.

fruits and mogu..=)

2010-12-22T01:56:00.001+08:00

Monday, 20 December 2010.
Damn joke. Was suppose to meet Liqing, Huisi and Lijuan at Vivocity at 10.30am but I woke up only at 10.30am! HAHAHA. I later decided not to head down there anymore, since Lijuan was also lazy to step out of home. HAHAHA. ohmygod lah. Liqing and Huisi simply continue shopping while waiting for our reply and they end up buying lots of things and got tickets to countdown. hahaha. cool.=p Anyway, THANKYOU manymany to Liqing and Huisi!=)) You people are awesome!=D

idk what was I doing. Lunch only at 2pm? Usual afternoon with housework, online and Love50% on xinmsn.. I vomitted blood in the afternoon.. Then decided to cook dinner at 6pm. NTUC for groceries, and cooked noodle soup with fishball, hotdog and fish cake. hahaha. So long since I cooked, and everything still turned out awesome! Nothing is overcooked.=p hehhehe. not bad.. Then spongebob was saying, "I clean the table for you, you help me wash my dishes." LOL. Then he added, "mrs krab! patrick ask you to vacuum the floor.." HAHAHA. Nice one. But saysay only, I end up to be the one vacuuming the floor too..=( hahha.
MSN again and mogu booked me for the next day.

Tuesday, 21 December 2010.
Today's plan was damn hilarious! lalalala.. hahaha.
Awoke at 10.30am because I'm damn afraid that I will overslept again.=p This and that, finally left home at 1pm to meet the others at Woodlands. I was damn early to reach at 1.40pm when the meeting time was changed to 2pm. HAHA. Slowly, Liqing, Shiyu, Lijuan and Huisi came. We then proceeded to Cold Storage to grab snacks and packet drinks, then to Mac to take away lunch.. After that, 901 down to this super big patch of grass/open field right next to Singapore Sports School. Walking across millions of grass, up the slope/"mountain", there was only 1family flying kite in the afternoon and you will see a group of girls picnic-ing on the mountain.. That's US! HAHAHA. Damn joke! idk what were we doing!=.=

Yeayea, the venue was actually where Yongxin cried and asked Yule to come play the Cello for her in No Limits ep16 ending..=)) I know we are mad. HAHAHA. But the place/scenery was really beautiful, 蓝蓝的天空，绿绿的草地。。5 jokers sitting on a small mat, chewing away our lunch, Monopoly Dealing and snacking, spam photo-takings.. MARVELLOUS! Totally quality time spent with the other 4 of them, no disturbance, no nothing.=)) yay! Seriously enjoyed our day together.=) Okay, did lots of jump-shots again! hahah, then unglam photos, anyhow take photos, polaroids with each others.. Thankyou Lijuan and Liqing!=) We spent around 4hours there? hahaha, the grass was actually kind of irritating and insects kept invading into us from time to time.. lol! We were sitting there from 1family kite-flying, to many families and when its left with 1 last family kite-flying, then we started to pack up and leave the place.. hehehe..

Although something quite funny/embarrassing happened, WE HAD FUN!=) It's actually super hilarious to find a group of jokers picnic-ing out of nowhere on a patch of grass when everyone was kite-flying.. Moreover, that place wasn't really easy to come to, and it's totally outdoor! HAHAHA. Thankfully the weather today was damn nice, not too sunny nor it rained. shiok!
901 back to Woodlands and had Pasta Mania for dinner at causewaypoint. Everyone was spam adding cheese! hehehe, mad. Sat there talking, and I was expecting some relay messages for tmr's meeting.. But end up, there's no meeting tomorrow! YAY or not?!=p Left shortly at 10pm and trained home with Liqing and Shiyu..
Really a great day I had.=))

btw, I got lots of pokes from the grasses. hahaha.
After a super refreshing bathe, caught up with Breakout ep12. Then finally there's some updates for Sec1' registration on Thursday.. I was damn lost at first..=( Now, you tell me you can't help again. wth?!! I need to find replacement? crap.=.=
Okay, I still need to scan photos, upload photos, do homework, prepare a gift, prepare for school, this and that.. sigh! Suddenly so many things to do..=( Oh yes, Felicians Christmas party organised by ourselves on 25th, then Countdown at Vivocity on the 31st (unless she's somewhere else..) wow!.
Have a good night everyone!=)

loves,
Ivy.

Love Love 50%..=)

2010-12-20T01:39:00.004+08:00

THANKYOU Hweeshan for the piglet!=)
I'm already starting to receive birthday gifts! wow. that's really fast! Actually, birthday cards has already started coming in a few weeks ago.. hahaha. Efficient people? idk. So, I don't consider this as my first birthday present, or was it the first? I have no idea. hahaha. Anyway, thankyou kiwi!=) That's really kind of you, although I had this already.. hehehe..

Today today today.
11.30am, I got mummy's cooking for lunch after so long.. Then, was scanning things and mum scolded me. lol. here and there and finally left home at 1.10pm. 20mins for 941, 5mins for MRT, lalala.. Luckily I reached Dhoby Ghaut on the dot, 2.30pm. Waited for hweeshan and Liqing before heading to the bus stop area to meet Huisi. Later, went to mac' to pay membership fee and left after 10mins there.. 4 of us, with Shiyu went up to Toy Outpost to hunt for elmo.. saw lots of design, but still considering.. LOL! Again, down to mac' after that to meet Jessie and Lijuan.. After some discussion, we decided to continue with second part plan since Lijuan objected first part plan..=( Actually, to everyone go her place to catch Love 50% together! hohoho.=p

Before heading to that "secret place", went into Toy outpost again to see elmo but left shortly.. Walked over to Fort Canning, anyhow walked all the way.. Came to Fort Canning green, rested and then continue anyhow walked. I find it damn joke, Liqing and I planned the venue, but we didn't know how to go there.=/ Like some school outing, walked a bigbig round around the entire fort canning? Saw flora and fauna, historical related, The Battle box, Raffles terrace, 公鸡, cute boyboy that caught huisi's eyes, people having photoshoot, this and that.. hahaha.
Later, we were resting at this area just around The Battle Box, then we started having this ideas to do jump shots. lol. We simply spent 30mins jumping and shooting! hahaa.. Visitors/tourists/passer-by were actually looking at us! haha.=X But I didn't managed to visit Fort Canning Centre.. Is SDT really there? wow.. I'm still wondering after so long.. =O

Left at 6pm, decided to head to ParkMall for dinner at this not-alike-restaurant? Had bento, then sat there chatting, nonsenses till 7.30pm. Passed Jessie 15dvds. HOHOHO.=/ At last decided to MRT home, in case of traffic jams. Was like having some marathon, everyone rushing home.. for the TV. lol!=.= like some nonsense. Thankfully, everyone reached home by 9pm. If not Liqing and me.. haha. I reached home at 8.45pm, that I didn't have enough time to bath..=( Laptop on, TV' on, phone on, everything on. We are like preparing some wars battle. HAHAHA.
Actually, this is still my first time rushing home to watch her drama/show/telemovie? wow. break record, I suppose. Maybe, it has been since idk how long to watch her drama/show on the TV, excluding adv, variety and repeats. How time fliess...

9pm to 11pm. Stuck to TV and laptop. 好久好久没有这种感觉了。。 Commenting whilst eyes on TV. hahaha. Love 50% really rocks. Sweet, funny, sad, exciting, and everything. It's one of the movie that I die to know what's happening next. Mum and gorgor was watching too, and they kept asking me what's next? They broke up? He proposed? I was like, how I know?!! I didn't even watched it before. HAHAHA. I like Hanni's dressing and hair.=) I like Hanni's character. hahaha. Apple girl/Merlion is actually quite clumsy in there. lol. Overall, AWESOME!=) LOVE LOVE 50%.=))
btw, now I know why didn't I locate her at IMM that time..=( Because I didn't actually searched that route where the shop is located/ they filmed at.=(

Was spam refreshing channelU's fb after 11pm. But I still was too slow.. I didn't managed to win the posters this time round..=( Congrats to the other 3 felicians!=) sighh.. Hopefully I got chance next week..=p hehehe. but why she ask Pineapple or Apple? HAHAHA. mogu was laughing at me.=( Then, I think fruities outing today was quite sucessful? hahaha. Although we went to Fort Canning for no reasons, but I think everyone enjoyed ourselves? hahaha. not too bad..
I think its another day tomorrow. I'm still wondering, spending 150bucks..=( sigh.. there goes my bursary?? idk. wan an!.
涵妮说，辛苦了，幸福就会来了。 Serious?

loves,
Pineapple Ivy.

non-flowering..=(

2010-12-19T01:59:00.002+08:00

Out of bed at 11.30am, thinking that I overslept because I'm damn afraid that the delivery man will just come anytime.. In the end, they only arrived at 12.30pm. lol! Spongebob's wardrobe is not bad.. But I find it too small. hahaha!=/ lalalala, I managed to scan today's zaobao for del/Felicity before leaving home to meet mum at Bugis. The thing is, after I kept my printer, I remembered the uweekly..=.= lol! see, gonna scan another day. Left home only at 2.10pm..

Met mum at Bugis Junction, uncle's kitchen again for late lunch at 3.30pm? For me, it's window shopping..=( People happily grab everything, I just see-see and leave. lol. Was actually hunting for colourful Elmo.. There's alot a few months ago, now its like none left.=( Why she suddenly like elmo???! lol! Junction, OG, street, and home. Saw quite a few eye-catching dresses and tops at bugis street, but after hesitating, I put them back. LOL.=.= sounds like idiot. I was asking mum about my cny' clothing on the MRT. Then she simply asked me to go buy on my own, then claim from her, with receipt. hahaha. sigh! see how lah, hor?=(
Actually went to NTUC for groceries before heading home because I'm craving for curry chicken!=p In the end, no more curry chicken paste left.=(

Home, end up spring cleaning mum's room with her.. then, mum rewarded us a bowl of meesua with egg just now.. hehehee.. I think after long, everything is done. hohoho. btw, took some retard photos with the santa hat at lunch today. LOL. I think we were bored, that's why.=/ Yea, I'm wondering if to cut my fringe? I want my hair for cny', but I'm going to fail attire check then. crap. I'm not going to pin my fringe up during lessons? god. 1months should not be enough for my fringe to grow..=( I took 3months to have the current length.=X I like my fringe now.=( sigh! If only there's no attire check till cny' over.=/ Nonsenses.
Long day tomorrow, I suppose. goodnight.

loves,
Ivy.

rusty, rusty..=(

2010-12-18T00:33:00.001+08:00

I slept only at 4am last night, accompanying or not mogu.=)
Due to the furniture warehouse delivery man's fault, I have to jump out of bed at 10am and chiong to bathe.=.= idiot. When we bought mrs krab's study table that day, we said to only deliver in between 12 to 1pm. End up, they called me at 10am, saying they will be here in 10mins. wth. Lucky I have already stepped out of the bathroom when they reached.=.= But I didn't care much, after they delivered and things, some housework and I went back to sleep. HAHAHA. Woke up 1hour later, just in time for mrs krab to pack her things. hahaha.

After much hesitation, decided to have claypot rice for lunch. Later, I headed to tuition centre to see-see, talk-talk. lol. Actually to ask for information about new classes, new subjects.. lalala. I'm planning for both A and E Maths, then all Science. Mad lah. I don't even know if I can fit in my schedule. Moreover, so expensive.=( Another thing, I have no idea how to tell mum about it. crap. If only I'm a genius.=( lol. Walk here walk there around the market, get tasks done and finally went home at 2.30pm. idk what to do, slack here and there, sleep, idk what I doing. Later head down to tuition at 6.30pm. Rusty brain.. But I managed to get the entire Indices chapter into my head in 20mins. WOW or not. Because everyone has moved on, so I really need to catch up.=( After 20mins, I got another chapter into my brain. Coordinate Geometry. Although its all Emaths, but it's still formulae afterall. WOW. Rusty brain.=/
The consequences for not turning up for tuition for 2months!=/

Headed home when tuition ends. Slack here and there, TV at 9pm and dinner only at 10pm. After that, spring cleaning spongebob's things since his wardrobe is arriving tomorrow. LOL. lalalala. Cleaning whilst KOI-ing. HAHAHA!=) I came back online at 11.30pm. lol.
She updated her blog on Love50% out of nowhere. I'm wondering how she updates. hohoho. She's not back, for sure? Through her Window7 phone?=O lol! I'm really curious. hahaha. The current her seems more interesting than the previous her. lol. I have no idea what I talking, its good if you understand.=p hohoho.

Stop asking me how am I going to celebrate Christmas. If you know me, you know it. I'm not at all looking forward to it. I'm more looking forward to the next 2 Sundays at 9pm. The trailer is making me 不耐烦 to wait anymore. hehehe!
wan an.
Ivy.

KOI, Sticky, mogu, CORNN!=)

2010-12-17T02:52:00.002+08:00

I had a super wonderful Thursday with Lijuan, the mogu.=)
mogu has already dated me last last night while chatting on MSN. The idea was actually to just accompany her to Bookfest for lwm' guide book. But later, we chat and chat and decided on KOI too. hahaha. So, that was just the plan.
Supposed to meet each other at 1pm at City Hall control.. But dilly-dally, I late, she later than me.. We meet only at 2pm. LOL! nice one.. mogu was looking for her keys since she left home and I told her domoloh ate it. wth, lol!=.=

We anyhow walked, so decided to head to Bookfest at Suntec first.. Went into hall6 and grab 3 lwm book, 2 for del, payment and we left. lol, damn fast. Later, mogu recommended to have lunch at this restaurant, Aston at 3.30pm.. Not bad, consider as cheap. hohoho. We had CORNN. lol! I think that was the best thing at lunch. hahaha. Anyhow shopped, and decided to head down to Dhoby Ghaut for Sticky, for fun, then to Chinatown for KOI then to Vivocity for some reasons. LOL, mad. I know.=(
Circle line then purple line. The crew were making some Apple rocks candy and their movements is damn damn fast! like machine, shocking.=X Later, was walking down to Chinatown but it rained.=( However, we just walked to KOI.=p No queue, 5mins and we got our drinks again. shiok.=)

No bus so Purple line again to Harbourfront. damn joke at Vivocity. We went into Adidas, targeted this lady for receipt but afterall forget it. hahaha. We went to the Information counter to ask for details, end up the Countdown related has yet started.=.= LOL!. We end up shopping and aiming of what to buy when the redemption starts. Elmoooo..~ hahaha. you know, you know.. LOL.=p We walked the entire Vivocity, mogu looking at toys. hahaha. We wanted to buy Monopoly deal! HAHAHA.=D Later, I turned and saw someone damn familiar. Guess what, we bumped into Hoetian again! wth, LOL! so qiao! damn hilarious. HAHAHAH.=/ As usual, visit fb 5mins later we bumped into each other. lol.=.= "Omg saw lj and ivy at vivo city." =.=

Then we went to supermarkets, looking at CORNN. I have no idea for what. lol. We planned to buy 150 CORNN. cool or not? mad.=.= Later, we decided to go for dinner at 7pm+.. Finally settled dinner at KFC at 8pm. Although we were like damn full, we managed to finish our food. hahaha. Talk whilst eating, both of us shared alot, crap alot at dinner.=) Totally anyhow. Suddenly from craps, to Romeo, to Fansclub, to studies, to Felicity, to Felicians, to Olevels, to feli, to idk what lah. LOL! We spent 2.5 soild hour there.. hehehe.. We talked about almost everything man. HOHOHO! By the time we leave, KFC was closing. hahaha. mad.
Purple line, green line, then red line and 941 home. I think I took almost all the MRT lines today. lol. Whatever, I came across this. See this for the future.. What colour also have.=/
http://files.lesterchan.net/images/Singapore_mrt_lrt_system_map_future.png

I think I reached home only at 11.20pm. hohoho. I told mum to shop at Vivocity and she just asked me to go buy my clothing of 150bucks. lol, ohmygod!=/ Seriously shared alot with mogu today.=)) I didn't knew so until she tweeted. hahaha. not bad ah. I'm still on MSN with her. I think we chat till mad today. hahaha. felicians. mogu.=) hehehee..
Alright, the clock is hitting 3am soon. I got lots of things to settle tomorrow and I hope to return to tuition tomorrow. I need to start mugging very soon.=( and, I spent quite alot today.=( 35.60bucks + 24bucks (del's lwm').
MOE/Edusave, can I have my bursary now?=(
goodnight!

loves,
CORNN lover, Ivy.